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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Well Im probably gonna get a 30x extract to try out (I really wanna feel a strong dose of 7-HOM, considering it's analgesic have been said to be more potent than oral morphine) and 15gs of Bali. They got Thai, but Bali > Thai while in opi WDs?

Ahh, this ECPiazepam is feeling quite godly (haha made up that one guize; ECP x diaz). Wish i could just put the rest of my valium under my tongue...

At least I'm going to pick up these Kratom packs, wish I could try Kanna :/

*Yeah, so I've heard, BUT they're specific brands that are best-sellers, so they most certainly are effective if I get there and they're sold out of certain brands. IME the brand I buy certainly works, I feel a "rushy" stimulation come-up when it starts to kick. These caps are a blend of leaf powder and extract, I toss n' wash a mix of strains (always includes the Bali though, for it's more opioidesque relaxation). I just dosed more grams of kratom than I ever have before. I'm gauging how it effects me now (not being dopesick currently) so that I don't under-dose when I am sick tomorrow morning. I pray this works because it cost quite a bit of moneyz. Even though I'm not in WD, I hope I can get a feel for the analgesic effects, stimulation, sedation, duration, and when I feel the dose at which the opioidesque action starts to take place so, like I mentioned, I will be aware of what I'm doing when dosing my kratom tomorrow, dopesick... Which hopefully won't last long and I still got some beloved valium on board.
 
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I personally prefer Maeng Da kratom and I had quite an oxy habit. 120 mg a day avg. Usually in 2-3 doses close together.

Kanna was good to me. Gave me a slight benzo, relaxed feelin. Also curbed my appetite, if that matters any. I have a huge benzo tolerance so it was a pleasant surprise. Wish I could remem the mg I took but all I remem is 3 capsules. I can take 20 mg alprazolam and function so yeah, bad benzo head.

Totally fuckin sober today n pissed. Alprazolam deal fell thru n my refill is like 2 wks away. I totally fucked myself. Next chance at any is 3 days away. No hydro, nothin. Today sucks.
 
^That's too bad. I stumbled into a bar with time to kill & $3 margarita specials. Yesplz.

I think it's about time for ol' Bobby-boy to con a doctor into scripting me some benzos. Tried to get a credit card from my bank today, but I'mma have to jump through a few hoops. In a week or two. it's gonna be on.
 
Bob, I think I too shall con my p-doc into another temazepam prescription (of which I once had the 30mg capsules x 30 monthly... oh gawd how I miss thee). Last time I tried to get the assistant to write up a prescription for Restoril (temazepam), he said he'd rather not, because I have a history of substance abuse in my medical records (Gee, thanks a lot fucking Subullshit maintenance script), but the guy will prescribe me fucking 10mg zolp x 30 nightly per month, also an IV controlled substance. So what in the fuck? Why not temazepam? Which IME is a MUCH more effective hypnotic in comparison to zolpidem IR. Not to mention, tolerance for z-drugs build up ridiculously fast even in comparison to regular benzodiazepines. There has gotta' be a way for me to get that temazepam prescription back, even if it's just the 15mg or 7.5mg.

Is Lunesta any better than zolp?
 
Haha great minds think alike. On the bright side, the kid who owes me monies & tried to get me kicked outta my house just hit me up on fasebook. Me being the conniving fucker I am played it cool, said we should hang out. I guess his moronic dumbass doesn't realise I know he narc'ed on me...

He said totally & now I can't fucking wait to lay waste to his ass. Time to steal that 18" piece of scrap pipe from work & possibly get another set of brass knuckles. Damned cops took all my weapons awhile back :\.
 
hey bob want to respond to me on aim? kthnxbai

feeling sooo gucci. got 30mgs of subutex .... shot up like 7-8 times of about .1 each shot, maybe less. i have also had 30mg vyvanse, 20mg addy IR plugged, 400mg lyrica (200mg orally + 200mg plugged_)1500mg phenibut, caffeine, 20mg valium, 2mg klonopin (1.5mg oral, 0.5mg plugg for shits and giggles), 1 beer, 200mgs hydroxyzine, and ofc ciggs!!! i feel soo good haha

jjust made myself some hot dogs, they are fucking amzing!! i buttered the buns and put them in the oven to get crispy. i boiled the hot dogs in spices, salt, pepper, oregano, paprika, garlic, ect.. then i pan fried them with garlic and onions! then i loaded it up with spicy mustard and lots of ketchup. i fucking love ketchup!! it is one of the best creations of the world
 
boobi said:
He said totally & now I can't fucking wait to lay waste to his ass. Time to steal that 18" piece of scrap pipe from work & possibly get another set of brass knuckles. Damned cops took all my weapons awhileed back.
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Payback...its a MOTHERFUCKER!

I dont condone violence to a great degree but in this case i wouldnt feel the slightest bit of guilt touching him up, teaching him a vital and great life lesson at the same time.

Piping to the knees are a pretty effective defensive tactical weapon. Handle it right or it get a handle of you ;)
 
keep it cool though man, if he narced on you thats shitty but it will only fuck you over if you fuck him up. some people deserve it but its best to let others take care of things when you could be on radar.

im pretty coked up, sipping some brews and stoked on chicagos win

hows bdd this evening?
 
Foolishly, IV'd 30mg of zolp... oooppss terrible for the veins, I know. Such a strange, cokesque, hypnotic rush with subtle euphoria. Eases my IV heroin WDs and cravings for a shot of some potent dope.

Glad I saved my 20mg of diazepam for tomorrow though. Got plenty of Bali kratom and Thai with "full-spectrum kratom powder & extract" Have a tiny little rock of heroin (~0.2 g lol) just to aid some of the impending doom I tend to get in the early AM if I don't have a nice shot of heroin to make and use. Should I dose rather large on the kratom? Gonna wash it down with OJ for potentiation. Take the 20mg of diazepam I have left and spread out through the day or one big sublingual morning or afternoon dose?
 
Id say try a fairly normal dose to start with the kratom, and do what works best with you on the valium
 
DynoSpec said:
keep it cool though man, if he narced on you thats shitty but it will only fuck you over if you fuck him up. some people deserve it but its best to let others take care of things when you could be on radar.

im pretty coked up, sipping some brews and stoked on chicagos win

hows bdd this evening?
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It'll be quite easy to catch him where there are no witnesses. My word against his is pure hearsay & I can get an alibi ;).


tentram said:
Payback...its a MOTHERFUCKER!

I dont condone violence to a great degree but in this case i wouldnt feel the slightest bit of guilt touching him up, teaching him a vital and great life lesson at the same time.

Piping to the knees are a pretty effective defensive tactical weapon. Handle it right or it get a handle of you ;)
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Aha, trust me, he's got it coming from enough people. Might as well be me. Oh, don't worry, he's got no chance.



BDD this evening is drunk. Or at least it tried to be. I had somewhere between 10-15 drinks, not sure, in like a few hours, but I didn't get like I expected. Alcohol dosing is fucking shit IME.
 
haha well if the bases are covered i guess its alright to swing at it be careful though.

ill always love booze, but im just an alcoholic
 
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I'd do other drugs, but I've got a fucking hair test for work sometime between 6 weeks from now & 7+ months & I've no idea when :(.
 
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