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"I'm stopping your methadone & Valium Script" Unless you suck me off.

If you want acieed_ed I can restore your posts, wait for an admin to notice them, and you'l probably end up with an infraction.

The posts I deleted added nothing to the thread, a fair number of them were mine.

Which side of which fence am I meant to be sitting on?

Stay on topic in here.

if you want to complain about censorship go to gibberings.
 
parttime crackhead said:
This isn't going to be popular but, in my opinion, when you're prepared to suck a dick (unless you're into that kind of thing for fun anyway) for drugs then it's time to stop taking drugs.
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This. Next up, sucking dick for meth. Might even just suck dick for the fun of it :D
 
Shaaad-up!! I'd be tromboning "When The Saints Come Marching In" on that there doctor's pink bishop whilst fingering the counter melody on his ring piece before he could say "schlopenzeepoopenploppa"!

This is the true face of addiction my unlearned friends.
 
StrutterGear said:
Might even just suck dick for the fun of it :D
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Hey, morals are disputable! :D

Anyway for me it depends what I'd be coming off of. I would honestly do whatever the doctor asked if it could spare me a cold turkey high-dose benzo withdrawal because that's just something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Fucking nightmare and I'd do almost anything not to ever go through it again. Especially since it almost killed me.
That's the only thing I can think of though. Opiate withdrawals are everything but fun but I'd rather suck it up (hah, just realised the pun - I meant suck up the sickness). Although that being said, I've never withdrawn from methadone, which is supposedly the holy grail of all opioid WDs. So who knows.
Whatever if that makes me a pathetic drug addict, I'd rather not risk dying.
 
Pagey said:
Hey, morals are disputable! :D

Anyway for me it depends what I'd be coming off of. I would honestly do whatever the doctor asked if it could spare me a cold turkey high-dose benzo withdrawal because that's just something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Fucking nightmare and I'd do almost anything not to ever go through it again. Especially since it almost killed me.
That's the only thing I can think of though. Opiate withdrawals are everything but fun but I'd rather suck it up (hah, just realised the pun - I meant suck up the sickness). Although that being said, I've never withdrawn from methadone, which is supposedly the holy grail of all opioid WDs. So who knows.
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I can't comprehend what a serious withdrawl feels like, but it'd be the point where I'd stop taking drugs. If you're willing to suck a dick for £20 quid essentially then you are the lowest you're going to get in that respect.

I did have this conversation with my mates though, and I'd suck a cock for a million quid. Fuck the embarassment, the sickness and the shit you'd get, cause I'd have a million quid. There isn't a lot I wouldn't do for that sort of money.

Million quid =/= An opiate script.
 
Well considernig my last benzo withdrawal ended in a couple seizures and a hospital and I still get those god-awful brain zaps almost a year later (without counting a couple months of wanting to kill myself every second of every day), I'd really much rather do what it takes to continue with my script and taper off. Or whatever, figure it out. But cold turkey, non merci.

As I said. I don't think I'd do it were my life not in danger, or I like to think I wouldn't anyway. But if sucking my doctor's dick is what it takes to avoid a big risk of dying, then I don't really have much of a problem admitting I would.
 
Pagey said:
Well considernig my last benzo withdrawal ended in a couple seizures and a hospital and I still get those god-awful brain zaps almost a year later (without counting a couple months of no sleep and wanting to kill myself every second of every day), I'd really much rather do what it takes to continue with my script and taper off. Or whatever, figure it out. But cold turkey, non merci.

As I said. I don't think I'd do it were my life not in danger, or I like to think I wouldn't anyway. But I'll take my life over the patheticness of sucking my doctor's dick any day.
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That's pretty shit man :( That's why I'll never do opiates. Put a gram of MDMA/mephedrone/cocaine/ket and I'll keep going until its gone. I've done 2g binges just because it was there, no more effects, just stuffing that shit up my nose like a Henry Hoover. I fiend too much on 'soft drugs' to consider anything harder.

