Hesham_3del
Greenlighter
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- Aug 11, 2013
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Hi,
This is my NDE (Near-Death Experience) without exaggerating, I've seen DEATH with my eyes and still suffering.
I used the typical Hash Yogurt recipe with a small hash piece that fitted in a small teaspoon.
It kicked in after 30-45 min, after that I felt I'm out-of-control, and I head to sleep as my parents don't feel anything about me.
I went to bed, my brain was locked in the past where I was 4-7 years old where I was playing very old retro/atari games, I thought of some things, without being under the effect of hash, I wouldn't have the ability to reach these toooooooo old thoughts.
I tried to sleep, but no hope. it was now in the BAD TRIP status, and as time passes by, I'm getting into DEEP SHIT more and more, I've moved from bed and told my parents to wake-up as I've feeling extreme bumping in my heart, DOM-DOM !
I wanted to tell them I'm dying, please forgive me ! I was waiting for the angels to come and take my soul, it was totally "Deja-vu", I remembered a recent topic which I read about nearly same symptoms about also a bad trip.
My parents noticed my blood shot eye and told me we knew that you took something when you insisted on going outside, and they made for me a lemon juice to calm down, my problem was ranging from stomachache, high heart beats, can't concentrate and headache.
I've felt that my brain is damaged as it was "locked" to my childhood only !
I've went to hospital and was injected Buscopan and something else which I can't recall, when I reached there I've felt more stronger as I was sleeping and above my head was a strong neon lamps which let feel safe somehow.
The problem that I was sure if I slept at home, I will not wake-up again, I was 101% sure from this.
From the dawn till 9:22 P.M. "the moment of writing this", I was sleeping and woke-up from nearly 3 hours and still feeling little unconscious.
Is it my fault in overdose or what mistake have I done ?!
This is my NDE (Near-Death Experience) without exaggerating, I've seen DEATH with my eyes and still suffering.
I used the typical Hash Yogurt recipe with a small hash piece that fitted in a small teaspoon.
It kicked in after 30-45 min, after that I felt I'm out-of-control, and I head to sleep as my parents don't feel anything about me.
I went to bed, my brain was locked in the past where I was 4-7 years old where I was playing very old retro/atari games, I thought of some things, without being under the effect of hash, I wouldn't have the ability to reach these toooooooo old thoughts.
I tried to sleep, but no hope. it was now in the BAD TRIP status, and as time passes by, I'm getting into DEEP SHIT more and more, I've moved from bed and told my parents to wake-up as I've feeling extreme bumping in my heart, DOM-DOM !
I wanted to tell them I'm dying, please forgive me ! I was waiting for the angels to come and take my soul, it was totally "Deja-vu", I remembered a recent topic which I read about nearly same symptoms about also a bad trip.
My parents noticed my blood shot eye and told me we knew that you took something when you insisted on going outside, and they made for me a lemon juice to calm down, my problem was ranging from stomachache, high heart beats, can't concentrate and headache.
I've felt that my brain is damaged as it was "locked" to my childhood only !
I've went to hospital and was injected Buscopan and something else which I can't recall, when I reached there I've felt more stronger as I was sleeping and above my head was a strong neon lamps which let feel safe somehow.
The problem that I was sure if I slept at home, I will not wake-up again, I was 101% sure from this.
From the dawn till 9:22 P.M. "the moment of writing this", I was sleeping and woke-up from nearly 3 hours and still feeling little unconscious.
Is it my fault in overdose or what mistake have I done ?!
