Here comes the rain - Opiate w/d again

I am new to the site. No one know that in on h and I'm at the point where I no longer want to be but of course I can not get since I don't mainline. If I took transforming for 5 days when I stopped would the withdrawa be over. Sorry if what I'm asking is stupid
 
Man, I was doing dope for years, got on suboxone for almost a year, and tried getting off and experienced dumb-ass PAWS and it was a no-go. I thought itd be better to deal with the shorter w/d's of heroin, plus the urge came back so Ive been IV'ing again these last couple weeks. my friend owed me money and fucked me on it, and now Im broke and have no means to pick up. it sucks and I just ate all my clonazepam. I have no insurance either so I have no means to get prescribed anything thatll help now, I got dropped of insurance during the time I was on subs. So, I just went to the store and bought 2 lbs of poppy seeds. havent done this stuff in years. I hope it helps. I have like $30 on a card that I want to use to order etizolam for w/d's, but my supplier is out of stock for about a week. I hope these seeds are potent and can hold me off. if only I had a doc to help me with my extreme depression and anxiety...or a fucking shot right about now -_- but FUCK pawning my items. hope this tea works out. I heard it works wonders for tapering to a lower opiate dose. Plus Ive been drinking grapefruit juice daily to potentiate my opiates. Tums helps absorption rate correct? hmm now to see if its still the general consencus to use cold water with poppy seed tea, or steeped water with lemon, Ive tried a couple different methods years ago and did cold water last which seemed good. I hope these seeds havent been washed much :/
 
Man, I was doing dope for years, got on suboxone for almost a year, and tried getting off and experienced dumb-ass PAWS and it was a no-go. I thought itd be better to deal with the shorter w/d's of heroin, plus the urge came back so Ive been IV'ing again these last couple weeks. my friend owed me money and fucked me on it, and now Im broke and have no means to pick up. it sucks and I just ate all my clonazepam. I have no insurance either so I have no means to get prescribed anything thatll help now, I got dropped of insurance during the time I was on subs. So, I just went to the store and bought 2 lbs of poppy seeds. havent done this stuff in years. I hope it helps. I have like $30 on a card that I want to use to order etizolam for w/d's, but my supplier is out of stock for about a week. I hope these seeds are potent and can hold me off. if only I had a doc to help me with my extreme depression and anxiety...or a fucking shot right about now -_- but FUCK pawning my items. hope this tea works out. I heard it works wonders for tapering to a lower opiate dose. Plus Ive been drinking grapefruit juice daily to potentiate my opiates. Tums helps absorption rate correct? hmm now to see if its still the general consencus to use cold water with poppy seed tea, or steeped water with lemon, Ive tried a couple different methods years ago and did cold water last which seemed good. I hope these seeds havent been washed much :/
Sorry. Your story just sucks all around. Did you go out and buy any poppy seeds at a super market? I never see two lbs of poppy seeds anywhere..
 
Howdy guys, thought I'd chime in. Im on day 5 of my Kratom taper off my latest H binge. Feeling pretty good, minimal Kratom doses with maximum time in between doses.

My arsenal of diazepam should arrive Monday, then I'll kick the Kratom cold turkey and use diazepam/Dexedrine/cannabis to try to power thru 3-5 days and then hopefully be somewhat back to normal.

I need to get off my ass and exercise but school is kicking some serious ass right now.

No more excuses.
 
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