The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - Hit #12 - Oh look, it's MXE o'clock

[taco bell]

Is it really a hole then? or just being really zonked out on mxe. I've always considered a hole when you're glued to the bed or whatever you're on, with the feeling of floating through the air, movement isnt really possible.

 

[T9358]

i agree with taco bell, being sucked into a couch or sinking infinitly through your bed with total lack of outside awareness is more like holing, sounds like you where just having a good time blasted on mxe, with all its delusional grandure.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Is it really a hole then? or just being really zonked out on mxe. I've always considered a hole when you're glued to the bed or whatever you're on, with the feeling of floating through the air, movement isnt really possible.

That's how I defined a hole before I tried MXE, but there was definitely a qualitative shift and change in thinking patterns that I find consistent with the typical hole at a certain point. My first time day with it in fact, I was pretty zonked out after slowly working my way up over the course of the day, then I IV'd a good 25~30mg as a booster and I did go out of body for brief instances, most notably the chopped up space-time twisting craziness that occurred at onset and when the hole portion ended and my thoughts became coherent.

 

[GolemGolem]

Is it really a hole then? or just being really zonked out on mxe. I've always considered a hole when you're glued to the bed or whatever you're on, with the feeling of floating through the air, movement isnt really possible.

Hrmmm...Well on loads of MXE I normally lay down and feel myself contort and flatten out and then travel somewhere else..but if I have to piss I can make it to the bathroom, though I have to sit. Last time I believed I pissed in four different toilets in four different places and times simultaneously, one the north pole, another a desert, one my bathroom, and I couldn't identify the location of the other...then when done I pulled myself together enough to make it back to bed...does that count as holing?

 

[MrFister]

On a heroic dose... I holed to the point were I was completely coordinated... Whipping out karate kicks in the basement and such... But I had some virtual reality type vision.. It was like affirmation to me that this is all just a simulation that is self-wired... I was contemplating that conscienceness can create a virtual reality where their life forms create everything we see (our virtual reality).. Which is all we may be... Happy trails betches

Sounds to me like you were just completely dissociated. Don't worry, I do that too. It's actually kind of fun

 

[diehard-mxe]

I certainly have trouble focusing on things on high doses; things become blurry.

Yes, it is blurry but there are times when my eyes have crystal clear vision, it appears focus is optimal, something happens.
Haven't you every experienced that?

 

[GolemGolem]

I get double vision when I'm going from slightly wonky till about fairly tripping, then it clears out again but becomes strobed, until I'm all off in fantasy land, then it's super hd.

 

[psood0nym]

another thing I find fascinating with MXE, does it affect the focus of your eyes?

Heh, this is an effect of all dissociatives. It's just double vision, or the inability to coordinate the angle of orientation of your eye balls' focus at the same point in space. I've watched many movies with one eye open because of this effect. I've also tried to correct it, with varying results. It certainly doesn't help that I like to drink at the same time. Pause the video, then move towards the screen until the image is unified, then back away until double vision resumes, then move closer until it corrects itself, and on and on until you've trained your eyes to see straight. I've experimented with different techniques to try to to correct this issue, like moving my head laterally, then back and forth, then vertically, all while focusing on the same point in the foreground. I'm assuming that NMDA is needed to coordinate eye orientation, and dissociatives, NMDA antagonists, are sort of like radar chaff. You can correct it, but it takes a lot of effort, and you won't necessarily remember how to do it the next time around. Fun with meta-physiological-awareness. Yay!

 

[Help?!?!]

Heh, this is an effect of all dissociatives. It's just double vision, or the inability to coordinate the angle of orientation of your eye balls' focus at the same point in space. I've watched many movies with one eye open because of this effect. I've also tried to correct it, with varying results. It certainly doesn't help that I like to drink at the same time. Pause the video, then move towards the screen until the image is unified, then back away until double vision resumes, then move closer until it corrects itself, and on and on until you've trained your eyes to see straight. I've experimented with different techniques to try to to correct this issue, like moving my head laterally, then back and forth, then vertically, all while focusing on the same point in the foreground. I'm assuming that NMDA is needed to coordinate eye orientation, and dissociatives, NMDA antagonists, are sort of like radar chaff. You can correct it, but it takes a lot of effort, and you won't necessarily remember how to do it the next time around. Fun with meta-physiological-awareness. Yay!

Ha this effect makes being involved in the real world quite difficult even with easy tasks like purchasing a needed item from a store. At least later you manically laugh about how crazy you must have seemed....

Can't wait to melt into dissociative bliss when I receive my MXE, haven't indulged in since the beginning of Jan.

 

[plusfourpirate]

as much as i enjoy this class of drugs, ketamine being my favorite, ive watched a few of my close friends really spiral down the tubes on this one.
i realize moderation is key, and too much of anything is bad, but ive got 3 friends who have had seizures, kidney stones and other health problems, and exhibited extreme antisocial and isolative behavior due to mxe abuse.
and they all started off raving about its anti depressant qualities at small doses..

it seems to be quite the slippery slope..not trying to be a debby downer just looking out for all you guys using it daily. sooner tuan later it will be regulated alot more than it is now; id hate fo see any of you guys suffer the way my friends have as a result of having to cut down too quickly for whatever reason. tread carefully, homies.