Hope you're on the mend though, never had a brain zap, I'm lucky. A pretty face like yours shouldnt be in pain :(

I know it's not on the same level but I suffer from chronic nightmares for months after any MDMA use though, which means I get them nearly every night cause I do MDMA once every 1-2 months ! Wake up with sweat drenching me everywhere; my brain fabricates some fucking proper heavy shit when I'm asleep. Not fun :(
 
Haha cheers. It's cool, just the brain zaps now - I've probably used benzos like, twice since I quit, and for legit purposes only. I've learned my lesson!

You're right to stay away from opiates though. Well, anything that would get you to consider answering the original question positively I suppose ;)

Yeah, I've never done that much MDMA but I've heard it can be pretty intense if you take it too often...chronic nightmares definitely aren't any fun at all, good luck with that and hopefully you won't keep suffering from them for too long :(
 
Pagey said:
Haha cheers. It's cool, just the brain zaps now - I've probably used benzos like, twice since I quit, and for legit purposes only. I've learned my lesson!

You're right to stay away from opiates though. Well, anything that would get you to consider answering the original question positively I suppose ;)

Yeah, I've never done that much MDMA but I've heard it can be pretty intense if you take it too often...chronic nightmares definitely aren't any fun at all, good luck with that and hopefully you won't keep suffering from them for too long :(
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What are brain zaps like? :S

Lol aye, we have a rule in our group for it to be honest. Make sure nobody falls off the edge.

I dunno how badly MDMA has affected me other than my memory and my ability to articulate what I want to say sometimes. I think I've got a slight HPDD but I'm so used to it I don't think I know what it's like to see as a "normal" person anymore. I also have quite severe orthostatic hypertension cause Im so fucking tall, so I randomly feint and shit like that. Dunno how MDMA is affecting that but since I've noticed when I binge it gets a lot fucking worse. A real chicken or the egg question; If I had any sort of will power I'd abstain from drugs for a year and so if I improve but I know that isn't going to happen lol.
 
Kinda hard to explain. You know how sometimes when you're trying to sleep you get a random huge jolt in some part of your body, usually your leg? Well it sort of feels like that, but in your brain. Kinda like an electric shock inside your head. I wouldn't say it's painful but it's just very uncomfortable and disconcerting.

Sorry what's HPDD?
Lol yeah well, I guess so long as it's not affecting your life too severely there isn't enough incentive to stop drugs for a year (I mean c'mon, that's asking a lot! :D). But as I said, hope it'll get better!
 
Pagey said:
Kinda hard to explain. You know how sometimes when you're trying to sleep you get a random huge jolt in some part of your body, usually your leg? Well it sort of feels like that, but in your brain. Kinda like an electric shock inside your head. I wouldn't say it's painful but it's just very uncomfortable and disconcerting.

Sorry what's HPDD?
Lol yeah well, I guess so long as it's not affecting your life too severely there isn't enough incentive to stop drugs for a year (I mean c'mon, that's asking a lot! :D). But as I said, hope it'll get better!
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What the fuck lol, yea that must be weird. Do you know what the recovery period is or is it subjective?

HPDD is 'visual snow'. I get blurrs in my peripheral vision and I see little things dancing in the air across the room (not dust, it's like it's in your eye, it's really weird). Sometimes stuff seems really shiney, like the light in the room has suddenly got really strong. Coupled with me getting dizzy and shit it makes me literally see stars sometimes, an unfortunate combination :P

I enjoy altering my reality far too much :P Started getting into mushrooms recently, more accessible than acid for me at the moment. Although I have got a debauched night of acid and ket planned for mid this month. Can't wait !
 
Yeah I think it varies a lot, I've heard of people having them for years but luckily mine are calming down so I'm keeping my fingers crossed they'll be done after a few more months.

