Back in the day I posted on the Better Living Through Chemistry board on ToTSE.
and I thought I was too smart to get addicted and ended up getting hooked IV'ing 80's of Oxy when I was 17.
around the time I was 19, I made an equally stupid mistake and went into a Methadone Maintenance Program and have been on it ever since.
Managed to get back in school, finish high school, then go to University.
My highest Methadone dose was 85mg and About 1.5 years ago I started slowly tapering by 2mg/week but when I got to 48mg I had to stop because my legs were hurting like fuck.
It seemed like my methadone was wearing off way faster then it should. If I took it early in the morning I was hard pressed to fall asleep at night, So I took it mid day.
My Legs only stopped hurting for a few hours after taking my dose then it was back.
My doctor gives me permission to start taking half my dose in the morning and half at night to combat the leg pain and the apparently beginning of WD's
It works for a while. Suddenly my legs start hurting like shit again.
Fast forward to 3 months ago and I am still at 48 and decide I am taking a semester or two off of University to get off methadone once and for all.
My doctor agrees with the plan but then backs out after I have taken time off school and says he wants to go really slowly (2mg/month) so I dont feel even more shitty.
And then once I'm at 30mg switch too Bupe.
Anyways, i'm rambling.
What the fuck can I do for my legs? Have tried Quinine,Methocarbamol,Ibuprofen,Alcohol,stretching,baths,magnesium,vitamins, and tons of other shit.
Was thinking about maybe Loperamide? what do you guys think of taking Loperamide while I am still on methadone? Whether or not it shows on my weekly drug test I frankly dont give a fuck at this point. If I have to do this for the next year or two while I taper I would rather quit cold turkey or kill myself... or atleast cut my legs off. I feel worse then when I quit Cold Turkey from Oxy's at a Detox place. And I'm still on 44mg a day!
p.s: Its not an "itch" or "tingle" like RLS its just straight up pain that moves from my calves to my thighs.
P.p.s: Sorry for shitty formatting, cant sleep either.
and I thought I was too smart to get addicted and ended up getting hooked IV'ing 80's of Oxy when I was 17.
around the time I was 19, I made an equally stupid mistake and went into a Methadone Maintenance Program and have been on it ever since.
Managed to get back in school, finish high school, then go to University.
My highest Methadone dose was 85mg and About 1.5 years ago I started slowly tapering by 2mg/week but when I got to 48mg I had to stop because my legs were hurting like fuck.
It seemed like my methadone was wearing off way faster then it should. If I took it early in the morning I was hard pressed to fall asleep at night, So I took it mid day.
My Legs only stopped hurting for a few hours after taking my dose then it was back.
My doctor gives me permission to start taking half my dose in the morning and half at night to combat the leg pain and the apparently beginning of WD's
It works for a while. Suddenly my legs start hurting like shit again.
Fast forward to 3 months ago and I am still at 48 and decide I am taking a semester or two off of University to get off methadone once and for all.
My doctor agrees with the plan but then backs out after I have taken time off school and says he wants to go really slowly (2mg/month) so I dont feel even more shitty.
And then once I'm at 30mg switch too Bupe.
Anyways, i'm rambling.
What the fuck can I do for my legs? Have tried Quinine,Methocarbamol,Ibuprofen,Alcohol,stretching,baths,magnesium,vitamins, and tons of other shit.
Was thinking about maybe Loperamide? what do you guys think of taking Loperamide while I am still on methadone? Whether or not it shows on my weekly drug test I frankly dont give a fuck at this point. If I have to do this for the next year or two while I taper I would rather quit cold turkey or kill myself... or atleast cut my legs off. I feel worse then when I quit Cold Turkey from Oxy's at a Detox place. And I'm still on 44mg a day!
p.s: Its not an "itch" or "tingle" like RLS its just straight up pain that moves from my calves to my thighs.
P.p.s: Sorry for shitty formatting, cant sleep either.