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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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Sunshine.

Repeated dark gloomy cold rainy is-it-9am-or-430pm-idk days make me extremely depressed. Finne move
 
I am thankful to have quit using benzos and have no desire for them anymore. Even though it's only been like 9 or 10 days, I still am very thankful to be off them after 2 1/2 years of being on them continuously.
 
I'm grateful for my special people in my life today (BL and NA). As crazy as some of them are, I love them dearly in a crazy sorta way that only we crazy people understand. Crazy right?

PS: CH hows my grammar? I'm pretty sure it was on point :P <3
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Today I'm thankful for my sanity.



Wow, that's amazing! Congratulations on quitting them. :)
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Thank you! Much appreciated sir, it's a different battle then opiate withdrawals, but certainly is comparable in terms of mental stress. I am holding up though, with good support! Oh yes I'd like to mention that I am thankful for having a good and caring psychologist, something I thought would be impossible for me.

goonbag said:
Congratulations! How has the rebound anxiety been?

Thankful for all the cool darksiders, just knowing you're not alone helps
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Thank you sir!
It's been kinda tough, it comes back about a day or 2 after stopping. Neurontin helps a lot. A lot of people don't find much help from it I here, but it certainly does something for me. I am still kind of isolating myself and I know that's not good so I force myself to get out and socialize. I think I have learned certain tools like breathing control and progressive muscle relaxation and am starting to actually use them. Just waiting till they go away, and I am surviving, not seziuring, so I think I have a lot to be grateful for in the mean time. :)
 
spork said:
I'm thankful for it starting to feel like SPRING!!
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Ha dont jinx it spork... that will effect me to;)

yeah thankful for the all the people I lean on and get leaned on in recovery<3

EDIT: and sleep and thats where im off to, ha clean sheets are the shit, whats with being clean and absolutely loving clean sheets??
 
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I am thankful that I learned to do everything with my left hand early on in life.

I'm also thankful that I get to spend time with all the Bluelighters, mods and otherwise. You're all amazing people
 
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