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How High Are You? v. Im Peaking, Hold Me.

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Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
Drunk 1.25L 13% alcohol wine, 6mg lorazepam, 45mg hydrocodone, and various weaker sedatives at various doses. Really fucking wasted. No serotonergic psychedlics until maybe the middle of next week as I am taking a break from those.

I do plan on a 1.5g DXM trip today. I think itwould go well with ethanol by the way being drunk feels. Just take anti-nausea meds so I don't barf and stuff to potentiate (cimetidine+grapefruit juice) and extra blood pressure pills to prevent hypertension.

The doctor tries to scare me with his words about dying from sleep apnea, but I really don't care what happens. I don't have the money to do the fucking sleep study that I would have to pay for even though I'd just lay there awake all night unless they gave me a massive dose of sedatives. I am in the middle of a bad period of insomnia as it is. Maybe my irrational fear of stopping breathing when I fall asleep is not irrational. Apparently, I stop breathing for two minutes or longer at a time and make loud noises when I am breathing, according to my mom (only when I am asleep).

Fuck that. Suicide is painless, it brings on many changes, and you can take or leave it if you please. September 7 is my day for melting a bunch of dry ice in the cellar while I pass out from a massive overdose. I keep going over it in my mind and it seems like it will be easier and easier as time passes. By then, I will be able to carry it out like a mindless robot. We all have to die. All people do is kill, kill ,kill/ Kill each other, other types of animals, themselves, the planet, and all their hopes and dreams. This world should die. I hope we get a vacuum metastability event to destroy this wretched universe. It is nothing but shit scum that needs to die and go away.
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Please check out the mental health forums. They are great in my opinion I'm really glad we expanded the dark side. I garauntee there are many people you will relate too. I have tried to commit suicide maybe 50 times. Obviously I'm not dead. And now I'm glad. I put in a lot of hard work and went through a whole lot of hell but every day things have been getting a little bit better. Its fucking hard to handle though. But its worth it.
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
Drunk 1.25L 13% alcohol wine, 6mg lorazepam, 45mg hydrocodone, and various weaker sedatives at various doses. Really fucking wasted. No serotonergic psychedlics until maybe the middle of next week as I am taking a break from those.

I do plan on a 1.5g DXM trip today. I think itwould go well with ethanol by the way being drunk feels. Just take anti-nausea meds so I don't barf and stuff to potentiate (cimetidine+grapefruit juice) and extra blood pressure pills to prevent hypertension.

The doctor tries to scare me with his words about dying from sleep apnea, but I really don't care what happens. I don't have the money to do the fucking sleep study that I would have to pay for even though I'd just lay there awake all night unless they gave me a massive dose of sedatives. I am in the middle of a bad period of insomnia as it is. Maybe my irrational fear of stopping breathing when I fall asleep is not irrational. Apparently, I stop breathing for two minutes or longer at a time and make loud noises when I am breathing, according to my mom (only when I am asleep).

Fuck that. Suicide is painless, it brings on many changes, and you can take or leave it if you please. September 7 is my day for melting a bunch of dry ice in the cellar while I pass out from a massive overdose. I keep going over it in my mind and it seems like it will be easier and easier as time passes. By then, I will be able to carry it out like a mindless robot. We all have to die. All people do is kill, kill ,kill/ Kill each other, other types of animals, themselves, the planet, and all their hopes and dreams. This world should die. I hope we get a vacuum metastability event to destroy this wretched universe. It is nothing but shit scum that needs to die and go away.
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Agreed. But think about the drugs you'd be missing. No guarantee they'll exist in any other world/place.
 
Carl Landrover said:
It's incredibly painful to the people that are left behind.
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Agreed suicidal thoughts pass but once you do that's it. Anyone close to you will be sad T*D(including me and a bunch of people on BL I bet). There's plenty to enjoy in life to live I think...like drugs and women for example.

Anyway I had 60mg of Oxy this morning, back on suboxone for the next week or so. I took a ton of 4-ho-met and 25c-nbome...had alot of fun then passed out for 10 hours straight. Woke up took the Oxy nodded out and slept for another 6 hours on the couch. I feel refreshed at least still tired though. I have dank buds, and mxe to sort me out though. I reallly need a car and some more oxy.
 
ugh if there was anything about as what happened in hood culturity, it's the way they take drugs. Look at them. All selling, sniffing and bribing their way/

There are many tabs, pictures,of paper or flavors for sale. but which do you choose? Why not all of them~



I'm not gonna list about my dick and how many drugs I did, because it was multiple. Several strong psychedelics. At Different times and in different fashions

DON repeat for frohardt tempts into my mind like this.... ever.





anyway thats koo, (I DID A LOT OF DRUGZZ)
 
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Just picked up a really potent strain from the dispensary wow! Mixing it up with some wax smoking bowls and dabs. I guess it's a good day.
 
160 mgs of oxy chewed at once my evening dosez are more often than not leading to a few hour nap which is starting to fk with my sleeping pattern. Sipping a coke to avoid napping or "nodding'. Xanax coming soon too.
 
Bong rips of some blue cheese. Only have a gram left which will be gone tomorrow...shit. Also, some MXE. I need to take a weed and MXE break.
 
Some insanely potent weed. I'm sure just as good as an medical bud you guys in the west get. I'm drinking bourbon. Trying to keep it under control though but I'm still pretty hammered. The intense heat combined with living on the third story of a house without air conditioning is rough. I mean my room has AC but the rest of the house just channels its heat into my room.
 
exists said:
Crossing the threshold... and rising. Gabapentin + DXM + ethanol + weed + cigs.

@escape20: That Blue Cheese is the shit! I've just about run out of it, too :(
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Yeah dude blue cheese is dank! One of my favorite strains, no paranoia and actually helps with anxiety unlike most sativas. I need more. Smells amazing too haha.

Anyway im getting some coke later tonight and maybe some Dillies or Oxy. Right now just chilling on weed and benzos waiting.
 
A bit drunk from last night, eh?

Waiting until it's a reasonable hour & my friend gets here so I can appropriately get shitfased.
 
escape20 said:
Agreed suicidal thoughts pass but once you do that's it. Anyone close to you will be sad T*D(including me and a bunch of people on BL I bet). There's plenty to enjoy in life to live I think...like drugs and women for example.

Anyway I had 60mg of Oxy this morning, back on suboxone for the next week or so. I took a ton of 4-ho-met and 25c-nbome...had alot of fun then passed out for 10 hours straight. Woke up took the Oxy nodded out and slept for another 6 hours on the couch. I feel refreshed at least still tired though. I have dank buds, and mxe to sort me out though. I reallly need a car and some more oxy.
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How did you like the 4-HO-MET? I have a 30mg sample that I will probably be trying sometime soon. Any 'traditional' psychedelic you can compare it to? What would be a good dose in your opinion?

OT: Amped. Amped. Amped. + weed + bromazepam. Gonna take a shitload of tilidine on the comedown as my opi tolerance is pretty low right about now. %)
 
Folley said:
holy fuck that was crazy... not sure to end it now or with some more BK and GHB. Think you know ima do dat




oh yeah, and the 4-Ac0-DMT, 251, LSD, 2C-B are having some fun in there too... won't say how much for safety lol
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But for gods sake dont roll twice in a row. Cuz that like... wouldnt be hr
 
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