^That makes quite a bit of sense. Alcohol is the ultimate inflator of artificial egos. I can't think of any drug I've ever taken that has caused me to act so maniacally ego-driven and so hideously stupid.
Does anyone have a source for this 'legal-high'?
I have definetely passed well beyond the point of making any rational decision on vodka as well as a few other types of liquors like shine and straight up alcohol. No other drug i have taken (and for me this is saying alot) has caused me as much trouble and utter chaos as alcohol. I admit i am naturally hot tempered and am willing to use violence if there is no other way out of a situation but downing a bottle of vodka takes violence to the forefront sometimes. And i was not the type of drunk that would stagger around and fall down either unless i took benzos with it or smoked alot of weed. I could usually look sober after half a bottle but as for the decision making part of my brain that's a different story. I could easily go from laughing and joking to someone to getting flashes of paranoia and going absolutely fucking mental. There are very few things as nerve racking as waking up the next day trying to piece together what you did to who and hoping that the cops aren't going to show up at your door.
I don't miss those days at all. Well okay maybe a wee bit sometimes
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Booze and Z-drugs is the worst.
I hate that, “How the fuck did I get here?” feeling.
"I don’t remember the party only plans of going” Type situations...
You friends are like “we had so much fun” I’m like “for real?”
