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Gibberings CXXXV11 : Come On Tim!!!!

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Some of the other forums are pretty cool.

& the lounge isn't all that bad.
Here's a couple of lounge posts to bid ya'll goodnight with... ;)

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... Night!
 
I do indeed, too many miles away :(

Because I'm so bored I've been popping my beak into the lounge and DC and I cannot believe how long each and every post is. Jeez! Not only long but invariably lacking in point or substance.



I also realise I'm being terribly hypocritical right now :D

SO glad you added that last bit ;p

And long posts?! you must mean in DC rather than TL. The average response in TL is no longer than, 'lol faggit'.

Eh, I'm up way too early, I wish blackout blinds did the same for sound as they do light :|

Can't sleep without the window wide open and it's noisy as hell out there. Eh, gonna try for another hour of ZZZzzs anyway.
 
Morning Orioles! That's autocorrect talking but I quite like it. Oh look, if I don't drink or smoke weed of an evening then I actually wake up feeling ok. Really must remember that.
 
^ i don't expect a massive leap forward in terms of game-play

Some more RPG elements would be good [ make money matter, harder to come by, need to refuel cars etc ] but unlikely. I guess the multiple character thing will be the only real change
 
Too fucking right about the heat, mate. I've given up on duvets completely now, just got a blanket I have over my legs and that's it. Only way I can sleep at the moment, though Dad finally found the key to the window in my bedroom so that's helped. Though he did confiscate the fan I found.

That's what I don't get about this family. Something can stay in storage for years without anyone touching/eating/using it and the second I do, all hell breaks loose
I'm definitely going to go with your plan of just a sheet tonight yo - I woke up at ~4am today and I'm now trying to exploit every single window-opened-draft that I can, but there's barely a breeze out there to start! :|
Haha yep! I've had the "What are you doing using this extremely appropriate electrical item for this time of year??? Are you mad or are you mental?!?!" ting 8)
Tis foolishness.
And I'm about to go out and burn this mass of horrible bush that we cut down to give the cherry blossom tree a bit more of a fighting chance - The hedge (or whatever it is) has been stealing all the nutrients in the soil so it's looked a bit sorry for itself the past couple of years :(

So, that's going to be hanging around in the sun with a massive furnace bussin' out flames! Oh joy of joys 8( Think I'll need Sun Cream on my arms.

Well, mixing cocaine with aMT is definitely quite dangerous and I think it puts a *lot* of strain on the heart but I only used the aMT two days after the coke so I don't see how they could have interfered. What's a little weird is xanax isn't helping for some reason :?
Anyway, it sounds like you're feeling a little better monsta, I'm glad to hear it <3
Ahhhh well if it was two days after the C then we can rule out aMT meddling.
You don't have a massive tolerance to Benzos either if I remember correctly... Hmmm... I think it's definitely worth going to see yer Doc chuck <3

And thank you, yeah I've felt a bit better the past few days :) But still not "fine" unfortunately, as the dark thoughts are still hanging around in my brain, presenting themselves to me whenever even the slightest trigger is mentioned in whatever manner :\
I think this proverbial episodical rut is going to be a long haul, which is shit...

Anyhoo - Have a lush day getting burnt peeps! And get these out %)~<3
 
^I do have a pretty massive benzo tolerance, but I also took a pretty massive dose ;) I am feeling slighty better though so I think I'll continue to get some rest and wait a bit more before calling up my doctor.

Well...just remember that slightly better is still better than nothing. I know that doesn't mean much, but still. I hope some things get sorted out soon, thinking of you <3

So: I QUIT MY INTERNSHIP! Fuck I'm so happy. Well I didn't quit, but I'm finishing at the end of the month instead of at the end of september. Told them about some of the stuff I've had going on lately and they were really understanding, said they've been very happy with my work so far and I should get in touch whenevr I'm back in Paris again, so couldn't have gone better really. Man I feel so liberated.
 
Are you going to be able to get a reference letter Pagey? Those are vital when you do internships, just make a scan and attach them to your CV in a PDF file, potential employers do appreciate that a lot.
 
Morning Orioles! That's autocorrect talking but I quite like it. Oh look, if I don't drink or smoke weed of an evening then I actually wake up feeling ok. Really must remember that.

can you actually get to sleep though? i find the same thing, but get horrendous insomnia. luckily without shitloads of weed/booze in my system i can have a fair stab at a day on 3-4 hours sleep, with them under 6 hours makes things v hard.

morning eadd. life is fucking good today!
 
Aye, life is good today indeedy! Few etiz and a cup of cardamom chai in the garden with Mum, bit of a chat, and gonna chill in my room playing games cos to be honest it's too hot for me and if it gets into the 30s like it's expected to do, I may actually throw myself out of my window.

Also sorting out doing my TEFL cert over summer while uni is out because it's one of the only jobs I could ever see myself being happy doing, and I really want to travel. As long as that place is accessible by train, road, or possibly ferry. I've not tested that last one out yet. But yeah, excited.

edit: I really hate the 'top' button at the bottom of threads because I always click it, then tab out, tab back in and then read the whole fucking thing again, repeat ad nauseum. I know there's the quick navigation thing but I only wanna go to EADD and you have to scroll right down the fucker
 
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one of the only jobs I could ever see myself being happy doing

just got myself one of those! all my self esteem is derived from external sources so the idea of not having an occupation was fucking me up badly.

glad you're in high spirits too, relaxing day ahead + excitement about the future is a pretty winning combo.
 
edit: I really hate the 'top' button at the bottom of threads because I always click it, then tab out, tab back in and then read the whole fucking thing again, repeat ad nauseum. I know there's the quick navigation thing but I only wanna go to EADD and you have to scroll right down the fucker

Bookmarks lassie! On a bookmarks toolbar ;)
 
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