Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
Buzzed.
Gin & creme de cassis fizz
LIT in a can
PBR40
Gin & creme de cassis fizz
LIT in a can
PBR40
Fucked up and not sleepy. How the fuck does that happen? Oh well I'll take a couple more shots to wash down a bit of seroquel. I take seroquel once every week or two to re-boot my system. Its been almost two weeks so I'm gonna be out like a light when I take it. Its weird but my system needs the occasional (but nor regular!) dose of an antoi-psychotic. I only take it when I'm really stressed and can't sleep. When I wake up the stress is gone. I'm going to have to try and dry-cut ~20mg from a 200mg pill because I just can't take that kind of dose at 3:00. Its crazy how strong seroquel is!
On an interesting side note I lost my shit for a couple months when I quit using drugs heavily. During my stay at a psych ward and at the rehab I got up to 600mg of seroquel a day. My sobriety-induced mania subsided and this dose ended up totally flooring me. Now I can take 20mg and sleep just fine. So just remember if you have to quit lots of drugs be prepared to loose your fucking mind and need all kinds of psych meds you've never taken before.
EDIT: Drank maybe 2-3 shots of whiskey. Took a nice bowl hit and now I'm sleepy. I'm gonna pack a lip of skoal and see if this hits me. Its crazy I act as my own anesthesiologist every night. I don't sleep unless I'm heavily drugged\medicated.
12:00pm - some herb with sunflower smell and synthetic cannabinoid(s) on it (most probably, it didn't smell like weed until I tasted the smoke, but...)
1:00am - ~1g speed
7:00am - 5mg of Suboxone (yesterday I was smashed by 4mg... this drug is so weird, I mean as for pharmacokinetics principles all of buprenorphine's action is clarified, but there's simply no such other drug, it's so horribly unique as an opioid; I stay on the program because first I need to make some decisions that are directly connected with my future life, and Suboxone now means much less for me than cannabis)
10:00am - ~1g speed
2mg of clonazepam throughout the day and it does work, at least I can feel it somehow.
8:00pm - ~0.25g speed
9:00pm - weed, weed-like thing, 20mg phenobarbital
I need to stop sniffing that shit.![]()
Dafuq?
12mg bromazepam, 100mg tramadol and 100mg tilidine.
Dafuq?
12mg bromazepam, 100mg tramadol and 100mg tilidine.
Im not in Finland at the moment![]()
Im not in Finland at the moment![]()