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Derealization / Depersonalization after 1st roll

ytrewq1

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I took a half of a Mortal Kombat / Red Dragon pill 6 weeks ago. This was my first ever experience with mdma ( I can confirm that these were the real deal ) I had a bad trip and ended up in hospital. I also got beaten up too to top it all off! anyway i felt a bit rough for two weeks after it but i could manage it. Then out of the blue I got Depersonalization and derealization, weeks later! I went to my doc he put me on two D5's a day and zispin at night. This worked wonders for two days, but today the feeling is back.. not as strong but it is back. It scares the living bejesus out of me! Anybody know if I am going be left like this? It scares me a bit that 10mg of valium is still not making me feel normal. also, I suffer from anxiety for years now, maybe rolling was a bad idea ha 8(
 
How can you confirm they were the real deal?

A bad trip on MDMA? Fighting? Hospital? Sounds like definitely NOT the real deal to me.
 
DP/DR really sucks. I went through 7 months of it but it did go away. Best way for curing it is to take care of your anxiety then trying to live as normal of a life as possible and ignore it.

It is hard but if you do your best to keep your mental health in check, you will eventually feel better.
 
DP/DR really sucks. I went through 7 months of it but it did go away. Best way for curing it is to take care of your anxiety then trying to live as normal of a life as possible and ignore it.

It is hard but if you do your best to keep your mental health in check, you will eventually feel better.

First roll!! Bad luck! At least I know I am not alone, Thanks :)
 
This happened to me years ago with a chi-town mint. It wasn't my first roll more like my 10th. The anxiety and Dr/dp lasted about 6 months.I am fine now but sometimes i believe it was not the MDMA/MDA that did this to me but all the special k along with it!
 
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