I know this is not the most uncontroversial topic and am not really interested in hearing the type of response telling me how crazy I am, but anyone who has anything of value to contribute I would be grateful for.
Basically I have now struggled with periods of drug-abuse and addiction for a long time (about 10 years). Though mostly on and off again poly-drug use which has avoided addiction to any one drug, although that also has happened, but it's more an addiction to taking any kind of drug itself (for the emotional effect and escape - this is not exactly rocket science).
Anyway, I have never been psychic in the sense of being able to see or communicate with ghosts or spirit, and I think there's a good reason for this. i.e. I don't have the nerve for it, it would be too much for my mind to take, and I would probably have a psychotic break and be unable to go on living. But I'm aware it's a common spiritual belief that using drugs in any way or form will lead to spiritual possession, which is explained in terms of lost or evil spirits (even "demons"), or basically spirits on the spiritual plane who are not happy where they are. In other words, not in heaven but in some individual form of hell or purgatory, for any reason.
And these souls are so desperately unhappy and unable to do anything to help themselves so the only option they can see is attaching themselves to the aura of a living human in a parasitic way, sucking energy and emotions from them, and taking part in their experiences like they were their own. I assume this would either be to someone living a happy life they would like to live, or someone in positive circumstances, or a drug-user so they can take part in the high. Basically a form of escape from them.
Though I find this very unpleasent concept and haven't liked to dwell on it or consider it as being true, though I suppose it makes sense enough, if you seriously consider it. I also had some healing sessions with a friend of my sister, who is very psychic and able to heal and communicate with the spiritual world in a direct way that I can't. Anyway, when she worked on me, and I also recall being high on Lyrica at the time, she said there were 500 entities attached to me. She was working with Jesus and Archangel Michael who she said on stood in front of me and the other behind me (this I can believe as they're both supposed to be able to duplicate themselves or be everywhere at the same time).
She was only able to remove something over a hundred the first time, and said they said it would be dangerous to remove any more. Then it took one or two more sessions to remove the rest. She said the last 5 were very hard to get to go, and it seemed as if they had had gruesome lives, like being in prison. It makes sense that's the kind of beings that would like to attach themselves to a human to take part in their drug-high.
So what do you all think of this? I don't have so much problem with the concept itself, but the high number really astounds me. I would have thought it would be more something like 5-10 if it was to happen. But if this is actually the case it explains how addiction and drug-abuse can be so difficult to break and have such a hard hold on us. Not only is there the physical and psychological addiction to deal with, and the harmful spiritual effects on yourself, but even a massive number of other souls relying on your drug use and needing it to continue, torturing you and trying to say you in any way they can, and also making you take part in THEIR pain and addiction.
If this is the case it astounds me how much the human spirit is supposed to be able to take and how much strength we are required to have, and I think we are entitled to complain sometimes, as for sure it's not the only challenge we are faced with in human life. Either way, I think just the possibility of this is enough reason to make you reconsider your drug-use or any type of involvement with drugs at all. And it's also not like I'm the only one with this tale to tell, if you look you can find endless examples of it.
P.S. Sorry for the length of this post, just couldn't seem to fit it into anything shorter.
Basically I have now struggled with periods of drug-abuse and addiction for a long time (about 10 years). Though mostly on and off again poly-drug use which has avoided addiction to any one drug, although that also has happened, but it's more an addiction to taking any kind of drug itself (for the emotional effect and escape - this is not exactly rocket science).
Anyway, I have never been psychic in the sense of being able to see or communicate with ghosts or spirit, and I think there's a good reason for this. i.e. I don't have the nerve for it, it would be too much for my mind to take, and I would probably have a psychotic break and be unable to go on living. But I'm aware it's a common spiritual belief that using drugs in any way or form will lead to spiritual possession, which is explained in terms of lost or evil spirits (even "demons"), or basically spirits on the spiritual plane who are not happy where they are. In other words, not in heaven but in some individual form of hell or purgatory, for any reason.
And these souls are so desperately unhappy and unable to do anything to help themselves so the only option they can see is attaching themselves to the aura of a living human in a parasitic way, sucking energy and emotions from them, and taking part in their experiences like they were their own. I assume this would either be to someone living a happy life they would like to live, or someone in positive circumstances, or a drug-user so they can take part in the high. Basically a form of escape from them.
Though I find this very unpleasent concept and haven't liked to dwell on it or consider it as being true, though I suppose it makes sense enough, if you seriously consider it. I also had some healing sessions with a friend of my sister, who is very psychic and able to heal and communicate with the spiritual world in a direct way that I can't. Anyway, when she worked on me, and I also recall being high on Lyrica at the time, she said there were 500 entities attached to me. She was working with Jesus and Archangel Michael who she said on stood in front of me and the other behind me (this I can believe as they're both supposed to be able to duplicate themselves or be everywhere at the same time).
She was only able to remove something over a hundred the first time, and said they said it would be dangerous to remove any more. Then it took one or two more sessions to remove the rest. She said the last 5 were very hard to get to go, and it seemed as if they had had gruesome lives, like being in prison. It makes sense that's the kind of beings that would like to attach themselves to a human to take part in their drug-high.
So what do you all think of this? I don't have so much problem with the concept itself, but the high number really astounds me. I would have thought it would be more something like 5-10 if it was to happen. But if this is actually the case it explains how addiction and drug-abuse can be so difficult to break and have such a hard hold on us. Not only is there the physical and psychological addiction to deal with, and the harmful spiritual effects on yourself, but even a massive number of other souls relying on your drug use and needing it to continue, torturing you and trying to say you in any way they can, and also making you take part in THEIR pain and addiction.
If this is the case it astounds me how much the human spirit is supposed to be able to take and how much strength we are required to have, and I think we are entitled to complain sometimes, as for sure it's not the only challenge we are faced with in human life. Either way, I think just the possibility of this is enough reason to make you reconsider your drug-use or any type of involvement with drugs at all. And it's also not like I'm the only one with this tale to tell, if you look you can find endless examples of it.
P.S. Sorry for the length of this post, just couldn't seem to fit it into anything shorter.