lifeisflyingaway
Ex-Bluelighter
Finally after 6 months of moving to this lame city, i finally was able to make a purchase of some oxy's and was able to do a little bit of free meth with the person who sells them. Since i recently got prescribed klonopin after much convincing, and a proper diagnosis i have been taking it as prescribed for one whole week now 0.5 twice a day. I was skipping a few days to avoid tolerance and dependence the first week i had them, because i hear about how nasty benzo addiction is even after taking it as prescribed. But i just got laid off my fairly new job last week, and it was the main thing keeping me happy. But regardless i'm trying to cut breaks in between with the klonopin now before it's too late. Ok some of this wasn't relevant so let me get to my real post now.
-I took 5 5/500 vicodins this morning, that i had obtained the other day. (I very much dislike vicodin because i find it weak, and i hate the apap but i wasn't able to find the oxys until today after months of looking). I didn't feel warm or real high just kind of a heaviness in the head, i'd rather even have the tylenol codeine's. After a few hours i felt a little bit of a headache and nausea i suppose from the 2,500mg of apap. I then took my dose of 0.5 klonopin and no it didn't enhance the buzz, i just felt pretty tired from the vicodin so layed down for an hour or so before feeling better. I found someone after much looking who said they had oxy's that they could sell me but primarily sells meth, which i have done a total of 7 times mostly all a few years ago.
-I took my second 0.5 of klonopin, felt just a little tired nothing overwhelming got picked up and went to the guys house. I was real paranoid because of my experience of tweakers, but he proved himself to be "stable" very nice and not like the other tweakers i have met. I smoked one hit, and was flipping through porn dvd's but just kept flipping through because i was slightly tweaking. I smoked 4 more hits, and i got a slight wave of tingles running through my body but very slightly and also in my head. We hung out for an hour or so before he dropped me off, but i never really felt the meth a whole lot and still don't and it's been almost three hours. Now even in the past always doing the clear shards, i never got no WHOA THIS INTENSE moment from meth, it was just a sudden increase in energy, talking, and lack of appetite, and real euphoric. I never felt a huge physical high such as good cocaine, ecstasy, heroin, pills etc. Physically i just felt slight tingles but a little bit more than i did this time. My guess is that the 0.5 klonopin that i took twice today may have dulled down the effects? Or all those vicodins i had earlier in the morning? I did and still do feel talkative but not nearly as much as i did in the past times, it was almost uncontrollable in the past, but i felt like i could control it maybe because of the klonopin mellowing it out a bit? But i guess my main question, is that is it normal not to feel a strong physical high from meth, sometimes it's barely noticable and i always have gotten clear shards including this time. Yes the one time i did say WHOA was when someone injected some pink meth in me (with acetone nail polish) and he put a little too much before pulling out the plunger. Other than that is it normal not to feel an overwhelming physical high from meth? My first time i said i couldn't feel it (3 years ago) and i did 8 hits and couldn't stop talking or go to sleep (and really pissed the tweaker off by asking a lot of questions) By the third or fourth time i learned to learn when i'm feeling it, when i start talking a lot, better mood/energy, but never felt really physically high is that normal? Like right now i can't even real feel a tingle but i know i'm feeling it because i feel a mood lift, and such but to a new person i would understand why they wouldn't be able to feel it. Sorry for the long thing, but just wanted to get the details in their, can anyone explain? Opinions/comments, would be greatly appreciated.
-I took 5 5/500 vicodins this morning, that i had obtained the other day. (I very much dislike vicodin because i find it weak, and i hate the apap but i wasn't able to find the oxys until today after months of looking). I didn't feel warm or real high just kind of a heaviness in the head, i'd rather even have the tylenol codeine's. After a few hours i felt a little bit of a headache and nausea i suppose from the 2,500mg of apap. I then took my dose of 0.5 klonopin and no it didn't enhance the buzz, i just felt pretty tired from the vicodin so layed down for an hour or so before feeling better. I found someone after much looking who said they had oxy's that they could sell me but primarily sells meth, which i have done a total of 7 times mostly all a few years ago.
-I took my second 0.5 of klonopin, felt just a little tired nothing overwhelming got picked up and went to the guys house. I was real paranoid because of my experience of tweakers, but he proved himself to be "stable" very nice and not like the other tweakers i have met. I smoked one hit, and was flipping through porn dvd's but just kept flipping through because i was slightly tweaking. I smoked 4 more hits, and i got a slight wave of tingles running through my body but very slightly and also in my head. We hung out for an hour or so before he dropped me off, but i never really felt the meth a whole lot and still don't and it's been almost three hours. Now even in the past always doing the clear shards, i never got no WHOA THIS INTENSE moment from meth, it was just a sudden increase in energy, talking, and lack of appetite, and real euphoric. I never felt a huge physical high such as good cocaine, ecstasy, heroin, pills etc. Physically i just felt slight tingles but a little bit more than i did this time. My guess is that the 0.5 klonopin that i took twice today may have dulled down the effects? Or all those vicodins i had earlier in the morning? I did and still do feel talkative but not nearly as much as i did in the past times, it was almost uncontrollable in the past, but i felt like i could control it maybe because of the klonopin mellowing it out a bit? But i guess my main question, is that is it normal not to feel a strong physical high from meth, sometimes it's barely noticable and i always have gotten clear shards including this time. Yes the one time i did say WHOA was when someone injected some pink meth in me (with acetone nail polish) and he put a little too much before pulling out the plunger. Other than that is it normal not to feel an overwhelming physical high from meth? My first time i said i couldn't feel it (3 years ago) and i did 8 hits and couldn't stop talking or go to sleep (and really pissed the tweaker off by asking a lot of questions) By the third or fourth time i learned to learn when i'm feeling it, when i start talking a lot, better mood/energy, but never felt really physically high is that normal? Like right now i can't even real feel a tingle but i know i'm feeling it because i feel a mood lift, and such but to a new person i would understand why they wouldn't be able to feel it. Sorry for the long thing, but just wanted to get the details in their, can anyone explain? Opinions/comments, would be greatly appreciated.
