JunkieDays
Bluelighter
Lol.. some people, man.. tsk tsk..
and tommy why shouldnt i have said that? i wasnt talking about anyone spicific. i just said if some dopefiend crashed into me and i noticed they were high and had tracks and were nodding, that i would beat their ass and be the one going to jail. i dont see how what i said was wrong just cause some noob takes it to heart when i was talking about anyone in general, it isnt my fault. i wasnt trying to start anything cause if i was as you all know i would have made it clear to who i was tlaking to and about and it wouldnt have been so weak. but i fdo stand by what i say and that is..if you shootup while driving as the driver, you are a scumbag
its like drunk drivers, 9/10 when they crash their cars, they kill their passenger or the oerson in the other car and they walk away fine. if you drive drubnk you are a scumbag too cause its not worth it.
This has been the best week of my life in a long time as I have never been to Chicago! But alas I finally managed to get a really good job in NYC using my degree working for Morgan-Stanley! Four interviews later and I start training on Monday. So I decided to celebrate by copping two bundles to split with my girl and I. This is only the second time using in five weeks! Only did it with 5 subs and some herb and 4 zanax!
SuperDope said:Will post some pics if peeps want to see them? What is the site where you can post pics without anyone knowing who posted them?
Haven't done dope in about a week and ran out of my bupe stash for the first time in a while 2 days ago. I'm really starting to get anxious and I truly don't wanna get high and set my self back, but I don't know what to do here. I've been taking some clonidine and it helps a little with the minor (but still annoying as fuck) symptoms I'm having. If only I had some benzos...
I just wanna get out of this fucking house for a couple hours and stop watching TV to take my mind off everything, but not having a car is debilitating.
I used to drive drunk/high all the time, age 17-19. Then I crashed my car on the highway into some guy's truck that I never even saw because I would nod in the left lane, hit the warning track & wake up, overcorrect, wake up to the right lane warning track, etc. until BLAAAT. Now I can't believe I made it as long as I did. I am never doing that shit again; it's so fucking dangerous. I was just in treatment with a guy who killed someone & another who paralysed somebody in wrecks. I was really lucky.
I'm also really fucking lucky I didn't get into some serious shit last night. I met up with an old friend and got 200mg tar. I told me I naturally had a little tolerance, so I wanted a little more than what most chippers take. He thinks 2 points is a good amount, says, "It'll get you high, but it won't knock yr socks off." Then as I'm cooking he says, "Well, do a little less than .02." So I do about 150mg. Get one of the best rushes of my life... again... and collapse into his couch. I come to with him in my fase hardcore & I feel like I've taken a looot of DXM or ketamine due to how fucking crazy reality is. I find out he was flipping shit, doing CPR, mouth to mouth, smacking me, pouring water on my fase, etc. Because I wasn't breathing, was blue in the fase, and my heartbeat was faint. He was doing everything he could not to get EMS/cops there. (He sells dope & knew I would be fucked too if that happened.) The water finally brought me back after I started seizing up & shit. That was a close fucking call, but I'm fine today.