 

[StickyChron]

I still have never tried Ketamine or MXE, I feel like I'm missing some exclusive party I didn't get an invite to or something.

 

[burnone2]

I'm so glad I trashed my MXE. It was really making my psychotic. Although it is fun in the moment, and makes you feel like you're on top of the world, in reality you're just artificially feeling those feelings. It was a fun experience, but I was getting out of control with it.... and I've never had any issue with redosing ANYTHING. This stuff is madly addicting, it doesn't feel like there are any side effects but the hypertension for me was horrible, although not noticeable at the time. I feel sorry for the people who use this drug for a month or even longer..... atherosclerosis in their future for sure.

 

[poormansvacation]

Ok, perused a couple MXE threads and have yet to come across this topic... Is anyone familiar with polymorphism as it applies to this compound? I've found a pretty broad range of experience outcomes and subtleties. Differences in come up times, energy levels, etc. Just wondering what others think of this effect. Many of the "classic" MXE effects, yet, notable differences. Genuine polymorphism? Or just different compounds marketed under the same name for the sake of "brand recognition".

 

[taco bell]

Yea that seems to be a pretty common outcome with mxe is that there is no typical outcome with it, sometimes you can have redosed into the 300+mg range and have all the manic energy that can come with it and other times slip into a hole off just 60mgs or so

 

[THCified]

Sorry to hear you couldn't handle it, burnone2. I concur with your belief that it is madly addicting, but just because it actually is so damn good. Don't wanna start another 'Hey-yo-praise-the-Mexo'-post, but it isn't just fun, i mean it is, but it's way more than that. I never would recommend doing it on consecutive days, but in (very) low doses, this is where MXE really begins to shine...even beyond it's capability of giving you some of the best, life-changing trips you could possibly ever experience. And 'those feelings' aren't just artificial, they are very real to some degree.

But everything must have it's downsides, and so has MXE. It isn't "just" very hard on the body with prolonged use, it's also, as seen here many times, a thin line between overcoming one's own limitations and going mad insane.

 

[burnone2]

I was abusing it's manic properties. I went to a concert where I knew there was a talent scout to see my friends band play. I just socialized my way to finding out who it was, so after I hyped up the band and raged my face off, I went to go chat with him and tell him how he should take a good look at them yada yada. I go to the bar and ask for a double makers mark, the dude pours me a double then goes back and puts in more, I was acting like some sort of important person and I was being treated accordingly. It was really weird for me, I'm generally not pro-social. Anyways I talk to the owner , talent scout, and I just catch on that people want to be around me, and I know it's not just my fucked up mind thinking that. Something in the way I was carrying myself made me insta-popular. Then the drug wore off, and I realized I didn't have these superpowers anymore. Everything I did felt so falsely achieved. I went home and dumped my stash for this reason.

 

[Asante]

Here's a completely silly MXE report!

I'm on peak day of the common cold and am quite uncomfortable. Runny nose, coughing, sneezing, malailse, headache, the works of a fullblown rhinovirus.

I had some thoughts playing through my head..

1..A common cough medicine is dextromethorphan syrup, a NMDA anatagonist
2..primary action of dissociatives is dose dependent disruption of the nerve transmission between body and mind, leading to sensory deprivation in high doses.
3..paramedics administer 30mg IV ketamine to physically messed up patients to provide a degree of analgesia by dissociation from their bodies, en route to the hospital.

And here I was, quite miserable by the common cold, owning pure Methoxetamine.

Hmm ^_^

I decided to weigh 15mg MXE, dissolved it into half a glass of water and gulped it down on an empty stomach. I took it, not for getting high (or I would have dosed higher) but to test its analgesic effects in the common cold.

And voila!

Best f*cking aspirin I ever took! My malaise is down, my nose is less runny, my cough is considerably reduced, I have detached somewhat from the symptoms, so that my symptom appraisal went from "quite miserable" to "prominent nuisance". I was in the middle of feeling miserable, now I'm a bit detached, on top of an ill body

It sure beats the hell out of aspirin! The "high" is comparable to having a cold + a beer, so nothing too deranging. My nose is a lot less runny and I cough clearly less, thats actual symptom reduction atop the dissociative analgesia.

Its MXE o clock you say?

I took my METHOXETAMINE COUGH & COLD ^_^

 

[THCified]

Interesting story, burnone2. Can't understand how you could bin your MXE because of that? For me, even after discontinuing MXE-intake, it still has a positive impact on my overall condition (social behaviour, fear management etc.).

And yes Asante, MXE works really well in the analgesic department.

When taking low doses for consecutive days, it was much easier finding my way back into a stable workout regimen after suffering some major back problems.

 

[GolemGolem]

Its MXE o clock you say?

I took my METHOXETAMINE COUGH & COLD ^_^

Hell, and I thought it was Methoxtamine by BC Powders for head aches and body pains. Love having relief from my neck and feet issues on my binges. Makes sense it would help a cough too.

 

[Expect]

Currently in the midst of a 2 week, 7 gram MXE binge.

Last night I did 270mg (100mg oral, 170mg nasal over 2 hours) and experienced something out of this world. All my the matter in my body dispersed and I simultaneously experienced being all of the matter in the universe.

Good god.