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BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Only if yr plugging ;). What do you plug??

It's amazing how food changed once it's been digested. Sometimes I'll be shitting & think, "holy fuck that was perfectly good food yesterday, how in fuck did it become so nasty!"
 
i plug morphine and oxy sometimes. just those two.

plugging the morph help loweer tolerance and the veins a rest.

i decided to just eat them and can definitely feel them working just as planned! :D
 
Well I got my bupre refilled on Wednesday and I have been injecting WAYYY too much lolol. I have been throwing up so much since then, pro ably because I have been I injecting like 0.5mg at a time which has just made me soooo fucking nauseous.

Today I injected a tiny tiny rock and I actually feel good and not like I need to throw up lolol.

How is everyone else doing?
 
Pretty Damn good. I'm out by myself mowing. I just popped my second 15mg roxi and now I'm about to smoke a bowl with a tad bit of hash on it then smoke a cig and chill till lunch, which is in 20 mins. im having general tso's chicken for lunch yumm
 
Have to work today. Was given two Adderall XR 20s yesterday and figured they would last me two different days but nope..... ended up taking them both last night. Ugh.

Feel kinda shitty today. Took a bunch of Valium to get to sleep too. My HR is still faster than normal and it's annoying. And now my stomach is upset after eating...
 
hatrix said:
Have to work today. Was given two Adderall XR 20s yesterday and figured they would last me two different days but nope..... ended up taking them both last night. Ugh.

Feel kinda shitty today. Took a bunch of Valium to get to sleep too. My HR is still faster than normal and it's annoying. And now my stomach is upset after eating...
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Damn man that sucks! I hate when I get nauseous! Hopefully the valium helped!

Boo, I cant get my valium or vyvanse refilled until May 23! I guess its good because my tolerance will be super low so IPL be like ahhh yah baby and get fucked up hahaha


smokemctoke420 said:
Pretty Damn good. I'm out by myself mowing. I just popped my second 15mg roxi and now I'm about to smoke a bowl with a tad bit of hash on it then smoke a cig and chill till lunch, which is in 20 mins. im having general tso's chicken for lunch yumm
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Damn 15mg roxi and u high? Lucky! Sounds like a good day though, I wish I could smoke some weed but I have court ob may 31st lol.

I'm in class right now an I feel all warm and fuzzy. Did a 0.1mg bupre shot, swallowed 600mg lyrica and drank some delicious pomegranate green tea! Are two hot dogs that were soooo fucking delicious because they were loaded with ketchup and spizy mustard and onions. Yummy!
 
today's payday!! so when I get off work in 3 hours I'm gonna go buy a 8th of some dank and hopefully this mid connect is gonna come through also but I doubt he will :( . this dude had some super fire mid and I was gonna use it to make some BHO but this kid is a amateur and picks up small weight at a time and is out like 75% of the time because he only picks up oz at a time and honestly I think he only gets a O a day.... so like I said he's a amateur. and every little high school fuck picks up before me because they get out of school earlier then I get off work so they have allready picked the dudes bones clean with their broke asses buying 5 and 10 sacks at a time but when a motherfucker actually wants weight to make something worthwhile it can't happen.
my little brother is one of the main people doing this and it pisses me off because he gets all his little bitch friends together and they each throw 5$ and they all get a sack as nd waste all of their weed at once.

all I want is some oil... is that to much to ask lol.
anyways enough of my rant how is everybody?
 
opiodmaniac said:
today's payday!! so when I get off work in 3 hours I'm gonna go buy a 8th of some dank and hopefully this mid connect is gonna come through also but I doubt he will :( . this dude had some super fire mid and I was gonna use it to make some BHO but this kid is a amateur and picks up small weight at a time and is out like 75% of the time because he only picks up oz at a time and honestly I think he only gets a O a day.... so like I said he's a amateur. and every little high school fuck picks up before me because they get out of school earlier then I get off work so they have allready picked the dudes bones clean with their broke asses buying 5 and 10 sacks at a time but when a motherfucker actually wants weight to make something worthwhile it can't happen.
my little brother is one of the main people doing this and it pisses me off because he gets all his little bitch friends together and they each throw 5$ and they all get a sack as nd waste all of their weed at once.

all I want is some oil... is that to much to ask lol.
anyways enough of my rant how is everybody?
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^ I'd share similar stories but will refrain from now.

I'm doing better from what I can gauge.

I woke up about 2-3 hours ago, and just did a bupe shot 30 minutes ago, about to hit a bong.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
^ I'd share similar stories but will refrain from now.

I'm doing better from what I can gauge.

I woke up about 2-3 hours ago, and just did a bupe shot 30 minutes ago, about to hit a bong.
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yeah high schoolers in general piss me off. they have no logic and can't appreciate shit. even when I hook my brother up with super high quality herb he wastes it like its schwag! he'll go and match ppl blunt for blunt with the high grade I get him and the others will match schwag or mid!?!?!? I'm like are y'all retarded? hence whys don't like matching with my brother because he will also bring along 5 friends and he'll be the only one matching me on a bowl. so 7 people for 2 bowls and only 2 threw in....
after the first time that happened I quit smoking with those fucks. (I was expecting everybody to pack a bowl but came time those 2 bowls were empty they were dipping out)
and when I questioned my little brother about it later he was like "bro chill I told em I would smoke em out an they'd get me back later" of course my response was so why did I smoke them out? this argument
continued and he honestly thought he did nothing wrong and that I was just "stingy with my weed"! well yeah when you're not in a medical state an have to pay normal street price for high grade u tend to be a little more cautious with your stash.


but cap'n I'm glad ur feeling a little better. wish I could smoke right now (fuck work and being out of bud)
and even though I dislike bupe, I'm jealous because I haven't had opiates in 2 months and am cravin some.
 
