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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 29 -Yeah! SCIENCE, BITCH!

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^Clear out yr PMs, fucker!

I'm dreading having to do community service tomorrow on my day off :(.
 
laCster said:
it has only been 1 day though!!!! of course he wants to get high. the first day of metadone would be the same.

it takes 2 full weeks to get the most therapeutic value. i'm not talking about how long it takes to kick in (bupre kicks in almost instantly for me nasal, but takes 2 hours for the levels of norbup to be higher than bup. daily users also have more norbup in their system than single-dose users. bupre has an extremely long half life; as a result of elongated duration, bup levels accumulate and add up so whie you are taking 1mg daily, you will have 2mg in your system at all times. this way the norbup has receptors to bind to and increases the agonist feeling.


after around 2 weeks of taking below 1-2mg a day, your norbup levels will be at their highest, you will start adjusting to your life, and repairing. IMO you have to try bupre out for 2-3 weeks to see if it works for you.\


scaggs, tentram, doug, smoke, effie, debaser, synth, mugs, whats up? how are you guys doing?

i am fucking awesome, all my kratom needed was some weed and i feel soooo fucking good right now, omg. i feel amazing, dreamy and doped out. this is what i have missed for so long <3
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What's up lac? How ya doing mang.

I'm feeling dandy off the last of my alcohol, and some weed

My fucking neck still hurts. I only got about an hour of sleep cuz of it to. So I'm probaly gonna go to bed fairly soon

I cannot fucking wait till Monday.
 
Pagey said:
^Yeah? I dunno, I've never understood why people love Drive so much...I mean I've watched it multiple times, but tbh that's only cuz Gosling is in it =D
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Have you ever watched "Lars and the Real Girl"? It's stars Ryan Gosling and I thought it was a really good movie. It wasn't a character I was used to him playing but I really enjoyed it. It's on netflix for instant streaming. :)

On that note, does anyone have any good netflix suggestions? I feel like I've seen most everything worth watching at this point but I'd love to hear what other people enjoy.

In other news, I am doing the last of my heroin tonight/in the morning if I can hold off, then switching to oral hydrocodone for a few days until I switch back to my suboxone maintenance. I don't know why but I find it almost impossible to successfully switch from IV heroin back to bupe. Maybe because I have a bad case of needle fever. I'm hoping doing it this way will allow me to taper a bit and get over my devastation about not IVing (exaggeration) while still having a bit of an opiate high before I switch back to bupe. I am excited about getting my recovery back on track and making some positive changes in my life.

Hope everyone is doing well!
 
thesameoldfears said:
Have you ever watched "Lars and the Real Girl"? It's stars Ryan Gosling and I thought it was a really good movie. It wasn't a character I was used to him playing but I really enjoyed it. It's on netflix for instant streaming. :)

On that note, does anyone have any good netflix suggestions? I feel like I've seen most everything worth watching at this point but I'd love to hear what other people enjoy.

In other news, I am doing the last of my heroin tonight/in the morning if I can hold off, then switching to oral hydrocodone for a few days until I switch back to my suboxone maintenance. I don't know why but I find it almost impossible to successfully switch from IV heroin back to bupe. Maybe because I have a bad case of needle fever. I'm hoping doing it this way will allow me to taper a bit and get over my devastation about not IVing (exaggeration) while still having a bit of an opiate high before I switch back to bupe. I am excited about getting my recovery back on track and making some positive changes in my life.

Hope everyone is doing well!
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Course I have, I've seen absolutely everything with Gosling in it :D
Speaking of which, if you like him an hven't seen Half Nelson, you definitely should. It's from his early days and it's just really good.
So there's a Netflix suggestion...otherwise, I watched The Boat that Rocked for like the 10th time last night, and same, if you haven't seen it you must!

Good luck getting back onto bupe, the BDD social seems to have taken a positive turn these past few days. (Wish I could say I was part of it :|)
 
I dunno it's day 2 now and it's not great. I have an impulse to use more and I want to just detox off now. I'm thinking maybe subs were a bad idea. I managed on 3mg yesterday but feel sick to the stomach this morning and snorted 2mg. Didn't cure my sickness. This is how I feel:

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me!!!!!! FOCK MAN

Dafuq why is this all suddenly UAdd?
 
