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Cocaine/1.5g - moderately experienced - Hallucination: I Saw Myself

Stacibar98

Stacibar98

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I had just made a buy and had a lot of coke on hand. I did one and a half grams pretty quickly, over the course of about 3 hours or so and was really deep into the high. I was sitting in a barely lit space just thinking when I noticed some fleeting images appearing and disappearing. I really wanted to see them more clearly so it took some trial and error but once I got the hang of it, it was unbelievable. First, the images weren't solid, they were outlines only, and they seemed to appear on the surface of my eyeball, like I could look through/past them if I focused on anything so the key was to unfocus my eyes. What really tripped me out was once I focused on the image it turned out to be my own eyeball, in extremely fine detail, even the lashes, but in real time as if I were actually looking into a mirror (I wasn't). I sat there marveling at how I could see a live picture of my own eyes without a mirror, and how my brain must be processing that in order to produce the hallucination so realistically. After playing with this trick several times I noticed my ability to produce hallucinations with coke increases the longer I've been high, and if I'm slightly dehydrated. It's the highlight to any trip, for certain, except once I nearly overdosed and the image I saw was my own heart beating out of control.
 
when you've been doing it for a long session and you smoke some opium/hash then you get mad hallucinations. large dose coke can get trippy, its the serotonergic build up you get with high repeated dosing
 
pofacedhoe said:
when you've been doing it for a long session and you smoke some opium/hash then you get mad hallucinations. large dose coke can get trippy, its the serotonergic build up you get with high repeated dosing
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Serotonergic build up, isn't that fascinating. Thank you. I personally love the hallucinations. After the eyeball and heart experiences I started seeing other scenes, sometimes with people. When I'm tripping I think I must be seeing the future but this doesn't seem as likely when I'm thinking about it sober. ;)
 
Psychedelic Jay said:
It is very unsafe to dose that high on cocaine.

Circulatory collapse is very likely at doses near or over a true gram of pure cocaine...
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Also good to know, thank you. I realize thresholds differ by individual, but this is a good rule of thumb to follow. Thanks.
 
Venrak said:
^Don't get us wrong, it is very dangerous to dose this high.
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Now that I've looked up circulatory collapse, I truly believe that's why in my hallucination I was so fixated on my over-taxed heart. I could have died that night. I truly appreciate the advice, thank you.
 
thing is you get the same trippy edge with repeated high dose mephedrone

oh yeah thats too much coke like everyone else said, sounds like it was heavily cut/ you have a high tolerance/ vassoconstriction preventing full absorbtion
 
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