Hi guys, I'm new here and fairly new to mind altering substances aside from marijuana and alcohol. Just wanted some experienced users to explain a few things to me. And sorry if this is too long....
So 2 weeks ago, me and 2 friends took molly together at an apartment. They are both experienced but it was my first time. Here's my estimated timeline of how I felt.
10:30 - took .2 but didn't feel anything.
11:30 - took another .3
12:30 - started feeling it but it was very mild.
1:00 - Still very mild, so I took another .3
1:10 - ROLLING HARD!
This was supposed to be really good stuff so my friends were surprised at how I managed .8 my first time. My eyes were wiggling, my neck was about to break from the music, and I also started hallucinating while my friend was driving me home. Without a doubt, one of the best nights of my life. But I did feel depressed while trying to sleep. The depression lasted for about 2 hours and I had an afterglow for the next two days.
So this saturday, we met up again and decided to roll. I picked up 1.5 grams but only took .4 as I had work in the morning. I was surprised at how quickly it hit me compared to last time since it was from the same batch. I began to feel it in only 20 minutes. I popped it at midnight and had work at 7 am. I did not expect my work to be packed on father's day, but it was definitely the busiest day since I started working there. I began to sweat, felt like I wanted to throw up, and my eyes were baggy from being tired. When the 3 hour rush had finally ended, I asked my boss if I could go home. She said that I looked sick and gave me the go ahead. So as I'm driving home, my tiredness quickly turn into horniness. I used to love watching porn on weed and wondered what it would be like on molly. So as soon as I got home, I took a third of what I had left (estimated as they were rocks and I didn't have a scale) and started feeling it in 20 minutes. I peaked for 30 minutes and rolled for another hour. I immediately went to bed and had a good rest.
When I woke up, I expected to feel tired or depressed but I felt amazingly refreshed. I woke up at 10 am to drive my mom to work. We got into a fight during the car ride and I got really really angry. I cussed her out and she told me to pack my stuff and leave. At this point I knew I messed up. I was still angry on the ride home but I decided to call her and apologize. At this point, I was really down on myself so I decided that I was going to take half of what I had left. I took it and started feeling it in 30 minutes. The euphoria lasted for only 10 minutes and then I started getting really angry. I remember reading about serotonin syndrome and thought I had developed this. As I was listening to music, my head started becoming really hot and I thought my brain was going to explode. I imagined it like a smoking car engine. I took off my headphones and got on my bed in a fetal position and started telling myself how stupid I was for doing molly 3 times in a row in only 2 days. I started punching my bed and was freaking out, thinking that I messed up my brain forever and that my life was over. I decided to watch something funny on Netflix to lighten my mood but I lost concentration and couldn't figure out how to start Netflix on my XBox. I gave up and decided to go for a walk. I walked to my basement and started pacing back and forth while trying to tell myself everything was going to be okay. All of a sudden, I heard my dogs bark and I figured my dad was home so I quickly ran upstairs. When he came in though, I decided to talk to him and felt a lot better. I no longer felt angry but just really chill. So here are my questions.
Why did the molly take so long to kick in the first time I tried it?
Was the anger from my 3rd roll because I was angry before I took it, because I had little to no serotonin left in my brain, or because I was by myself?
I read online that serotonin syndrome comes about when you mix two things together. Is it safe to take 5 htp?
I feel completely normal right now, as if I had never taken molly once during the weekend, but I took it 3 times and only a few hours ago I thought I was ruined for life. My diet for the past two days consisted of just vitamin water and a little bit of watermelon. Will I start getting a hangover tomorrow?
Btw, I will never roll multiple days in a row again and probably won't roll for at least a couple months, if ever. Thanks guys.
So 2 weeks ago, me and 2 friends took molly together at an apartment. They are both experienced but it was my first time. Here's my estimated timeline of how I felt.
10:30 - took .2 but didn't feel anything.
11:30 - took another .3
12:30 - started feeling it but it was very mild.
1:00 - Still very mild, so I took another .3
1:10 - ROLLING HARD!
This was supposed to be really good stuff so my friends were surprised at how I managed .8 my first time. My eyes were wiggling, my neck was about to break from the music, and I also started hallucinating while my friend was driving me home. Without a doubt, one of the best nights of my life. But I did feel depressed while trying to sleep. The depression lasted for about 2 hours and I had an afterglow for the next two days.
So this saturday, we met up again and decided to roll. I picked up 1.5 grams but only took .4 as I had work in the morning. I was surprised at how quickly it hit me compared to last time since it was from the same batch. I began to feel it in only 20 minutes. I popped it at midnight and had work at 7 am. I did not expect my work to be packed on father's day, but it was definitely the busiest day since I started working there. I began to sweat, felt like I wanted to throw up, and my eyes were baggy from being tired. When the 3 hour rush had finally ended, I asked my boss if I could go home. She said that I looked sick and gave me the go ahead. So as I'm driving home, my tiredness quickly turn into horniness. I used to love watching porn on weed and wondered what it would be like on molly. So as soon as I got home, I took a third of what I had left (estimated as they were rocks and I didn't have a scale) and started feeling it in 20 minutes. I peaked for 30 minutes and rolled for another hour. I immediately went to bed and had a good rest.
When I woke up, I expected to feel tired or depressed but I felt amazingly refreshed. I woke up at 10 am to drive my mom to work. We got into a fight during the car ride and I got really really angry. I cussed her out and she told me to pack my stuff and leave. At this point I knew I messed up. I was still angry on the ride home but I decided to call her and apologize. At this point, I was really down on myself so I decided that I was going to take half of what I had left. I took it and started feeling it in 30 minutes. The euphoria lasted for only 10 minutes and then I started getting really angry. I remember reading about serotonin syndrome and thought I had developed this. As I was listening to music, my head started becoming really hot and I thought my brain was going to explode. I imagined it like a smoking car engine. I took off my headphones and got on my bed in a fetal position and started telling myself how stupid I was for doing molly 3 times in a row in only 2 days. I started punching my bed and was freaking out, thinking that I messed up my brain forever and that my life was over. I decided to watch something funny on Netflix to lighten my mood but I lost concentration and couldn't figure out how to start Netflix on my XBox. I gave up and decided to go for a walk. I walked to my basement and started pacing back and forth while trying to tell myself everything was going to be okay. All of a sudden, I heard my dogs bark and I figured my dad was home so I quickly ran upstairs. When he came in though, I decided to talk to him and felt a lot better. I no longer felt angry but just really chill. So here are my questions.
Why did the molly take so long to kick in the first time I tried it?
Was the anger from my 3rd roll because I was angry before I took it, because I had little to no serotonin left in my brain, or because I was by myself?
I read online that serotonin syndrome comes about when you mix two things together. Is it safe to take 5 htp?
I feel completely normal right now, as if I had never taken molly once during the weekend, but I took it 3 times and only a few hours ago I thought I was ruined for life. My diet for the past two days consisted of just vitamin water and a little bit of watermelon. Will I start getting a hangover tomorrow?
Btw, I will never roll multiple days in a row again and probably won't roll for at least a couple months, if ever. Thanks guys.
