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Benzos Etizolam binge

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mrjack

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Recently I've been getting really bad anxiety, so I bought some etizolam from a website I trust. I am pretty sure they are genuine from the look and feel of the packets, so I started taking 1mg a day. In the space of a few days this raised to 2mg, and by the end of the week I'd stopped taking it for the calming effects and was taking 4mg a day because it felt good. The past week has been a blur, I've said and done a lot of stupid things in front of people which has raised my anxiety levels and left me a lot worse off than I started. It had some horrible effects on my memory, to the point where I was repeating stories I was telling my friends several times throughout the day. I do this occasionally anyway, but never in the space of an hour, and I can always remember having told that person something previously when they point out that I've done this. This time however, I had no memory at all of whole conversations, and this really freaks me out. I only took these things for a week, and its been a couple of days since I stopped. I feel very strange, really depressed and tired. My memory is very poor, I keep finding myself in cycles of doing one task, forgetting what I'm doing and then starting another, remembering the previous one halfway through. For example, I'm halfway through working out whilst writing this, I have a job application form on the go in another browser tab and I keep remembering I haven't eaten yet.


I'm pretty much a nervous wreck. I went out for a drink with a friend yesterday and I felt so anxious in my surroundings it was almost unbearable. Due to my memory of the last week being so sketchy, and everyone at work knowing I've been taking this stuff, I feel very paranoid I'm being talked about etc. I feel like I have no friends left, which I know is irrational.

Has anyone else ever taken these in excess and know anything of the half life / withdrawal symptoms? I'm worried this is permanent.
 
I have experienced a similar thing whilst oding on XANAX and cant remember pretty much 2 days... it will get back to normal so don't worried dude. Just eat loads of fruit and if you are having physicals withdrawals you should go to your GP.
 
Hey Mrjack:)

I have some good news for you. It sounds like you've had a short binge on benzos (or thienodiazepines in the case of etizolam), and are experiencing fairly normal reactions as part of the comedown of that binge.

Those unpleasant feelings of confusion are not permanent. You took the etizolam for a week or so, right? And then just stopped?

What you're describing sounds just like what would be expected from a short binge on etiz by someone who is not a regular user. There may be some rebound anxiety, confusion, feeling that things "just aren't right", for a few days - and then you will be feeling better.

I guess that this was your first experience taking this kind of substance?

You will be fine soon. Let us know how you get on.

Take care
 
mrjack said:
Recently I've been getting really bad anxiety, so I bought some etizolam from a website I trust. I am pretty sure they are genuine from the look and feel of the packets, so I started taking 1mg a day. In the space of a few days this raised to 2mg, and by the end of the week I'd stopped taking it for the calming effects and was taking 4mg a day because it felt good. The past week has been a blur, I've said and done a lot of stupid things in front of people which has raised my anxiety levels and left me a lot worse off than I started. It had some horrible effects on my memory, to the point where I was repeating stories I was telling my friends several times throughout the day. I do this occasionally anyway, but never in the space of an hour, and I can always remember having told that person something previously when they point out that I've done this. This time however, I had no memory at all of whole conversations, and this really freaks me out. I only took these things for a week, and its been a couple of days since I stopped. I feel very strange, really depressed and tired. My memory is very poor, I keep finding myself in cycles of doing one task, forgetting what I'm doing and then starting another, remembering the previous one halfway through. For example, I'm halfway through working out whilst writing this, I have a job application form on the go in another browser tab and I keep remembering I haven't eaten yet.


I'm pretty much a nervous wreck. I went out for a drink with a friend yesterday and I felt so anxious in my surroundings it was almost unbearable. Due to my memory of the last week being so sketchy, and everyone at work knowing I've been taking this stuff, I feel very paranoid I'm being talked about etc. I feel like I have no friends left, which I know is irrational.

Has anyone else ever taken these in excess and know anything of the half life / withdrawal symptoms? I'm worried this is permanent.
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You never mix benzos with work bro. All I can suggest is never doing that shit at work again and if anyone brings it up tell them you were adjusting to a medication for depression or something. If you keep doing it, you are either going to get fired on the spot, or they will drug test you and fire you because when you are laced up on that much benzos you are a liability.

You should be better in about 4-5 days. You are just experiencing a hangover of sorts from the outrageous amount of Etizolam you took. The confusion and rebound anxiety will fade eventually and your memory will go back to normal as well.
 
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You never mix benzos with work bro. All I can suggest is never doing that shit at work again and if anyone brings it up tell them you were adjusting to a medication for depression or something. If you keep doing it, you are either going to get fired on the spot, or they will drug test you and fire you because when you are laced up on that much benzos you are a liability.

You should be better in about 4-5 days. You are just experiencing a hangover of sorts from the outrageous amount of Etizolam you took. The confusion and rebound anxiety will fade eventually and your memory will go back to normal as well.
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Seconded.
I've crashed my fathers' brand new car on just 3-4 Etizolams, and I'm fairly tolerant (although it was combined with day 2 jet lag, 9 time zones)
I've also been admitted to the psych ward, after overdosing on a ridiculous amount of 6-APB, Pentedrone, Etizolam, 3-MeO-PCP and the list goes on. But that was a binge that lasted like 3 weeks. I even started my own RC site, and was about to get tax registered.

Etizolam, legal as it may be, is absolutely no thing to joke with. Dose low, and for god sakes, try and resist the urge to redose. The redosing + tolerance is what gets you, because the active metabolite builds up in your system.
 
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