Gibberings CXXXX: Paranoia Abound

[Allein]

What was your old name if you don't mind me snooping?

NO big secret Uncle Robert, I am the user formally known and farmaz.....atm23

 

[Ceres]

haahh.

Bloody hell, grange hill and and drug depravation, are we living in the 80's again?

 

[Uncle Robert]

NO big secret Uncle Robert, I am the user formally known and farmaz.....atm23

Ah ok, well I do prefer your new one. Numbers make a name look cheap :D

 

[One Thousand Words]

Ah ok, well I do prefer your new one. Numbers make a name look cheap :D

What the fuck would you know?

 

[Marmalade]

haahh.

Bloody hell, grange hill and and drug depravation, are we living in the 80's again?

I wish. I actually did have a script for phet back in the 80's.

I don't wish to relive my dodgy long-haired rocker perm phase tho

 

[Uncle Robert]

I did name psychology at uni so quite a bit

 

[Marmalade]

What the fuck would you know?

you're only confirming his point.

And re your name change Allein, I think I guessed it at your first post (with the new moniker).

 

[Allein]

I did name psychology at uni so quite a bit

23 is no average number....Bill told me. but yeah after all those years I got a bit fed up with it, nice to have a change but it took and age to decide on something so trivial

 

[One Thousand Words]

I did name psychology at uni so quite a bit

Some sort of wanky arts college more like it.

 

[Uncle Robert]

Some sort of wanky arts college more like it.

The wankiest.

Oh and I meant literally having a number in the name - 'One' is a word so less of the insecurity.

 

[maxalfie]

NO big secret Uncle Robert, I am the user formally known and farmaz.....atm23

Ah,I knew I recognised your post about your accident and doing your leg in but yr new name threw me.
Now I know its good ole atm23,liking the change of name though mate.

 

[Ceres]

we are being propagandised.

 

[Marmalade]

yeah, a week after the US goes on high alert for terrorist threats.

how timely. what legislation is the US trying to justify now? New Snowden revelations or did they accidentally drone more innocent people?

Loads of drone targets and activity in the last few weeks according to the guardian

[edit]
nite folks .. back tomorra

 

[Allein]

Ah,I knew I recognised your post about your accident and doing your leg in but yr new name threw me.
Now I know its good ole atm23,liking the change of name though mate.

Thanks max, Marmz spotted it in about 3 posts women ehh there are n secrets.

I fancied a change and I get then one with the crew thing so I've been thinking about it for a good while, not sure why as it's hardly a big deal.

Hows you any max, still fighting the good fight ?

 

[Ceres]

oops.

 

[maxalfie]

Thanks max, Marmz spotted it in about 3 posts women ehh there are n secrets.

I fancied a change and I get then one with the crew thing so I've been thinking about it for a good while, not sure why as it's hardly a big deal.

Hows you any max, still fighting the good fight ?

Am all good mate.
One year clean off the gear on August 31st,just working on reducing my methadone script now.
Down to 35ml daily so still got bit of a way to go.
Good to see you still about, I had a few months away from BL so got some catching up to do.

 

[Shambles]

Arsery abounds!

Am fekkin knackered - up all of last night, can currently barely keep eyes open, need to be up early(ish) in the morn to pick up weekend script (bastard daily pickups ). Ostensibly ideal kipping scenario. But nooooooo. Can I sleep? Can I fuckity-fuck. This bleedin' infuriating cough/sore throat combo is such and evil fukker. Constant coughing, tickly bastard throat which will not be appeased, throat so swollen I can't swallow without adding a fluid of some description (a particular issue due to preponderance of throat-based woes which require much throat-clearing, hacking up of throat-gunk, and swallowing cos throat is just so frikkin irritated). Is relentless and maddening beyond belief

Just that (quite major) irk would be enough of a pisser but nooooooooo. Clearly not enough of a pisser cos bollocks have decided to play me merry hell all day too. These near-daily blue balls from hell attacks are just not even funny anymore. Well, potentially quite funny for folk who are not connected to the bastard things. The pain from a severe case of the blue balls is just nuts D). Like a firm kick to the knackers that never fades. Walking like fukkin John Wayne after he's been gang-bummed by especially well-hung donkeys, the slightest movement, touch or (*shudders*) knock on anything more substantial than a particularly soft 'n' fluffy feather sends jolts of pure, unadulterated PAIN shooting from the (currently not so) lil cuntybollocks to any and all areas of me broken bad currently not hurting quite as much as the rest, and has now been going on so long my entire lower abdomen is knotted and making me nauseous as fuck.

Blowies need to start being made available on prescription. Is the only way to relieve a well-advanced case of chronic blue balls. Nothing else works - too jiggly. I can't reach to do it myself or I absolutely would be. First person to arrive at my door ready, willing and able to suck out the poison gets a two-fisted reacharound. And enough jizz to fill a medium-sized swimming pool.

If you're a lez, why do you buy dildo's and fake cocks?

Summat to do with troublesome tribbles?

(poor quality dyslexic scissoring sisters puns ftmfw )

 

[maxalfie]

Sounds like u having an extremely painful time of things Shambles mate.

 

[Ceres]

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[Allein]

Am all good mate.
One year clean off the gear on August 31st,just working on reducing my methadone script now.
Down to 35ml daily so still got bit of a way to go.
Good to see you still about, I had a few months away from BL so got some catching up to do.

That is absolutely fantastic work there max, you really set your mind to it and have clearly followed it all through, I guess the mental side is more than half the battle.

Really blown away by that, from your posts I have an idea now much it means to you and your making it happen%)

I've been a little quite of late what with one thing and another, but hanging on in there. I'm still off the booze, Benzos are an occasional treat. I still dabble with Amphetamines a bit but we all have t have our vices :D


@Shambles, forgive my ignorance but what is the clearly 'orrible condition of ' Blue balls ' ?