Le Junk
Bluelighter
I did a 5-6 year tour with hydrocodone from 2004-2010. I was doing 30-40 mgs. a day and never once missed a day. For the first 4 years, it was nothing short of spectacular. But the last year and a half I took it it was not good at all. The great effects turned into a more depressing, non-talkative, irritable, jaw clenching, headachy buzz with absolutely no euphoria.
And that brings me to today. It's been nearly 3 years since I've taken any painkillers. Never once over that 3 years have I taken even one pill. So just yesterday I just took one 10 mg. hydrocodone and was thinking I would be in for one hell of an old school ride again. I figured it would be like my very first time again. I was very wrong. In fact, it was awful. Just like the end of my 6 year run..it was depressing, irritable, non-talkative, headachy and so on with absolutely no euphoria.
Can anyone explain this to me? Don't get me wrong, I'm never wanting to get back on painkillers again. I'm just surprised that after such a long break that I was unable to experience any positive effects.
Le Junk
And that brings me to today. It's been nearly 3 years since I've taken any painkillers. Never once over that 3 years have I taken even one pill. So just yesterday I just took one 10 mg. hydrocodone and was thinking I would be in for one hell of an old school ride again. I figured it would be like my very first time again. I was very wrong. In fact, it was awful. Just like the end of my 6 year run..it was depressing, irritable, non-talkative, headachy and so on with absolutely no euphoria.
Can anyone explain this to me? Don't get me wrong, I'm never wanting to get back on painkillers again. I'm just surprised that after such a long break that I was unable to experience any positive effects.
Le Junk
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