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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - 25 posts overdue

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Yeah haha, big line

Figured :D

While we're on the topic, had a very overwhelming MXE experience the other day (eyeballed waaaaayyy more than I planned lol) - one minute was fine, the next was unable to move, couldn't figure out what words (or anything) meant and was convinced everyone I knew was aware I was a drug user. While being unaware of what 'everyone' or 'drug user' meant haha. Still had a good time somehow though. Weird stuff.
 
Ahh cool you've got around to trying it, very weird indeed what do you think of it apart from the weird-ness, you had an ephipanies and awesome stuff? eyeballing MXE is dodgy, one thing i wont eye ball
 
Mmmh...I'm a little torn on it to be honest. On the one hand I love it, on the other it just confuses the fuck out of me and I really can't make any sense of it so it's hard to see any epiphanies, to say the least haha. I've certainly had a lot of interesting thoughts and conclusions on it...now to actually understand them :D
Have certainly seen a lot of aliens and transformed my room into a space shuttle though. So that was more than a little cool.
 
Yeah its very marmite, i didnt used to like it at all, gets so confusing sometimes, baffles me. measure the doses, work up in 30/40mg lines, it can be magically awesome amazing
 
Really pissed visiting a foreign city I used to work in. All my former colleagues have gone home but I'm half considering a seedy nightclub near my hotel which I know will be open for a few hours yet. Never been big on socialising alone though, what do you say bl, yay or nay?
 
Yeah its very marmite, i didnt used to like it at all, gets so confusing sometimes, baffles me. measure the doses, work up in 30/40mg lines, it can be magically awesome amazing

'baffles' is the right word =D
Yeah I think it just takes some getting used to, and it's certainly intrigued me enough to keep exploring.
 
deffo. and the afterglows on it are amazing, once you break the barrier as i found. the connection to music on it is something else, headphones, takes me on an adventure
 
It sure does, seen a lot of people mention that before, it helped me break from a dark time of heavy self destruction and stopped me doing meph, new lease of life
 
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It sure does, seen a lot of people mention that before, it helped me break from a dark time of heavy self destruction and stopped me doing meph, and starving myself, new lease of life

It's great it did that for you. Kinda similar for me, it'll take my mind off heroin completely for days afterwards - it's not even that it's easier to fight the cravings, it's that heroin doesn't even cross my mind. Pretty awesome.

I landed a job once on while on a tiny like 20mg dose of mxe, before the interview very relaxing ;)

always puts you in great mood etc, its great until you abuse it every day :|

Haha, low dose or not I dunno how you managed to speak or move properly on mxe at a job interview :D
 
I landed a job once on while on a tiny like 20mg dose of mxe, before the interview very relaxing ;)

Don't like drugs used for this reason.

Let's say you didn't take MXE. You're nervous, do a bad job and fail...

But you go away knowing you could do better. You have gained experience of that situation, and next time you have one you're 10 times better.

And this improvement in interview taking carries over to many other areas of life, your accumulated experience makes you more adept to many other similar stressful encounters in life - Meetings with bosses? Police inquisition?

But now you've taken MXE to help you through the job interview... you've disrupted this natural way of progression... will you be nervous in every situation when you do not have MXE??

Am I hitting a wise truth here? or am I overthinking it?

This post best answered by someone fucked on a drug that makes you think deep.... weed? shrooms? lsd...acieeed?
 
that's like saying to an AIDS patient don't take the drugs that will prolong your life, you are meant to die.

^- answered by someone fucked on nothing more than a cup of coffee and a gram of paracetamol.
 
Am I hitting a wise truth here? or am I overthinking it?

Yeah of course, thats how addiction can start. might not be nervous in every situation when you do not have MXE but could end up that way

i was gonna take some pre ban meph for a job interview years ago, cos i was so anxious on a comedown, ironically from pre ban meph. that coulda landed me in a cycle. thankfully decided against it
 
Don't like drugs used for this reason.

Let's say you didn't take MXE. You're nervous, do a bad job and fail...

But you go away knowing you could do better. You have gained experience of that situation, and next time you have one you're 10 times better.

And this improvement in interview taking carries over to many other areas of life, your accumulated experience makes you more adept to many other similar stressful encounters in life - Meetings with bosses? Police inquisition?

But now you've taken MXE to help you through the job interview... you've disrupted this natural way of progression... will you be nervous in every situation when you do not have MXE??

Am I hitting a wise truth here? or am I overthinking it?

This post best answered by someone fucked on a drug that makes you think deep.... weed? shrooms? lsd...acieeed?


i was using mxe every day then anyway, i mean who the fuck likes interviews?, a very low dose mxe always gave me a mood lift and helps with any anxiety i had about the interview.
i was using 5g a week of mxe for months and atleast 3g of that went on interviews ;)
 
^ pontifex you're getting all fired up again. lol

Not having a go or preaching to anyone, just making a point for some late night drugged up discussion.

that's like saying to an AIDS patient don't take the drugs that will prolong your life, you are meant to die.

^- answered by someone fucked on nothing more than a cup of coffee and a gram of paracetamol.

lol... paracetomal.... What are you doing here... I'm not even going to address your point:

Hey we made a forum for people like you. Why not have a little chat over here.
 
You haven't seen me in proper rant mode. Never will either as you aren't worth the voltage.

oooh. So BHM get's to see you in proper rant mode but not me coz i'm not worth it. It's just a game of favouritism with you, isn't it.

But I am amused that this remains your sole rebuttal to any of my points.

Coz there's no point in responding to any of your rants. As they are; just rants.

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