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Bluelighter
^ thanks.. you're probably right. I will discontinue messaging for a while to her.
Anyway. UPDATE :
Went to an AA meeting tonight. I really did not feel like going, but did anyway.
After the meeting was over, this hot blonde was walking out. Our eyes met, and she froze in front of me and just stared. I was like "hi.." she took a second, then goes "...hi" then walked out. She was with some huge bald alpha male lookin' dude. She waited outside like she was waiting for me, but I saw the guy and was like fuck that, and went upstairs. (I live at the place they have meetings, upstairs)
I sat for a second, and something told me to go back down. She was still waiting. Her boyfriend kept a safe distance as she approached me. She said "Matt.. It's heidi.."
It's this girl I use to fuck..
in like 2008!
She didn't look near as good when I was fucking her. She lost a lot of weight and is literally SMOKING HOT.. She was hot before, but now its like god DAMN.
She use to be a huge alcoholic. I hung out with her back when I was a heroin addict. She use to drink a liter of vodka everyday. One time she went into convulsions and right when I was on the phone with 911 she snapped out of it. I took care of her. She actually brought that up..
She went to jail for a while, and looked real healthy. Like she had been clean for a while. She left without me getting anyway to contact her, but is native to this area and knows where to find me. Something tells me I will see her again..
Crazy running into people from your past. And crazy how I struggle with all this online dating / text messaging bullshit and always end up meeting girls other ways without trying.
I argued with this saying for a while but I think it may be true.
"quit trying and one will fall right into your lap"
Probably nothing will happen with this, but it lifted my spirits a bit.
Anyway. UPDATE :
Went to an AA meeting tonight. I really did not feel like going, but did anyway.
After the meeting was over, this hot blonde was walking out. Our eyes met, and she froze in front of me and just stared. I was like "hi.." she took a second, then goes "...hi" then walked out. She was with some huge bald alpha male lookin' dude. She waited outside like she was waiting for me, but I saw the guy and was like fuck that, and went upstairs. (I live at the place they have meetings, upstairs)
I sat for a second, and something told me to go back down. She was still waiting. Her boyfriend kept a safe distance as she approached me. She said "Matt.. It's heidi.."
It's this girl I use to fuck..
in like 2008!
She didn't look near as good when I was fucking her. She lost a lot of weight and is literally SMOKING HOT.. She was hot before, but now its like god DAMN.
She use to be a huge alcoholic. I hung out with her back when I was a heroin addict. She use to drink a liter of vodka everyday. One time she went into convulsions and right when I was on the phone with 911 she snapped out of it. I took care of her. She actually brought that up..
She went to jail for a while, and looked real healthy. Like she had been clean for a while. She left without me getting anyway to contact her, but is native to this area and knows where to find me. Something tells me I will see her again..
Crazy running into people from your past. And crazy how I struggle with all this online dating / text messaging bullshit and always end up meeting girls other ways without trying.
I argued with this saying for a while but I think it may be true.
"quit trying and one will fall right into your lap"
Probably nothing will happen with this, but it lifted my spirits a bit.
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my home group is 20 miles away (along with my sponsor) and the place I chair at is 5 miles away lol. Keep trucking on, as Gucci mane once said "women are like buses, miss one next fifteen one comin' ".
my pimp.