Ooh right. I've heard of that. Sounds really annoying actually. Like a visual brain zap ;)

Anyway have fun with the debauchery! Hey, if you don't need to suck off a doc for a script no reason not to enjoy it right?
 
There was a doctor in charge of a clinic in one northern toilet - I think, Burnley - in the 1980s who routinely indecently assaulted patients of both sexes applying for a script. Most victims were hardcore, hard times Northern users and, with scripts at a premium, willing to put up with a bit of minor groping as the price they had to pay. His usual m.o. was to make users strip for a physical examination and take it from there. My mate, who'd worked the Dilly mart in his day, wasn't particularly phased by a quick squeeze of his schlong when requested to cough, and his woman, a practising street sex worker, hardly traumatised by a finger waggle - both would have given rather more for the palfium and diazepam scripts with which they left. More vulnerable souls, tho', didn't get off so lightly and more than one runaway girl regularly subjected to repeated 'discipline therapy' and similar nauseating shit.

Incredibly, this perverted fuck operated with impunity for over a decade and was only brought to book when well into retirement. Even though his predilections were well known across the northern addicts circuit, numerous complaints to local police fell onî deaf ears and, as came out at trial, threats and even bashings for outta town garbage causing trouble for a respected hometown professional. Kinder cops merely noted 'nobody ll believe a junkie, y'know, are you sure you want to continue?' When, finally, the dirty doc went down the steps for a double figure stretch, a weeping middle aged man yelled out " you bastard, Ive waited 16 years for this!" to loud cheers from the public gallery.

Can you imagine how that guy felt for those 16 years? For all our mutterings about today's drug service providers , and concern about continuing perceptions of drug users as lesser life forms, no young addict is going to suffer as badly ad as for as long as he did. Progress, I suppose.
 
parttime crackhead said:
This isn't going to be popular but, in my opinion, when you're prepared to suck a dick (unless you're into that kind of thing for fun anyway) for drugs then it's time to stop taking drugs.

If it was a life or death thing (eg high dose benzo script getting stopped) then you'd just go see another doctor & grass that one in.

Surely no doctor is going to stop a benzo script that could be potentially fatal? Unless they're dodgy & actually shouting for blowjobs, in which case - see another doctor & explain why.

Is it fatal to cold turkey from methadone? As far as I know it isn't from smack (otherwise there wouldn't be people doing it all the time) so I'd take the cluck over the dick.
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When you are addicted to a non recreational drug that has withdraw symptoms that can last months it is impossible to just "stop taking drugs"

Grass up the Doctor ?
Yeah because they are always going to believe the a Junky over a Doctor .

Methadone withdraw can be fatal but the knock on effects of having a long term script taken away from you are more likely to kill you .

I made this thread because i knew it would divide opinion like any good thread should .
To see how honest people with addiction problems would be .
Because things like this actually do happen - See Charlie's Post .
To find out who would be the biggest idiot .;)
But the main reason was because i have had my methadone & benzo scripts taken off ( Discharged From Treatment * ) me 4 times over the last 16 years .

* When you are discharged from treatment by the local drug service they make it almost impossible for you to get treatment from another Doctor .

Your only chance is if you can find a Doctor that is a bit Of a Maverick & is prepared to take you on without the support of the Local Treatment agency . In my case this happened once & when he was calling the Drug Service to find out my doses of Benzo's & Methadone , he put the phone on speaker so i could hear what they were saying .

It was crazy they were telling him that i was a liability & he would be foolish to take me on & he would get no support from them at all .

I'm a bit gutted that i never got to see the un edited version of this thread tbh .
 
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mines been stopped 4 times in the past 5 months due to the doctor fucking up or being a unreasonable cock -was even denied a benzo reduction script. culling of the poor -hitting the sectors of society the goverment wants shot of.
 
You on about your Temazepam ? I thought you were off the Subs ?
Sounds stressful .
That's not the same as being discharged from treatment though is it .
 
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