General memory loss/focus question

[epic11]

So everytime i roll i get distracted by anyone, and everything. This tends to make me forget, and/or not even pay attention to the music (at shows). So i always have huge blackouts of the night that i cant remember at all. Its kind of a bummer.


How do you guys cope with the memory loss? Assuming everyone gets it. Maybe i should stop smoking weed while rolling?

 

[lwal44]

I think it's quite normal. You could try to lower the dose a little bit, the night tend to just disappear if one dose too high.

 

[JWills20]

I'd blame the weed. WHat you describe is exactly what I experience when stoned, not on MDMA.

 

[epic11]

I think it's quite normal. You could try to lower the dose a little bit, the night tend to just disappear if one dose too high.

That was my original thought, however i feel personally that i was close to what i wanted in the dosing area, next time im gonna get moonrocks and weigh out dose. Ive been eating 200mg pills, halfs. Id rather be able to weigh out next time so theres no shred of a doubt what my dose was.

I'd blame the weed. WHat you describe is exactly what I experience when stoned, not on MDMA.

I think ill bring down the weed intake big time next roll. Thanks for the info.

 

[Diloadid]

My memory problems come from prolonged MDMA abuse. All the binges just blur together.

 

[mj1945]

My memory problems come from prolonged MDMA abuse. All the binges just blur together.

Yeah when I first started to roll I could remember pretty much everything from the night. The more I abused the less and less I could remember throughout the nights. I think it comes from damage to the serotonin system since it plays a major role in memory. After my last roll I couldn't remember half the stuff my buddy told me that happened during the night. I usually just get a laugh outta it now if anything.

 

[epic11]

Ive never abused mdma. I just always get the memory loss.

 

[5000m]

I think that's fairly normal epic11, it definitely happens to my friends and I. after a recent music festival, I had to watch the aftermovie and endshow movie to remember it was like as I had no recollection