You guys, I am so sick :(
I somehow gave myself cotton fever today whilst waiting for my 30mg oxy irs to come through and was in hell for a good hour. I'm still achey and feverish now after 60mg oxy. I seriously wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone (minus maybe my slutty ex-roommate who tried to fuck my boyfriend while I was gone over thanksgiving break........jk, maybe. Fucking cum guzzling whore).
Anyways, hope everyone is doing better than me today.

Shoutout to my fave mod NT for listening to me bitch <3
@Bobby I thought I was the love of your life?! This chick better not hurt you or I'll drive down and whoop her ass.
 
Damn that sucks the same old! I have never gotten cotton fever...what type of cotton are u using? Like a q tip or something? Idk I use a ciggie filter which is more than just cotton I think.

What's up guys? Shot some bupre, and ate lyrica, dxm, and diphenhydramine. I feel good as fuck!
 
opiodmaniac said:
yeah high schoolers in general piss me off. they have no logic and can't appreciate shit. even when I hook my brother up with super high quality herb he wastes it like its schwag! he'll go and match ppl blunt for blunt with the high grade I get him and the others will match schwag or mid!?!?!? I'm like are y'all retarded? hence whys don't like matching with my brother because he will also bring along 5 friends and he'll be the only one matching me on a bowl. so 7 people for 2 bowls and only 2 threw in....
after the first time that happened I quit smoking with those fucks. (I was expecting everybody to pack a bowl but came time those 2 bowls were empty they were dipping out)
and when I questioned my little brother about it later he was like "bro chill I told em I would smoke em out an they'd get me back later" of course my response was so why did I smoke them out? this argument
continued and he honestly thought he did nothing wrong and that I was just "stingy with my weed"! well yeah when you're not in a medical state an have to pay normal street price for high grade u tend to be a little more cautious with your stash.


but cap'n I'm glad ur feeling a little better. wish I could smoke right now (fuck work and being out of bud)
and even though I dislike bupe, I'm jealous because I haven't had opiates in 2 months and am cravin some.
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I got a nice bong pack loaded, only have had one today so I'm waiting for the perfect time to hit it tonight. :D

The bupe feels great too.

But yeah like, when I used to live in Virginia, I knew people who would waste a good quantity of top shelf on a blunt/joint, and smoke it all in one session. I'm the kind of guy who likes to make good weed last me as long as possible. %)
 
^mmmm bongs indeed! <3

hows our BDD family today?

its a fucking beautiful today and i had an awesome sleep in untill 1100 on this gloriouus saturday. i woke up home alone as well which was a surprise. so i went ahead with my morning ritual in the lounge.

i was finishing prepping my shot of morphine (i think its a trigger that sets off my poo reflex as its been the ritual for months now; learned response) when the urge hit hard.

so i went and poo'd and shot up sitting on the shitter. it was a shit hot shot!

then dad arrived home 30mins ago bearing me chinese noodles for breakfast/lunch. such a good old man <3

now imma chill all day and continue with the wire reruns. might pop down the beach for a little bit shortly too to get outta the house and soak up some sun!
 
laCster said:
Damn that sucks the same old! I have never gotten cotton fever...what type of cotton are u using? Like a q tip or something? Idk I use a ciggie filter which is more than just cotton I think.

What's up guys? Shot some bupre, and ate lyrica, dxm, and diphenhydramine. I feel good as fuck!
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Yeah I use a qtip.I swear the junkie gods were punishing me. Earlier today I was thinking about how great it was that I'd been years since I last got cotton fever. Fucking instant karma, guess they had to knock me down a peg.

Well I'm feeling a lot better (knock on wood goddamnit), and stayed up with my sister and a friend and drank a bunch and played rock band and just laughed. It was really great.

However I think I have another ulcer. I get them every so often, but I haven't had one since going on subs. Usually I go in to the gastroenterologist, tell them my symptoms, they write me a script for nausea meds and painkillers until I can get a scope. But now I don't even know of there's a point in going at all.
 
Feeling good on 3/4 of a roxi plugged and I'm gonna sniff the other quarter when I get to work. Smoked a little bit I weed out the pipe to.

Unfortunately I only got enough 15s and hash till tommorrow but its nbd cuz Ill be working Monday night and I dont wanna hear from my boss how my pupils are pinned.

I get to work the whole day so I can make up my time from calling out on Monday so I won't have to worry about losing money on my check
 
i moustache yall a question ok? ghave yall seen my awesome new facial hair!

NSFW:
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first time without my face fully covered in facial hair in well over a year.
 
The Stache!

Ever since this IV opioid habit of mine has gotten outta' hand, I wake up so early to prep a shot. It's like an unconscious response I have haha. I could use some diazepam right about now though! Or some clonazepam I guess, runner-up.

I have to attend to my cousin's wedding this afternoon... Not too stoked on that. Wish I had more drugs to make it fly by, but I'll probably just get fairly drunk.
 
i feel dat.

my first movements in the morning exist of pissing the dick then prepping my fix which sets off the poo trigger. so once thats all outta the way and ive had my fix i brew fresh coffee, roll a cigarette and grab an apple n banana for breakfast.

how come youre not too keen on your cousins wedding? the whole family affair thing? or something else?

and you didnt comment on my damn stache!

approve or disapprove?
 
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