Expansion420
Bluelighter
A brief report of the first time I ever tried methoxetamine.
2:15PM(T+0:00)- ORAL INGESTION 30MG MXE
T+0:40- DISSOCIATION BEGINS. LUCIDITY COUPLED WITH THE ONSET OF DISSOCIATION
T+0:50- TACTILE SENSATIONS ENHANCED, VISIONARY DISTURBANCES
T+0:55- DISSOCIATIVE PROPERTIES PRONOUNCED, ++ GOING UP, CONFUSED (DXM, KETAMINE)
T+1:05- TONGUE IS NUMB. TIME IS CRAWLING. GOING TO TAKE A SHOWER
T+1:15- ANALGESIA IN LOWER EXTREMITIES OBSERVED. THERE IS TIME DILATION. “SLURRED SIGHT”. CONSTRICTED PUPILS. VERY MUCH AWARE OF NMDA ANTAGONISM (URINATED 2X SO FAR)
T+1:35- IT FEELS AS IF I AM FLOATING. EFFECTS NOTICED UPON STANDING OR MOVING POSITIONS. +
T+1:45-I STILL FEEL IT; NOT AS INTENSE AS AN HOUR AGO.
T+1:50- URINATED ONCE MORE. 3X SINCE INGESTION
T+2:05- ONLY LINGERING EFFECTS REMAIN, A HIT OF WEED TO ENSUE. (4:20PM).
T+2:30- MILDLY DISSOCIATED STILL.
T+2:35- I AM HUNGRY BUT I HAVE NO APPETITE. I AM EASILY LOST IN THOUGHT.
T+2:55- ANOTHER HIT OF WEED, I FEEL WITHIN MYSELF AGAIN. NO LONGER FLOATING, BUT I AM STILL AWARE OF THE PRESENCE OF MXE IN MY BODY. FOOD? CIGARETTE? CAN NOT DECIDE.
T+3:05- A CIGARETTE WAS SMOKED. LINGERING EFFECTS REMAIN. + STILL. I FEEL THE WAY I FELT AT THE EIGHT HOUR MARK OF 660MG DEXTROMETHORPHAN. I FEEL LIKE MY BRAIN IS MUSH. BUT I AM OBSERVANT- ROBOTIC, ALMOST. SYSTEMATIC IN NATURE, EVERYTHING IS. I AM STILL TRIPPING.
T+3:35- DEPTH AND MEANING BEHIND THE UNIVERSE IS A TOPIC FLOATING THROUGH MY MIND. I REALIZE NOW, BACK IN MY OWN MIND, THAT I WAS DISPLACED BY THE MXE. MY ‘COMING BACK’ WAS A TEST BY THE CREATOR. MY STABILITY AND MY STRENGTH TO REGAIN CONTROL OF MY PHYSICAL BODY WAS THE TRIP IN ITSELF. DISSOCIATION AND MINOR CEVS WERE THE HEIGHT OF THE EXPERIENCE, OBSERVED THROUGHOUT - T+0:40 – T+1:30.
T+4:00- ONE FINAL HIT OF CANNABIS TO SEAL THE DEAL ON THIS SACRAMENTAL EXPERIMENT-PLEASANT ALL IN ALL. EFFECTS ARE NOTICABLY DIMINISHED. THIS WAS A BEAUTIFUL YET CONFUSING AFTERNOON.
2:15PM(T+0:00)- ORAL INGESTION 30MG MXE
T+0:40- DISSOCIATION BEGINS. LUCIDITY COUPLED WITH THE ONSET OF DISSOCIATION
T+0:50- TACTILE SENSATIONS ENHANCED, VISIONARY DISTURBANCES
T+0:55- DISSOCIATIVE PROPERTIES PRONOUNCED, ++ GOING UP, CONFUSED (DXM, KETAMINE)
T+1:05- TONGUE IS NUMB. TIME IS CRAWLING. GOING TO TAKE A SHOWER
T+1:15- ANALGESIA IN LOWER EXTREMITIES OBSERVED. THERE IS TIME DILATION. “SLURRED SIGHT”. CONSTRICTED PUPILS. VERY MUCH AWARE OF NMDA ANTAGONISM (URINATED 2X SO FAR)
T+1:35- IT FEELS AS IF I AM FLOATING. EFFECTS NOTICED UPON STANDING OR MOVING POSITIONS. +
T+1:45-I STILL FEEL IT; NOT AS INTENSE AS AN HOUR AGO.
T+1:50- URINATED ONCE MORE. 3X SINCE INGESTION
T+2:05- ONLY LINGERING EFFECTS REMAIN, A HIT OF WEED TO ENSUE. (4:20PM).
T+2:30- MILDLY DISSOCIATED STILL.
T+2:35- I AM HUNGRY BUT I HAVE NO APPETITE. I AM EASILY LOST IN THOUGHT.
T+2:55- ANOTHER HIT OF WEED, I FEEL WITHIN MYSELF AGAIN. NO LONGER FLOATING, BUT I AM STILL AWARE OF THE PRESENCE OF MXE IN MY BODY. FOOD? CIGARETTE? CAN NOT DECIDE.
T+3:05- A CIGARETTE WAS SMOKED. LINGERING EFFECTS REMAIN. + STILL. I FEEL THE WAY I FELT AT THE EIGHT HOUR MARK OF 660MG DEXTROMETHORPHAN. I FEEL LIKE MY BRAIN IS MUSH. BUT I AM OBSERVANT- ROBOTIC, ALMOST. SYSTEMATIC IN NATURE, EVERYTHING IS. I AM STILL TRIPPING.
T+3:35- DEPTH AND MEANING BEHIND THE UNIVERSE IS A TOPIC FLOATING THROUGH MY MIND. I REALIZE NOW, BACK IN MY OWN MIND, THAT I WAS DISPLACED BY THE MXE. MY ‘COMING BACK’ WAS A TEST BY THE CREATOR. MY STABILITY AND MY STRENGTH TO REGAIN CONTROL OF MY PHYSICAL BODY WAS THE TRIP IN ITSELF. DISSOCIATION AND MINOR CEVS WERE THE HEIGHT OF THE EXPERIENCE, OBSERVED THROUGHOUT - T+0:40 – T+1:30.
T+4:00- ONE FINAL HIT OF CANNABIS TO SEAL THE DEAL ON THIS SACRAMENTAL EXPERIMENT-PLEASANT ALL IN ALL. EFFECTS ARE NOTICABLY DIMINISHED. THIS WAS A BEAUTIFUL YET CONFUSING AFTERNOON.
