DonMakaveli
Bluelighter
Ok check this out, over the relatively short span of years (5+) of my drug use I have "tried" Ecstasy 4 times. Each time to no avail. Every time I have tried X, I have been utterly dissapointed again n again. I mean, nooo strong 'intense' come up, feeling pure EUPHORIA, increased sensitivity of the senses, overall happiness n content with everything, appreciation of music, feeling connected to people ETC ETC. The 4 times I have done this drug it has been in pill form only n before I get flamed YES I know how ridiculously unreliable the pills are n what they contain exactly without testing. But cmon, seriously? 4 different times of trying this drug & nothing ?! The first time was when I was quite intolerant of ANY drug, still being new to drugs but all these different times, scored from much different sources, dealers, locations n STILL received bunk ass pills?? Perhaps my brain chemistry is a tad different n may not be able to experience MDMA (doubt it)? Is God restricting me from enjoying this wonderful substance? Do i really have to get this drug in powder form only to feel it, being Molly capsules? Or whats up.... someone throw me a friggin bone here