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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs YEAH, SCIENCE BITCH!

What's up my friends? I woke up to bupre, vyvanse, kratom, and weeds. Doing my community service today and it is so legit an easy. I have my headphones in , I'm high, and the person who runs it is super chill. Let's me go for cig breaks whenever I want and the rest of the time I just play with the dogs.
 
whats up lac?

what happened to all my posts from the last social, they just poofed and dissappeared?

my chek never came but mom dukes is gonna give me 150 cash. i cant wait till tommorrow

edit: someone deleted it it looks like, seems odd. i thought they get archived.
 
Yah for a minute I thought it was closed for good, idk though ...

Finishing up my community service, feeling good. Only got half an hour left, then im going to try to score some boi. Oh have I dreamed of that touch again, hopefully this new connect will have legit shit. I met this guy at community service. He rolls up and the first thing I see is super pinned pupils and bloodshot eyes hahaha.

He smoked me out and says he know where the dope is.
 
Trying to get to the bottom of it guys :) It's invisible for some reason. Probably just a mistake but I want to be sure first just in case there was a reason behind the thread's removal.

Anyway, what's up everyone?
 
Yes Pagey! I thought I was just reallly reallly high when I wasn't over 6k posts like I was last night lol. I was like Wtf hahaha

What are you up to today Pagey?
 
Swimmingdancer said:
Trying to get to the bottom of it guys :) It's invisible for some reason. Probably just a mistake but I want to be sure first just in case there was a reason behind the thread's removal.
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Ok cool, I think it was an accident because there would have been a sticky saying bdd social is closes like what happened in OD when their social got closed.

How are you doing swimming, having a good weekend?
 
No I am sick as fuck :( And it's a miserable grey day out. Weekends are meaningless to me anyway since I'm self-employed. Sorry to be a Scrooge, lol. Hope everyone's having a better day than me :)
 
laCster said:
Yes Pagey! I thought I was just reallly reallly high when I wasn't over 6k posts like I was last night lol. I was like Wtf hahaha

What are you up to today Pagey?
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Haha I know, it got me very confused. This is the sort of shit you can't pull on drug users, it's really very disconcerting for us... :D
Oh not much, I'm in the middle of a pretty huge relapse so you know, just lying in bed really haha. You ?

Swimmingdancer said:
No I am sick as fuck :( And it's a miserable grey day out. Weekends are meaningless to me anyway since I'm self-employed. Sorry to be a Scrooge, lol. Hope everyone's having a better day than me :)
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Aw SD I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your week end gets better :(
 
Barring some unforeseen reason that theclast social was unapproved without anyone informing me, I think it was just a mistake and will be back shortly.

Sorry you are having a relapse Pagey. Sometimes I wish I was. But then I'd just have to go through all this misery again which would not be worth it.
 
Pagey said:
Haha I know, it got me very confused. This is the sort of shit you can't pull on drug users, it's really very disconcerting for us... :D
Oh not much, I'm in the middle of a pretty huge relapse so you know, just lying in bed really haha. You ?
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I'm doing pretty good! Just doses some more bupre and valium. Probably will throw in some kratom too. Bleh I hate swallowing that shit. I plan on getting 00 capsules and stuffing the kratom in there and just pop them all day. Waiting to see if I will be able to cop some dope before I spend a little money on capsules lol.

I must say kratom synergizes great with low dose of bupre and amphetamine. My opiate receptors definitely feel satisfied, I feel speedy but not over stimulated. About to take some valium to top it off, and I'm still pretty baked from my smoke session earlier.

Idk, relapses happen, and depending on how you view your current state depends on your personal opinion and individuality. I must say though, full-agonists opiates tend to fuck peoples' lives , and let's not forget about the horrors of overdose

Swimmingdancer said:
No I am sick as fuck :( And it's a miserable grey day out. Weekends are meaningless to me anyway since I'm self-employed. Sorry to be a Scrooge, lol. Hope everyone's having a better day than me :)
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Ohh are you sick from withdrawal or did you catch a virus/bacteria infection like the flu or cold?
Being sick sucks, it really does! Get well soon, and make sure you are staying hydrated!
 
you wanna knw whats up with the social?

ill tell you wats up, im the fuking man and so are you and i post here so we own this place making it badass
 
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