Drinking a gourd of Yerba Mate and about to roll some cigarettes
Bigfanofthemdrugs, this man knows proper revelry
180 mg. Methylphenidate - Rectally
6 g. Red Thai Kratom - Orally
2.5 mg. Phenazepam Orally
30 mg. Zolpidem - Orally
1 cup Keemun Hao Ya A - Orally
C. indica Chronic - Smoked
Organic Tobacco - Smoked
More Estonian Loving
I have quite a DRi tolerance right now so it gives me just a nice productive mood lift, I've been opiate dependent for years now and I try and keep my Kratom low on stimulant days just to avoid any adrenaline discomfort. Though I did take the Methylphenidate a bit farther then I wanted. So some Phenazepam was added periodically to ease cardiac stress as well as blending nicely to my Calm/Pain free/Productive day. Around midday I took a short nap, so hence the Zolpidem and then I woke up 2 hours later to read for a bit and have a smoke before a cute Estonian surprised me and chose a nice Chinese Keemun Hao Ya A for me.
Usually the Zolpidem is saved for sleep and the DRi dose is lower, but I've had a good hedonistic free week due to some protest/political malarkey.
The Benzo/Mild DRi/Opiate combo is quite nice if done properly and careful. Though I would usually go for a pure mu agonist like Codeine, Ethylmorphine, or Pods over Kratom. It never really gave me cardiac discomfort; unless I'm on a higher dose -phetamine type compound. So all in all the mixture was highly uplifting and I had a very focused productive day without any solemn, zoned out, laziness.
It's interesting because I've been keeping this more as a online journal then a daily mixture list, guess I never thought about it that way. Regardless I have extensive experience with each compound individually and a semi-decent understanding of their pharmacological and physical effects. Keep in mind as well I did build a decent tolerance these past few weeks so that should also be in account.
This week I'm going to cut the stimulants and taper the Kratom because next week I have off and I'm trying to be somewhat clean. I plan on taking a deep journey, it's been over a year and I'm trying to figure out how and what I shall work out between my Tryptamines, Phenethylamine/Empathogen/Entactogens, and Dissociatives at hand. It's not common for me but by coincidence I'll have a Medical Technician whom is a very good friend on hand as well as my Roomate; with the house is properly stocked with the right compounds in case of a unexpected emergency. So down the rabbit hole I go the first week of March! Suggestions and Favorites are welcome and encouraged, I'll have a nice long 7 days.
Much love BL

Mannn now I'm craving some White tea but Silver Needles, White Peony, or Silver Pearls? (Excuse tea snob)