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Ben So Furry said:
That's cool Max, I personally didn't like it much but I'm not a fan but my missus loved it and one of our mates who is a massive fan (reads the books etc.) also said it was good so I'm obviously in the minority.

Time to head to the in-laws for our dinner, have a great day Max, everyone <3
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Enjoy yr dinner mate, have a good day.
 
maxalfie said:
Enjoy yr smoke and 'jama day MM,sounds nice.
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THanks :) Only managed half a spliff but it's sorting me right out :D

me and the boy are cuddled up under two duvets on the bed settee, but through the closed curtains can see the sun coming out, mightn have to curtail the 'jama day and go down the allotment for a couple of hours.

Not yet though, not yet..... %)
 
Lots of snow today here, not as much as last year though, last February we got 60cms, couldn't even open the gate to get the car out.

I'm gonna have lunch then I'll walk to town to go vote, we have general elections today, haven't got a clue who to vote yet, hopefully the hour long walk in the snow will clear my thoughts.

How's everybody's weekend going? Mine was relaxed, had a couple of dinners with friends, toked a lot but went easy with the booze.
 
congrats on the job cornish! no drugs though...bummer.

I just found 100mg of mam 2201 powder, result! After my misus chucked my blend as well away! Result! That accumulator's coming in today!
 
fat roast, chilling, watching There Will Be Blood and might watch skyfall in a bit
 
Mornin, all :)

Considering I really wasn't feeling up to another boozy night it seems I struggled through it all the same cos there ain't much left in the gin bottle and my head feels like somebody shat in it then sat on it. Thankfully CWE is just starting to kick in. Bit bleary eyed though so suspect it'll be a bit of a dozy day. Might lounge about watching stuffs to save on excessive brain usage. Not that excessive brain usage is often a problem for me but can't be too careful.
 
Afternoon eadd.

Nippy but bright here, I have no intention of dressing or going out. Had far too much mxe over the last week cumulating with Fri, Sat on Saturn.

At one point I remember we had all the vinyls out but failed to wire the record player up to modern (cough) speakers. Got right into sniffing gigs out of them. That might have happened about the time I attempted to PM Marmz a birthday letter but it appears that I haven't but signed off a post instead 8( whilst inventing new yoga poses up the walls and around doors... For real as I have the bruises and pulled muscles to prove it lol....Ended up sharing an amazing m-hole trip with the man on the floor, clinging to each other incase the molacules that are us got scattered too far into infinity =D

Fucking <3%)<3 mxe.

Still am a bit wane'red today and have come too with a raging cold and sore throat...damn I have work tomorrow too and not got a thing done this weekend apart from pschonaughting.

Might just make some baby plum tomatoes into sauce for some pasta. Got salady things in, could do with the vitamins.

Did I miss anything in Eaddland? Are you all well? xxx
 
sound wonderful, it's been an mxe weekend for me too. finally got the nice stuff! So much nicer than being stimmed to the gills.

Good to see the sun out at last.
 
Sounds great, Kate =D<3

I really must invest in some more MXE. Really miss the stuff and would keep me well away from the booze too.

Is probably cold out here but is quite warm in me cave. Probably just hangover heat though. Not sunny but also not opened the curtains so might be sunny round the corner. Unlikley to bother opening curtains to find out today though.
 
Open the windows Shammy, let some air in even if you don't want the light in. I have all the (man would say in a downtrodden husband way "fucking windows") the windows open in the whole house lol.

Aye mxe is amazing stuff, though had a few smaller doses mid-week cause I had work the following day and found it a bit dark and very manic. Bleached the kitchen to death. Sleep was an issue and I couldn't take etiz as i have no benzo's. Been tired but in a very good mood haha.

Thumbs up for the Spanish stuff, we did have the other Dutch stuff and it wasn't as half good.

This waiting for spring takes ages doesn't it.

Thought you were "moderating" the booze Sham...tut..tut..tut x
 
kate said:
Thought you were "moderating" the booze Sham...tut..tut..tut x
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So did I, Kate :|

Actually, am not drinking as much as I was. Only been these last two days - and last night was kinda unplanned really. Barely drank any booze at all the previous fortnight. Was feeling a lot better for it too so hopefully have got it out me system. Had no really fundrugs to play with this weekend so ended up with shitey liquid drugs. Could've spent the cash I wasted on booze on a gramme of MXE and still have plenty left, have had far more fun, and still have some left today. False economy this few quid here and there on booze rather than stumping up for Goodies that cost more up front but pay for themselves many times over.
 
Shambles said:
So did I, Kate :|

Actually, am not drinking as much as I was. Only been these last two days - and last night was kinda unplanned really. Barely drank any booze at all the previous fortnight. Was feeling a lot better for it too so hopefully have got it out me system. Had no really fundrugs to play with this weekend so ended up with shitey liquid drugs. Could've spent the cash I wasted on booze on a gramme of MXE and still have plenty left, have had far more fun, and still have some left today. False economy this few quid here and there on booze rather than stumping up for Goodies that cost more up front but pay for themselves many times over.
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Deferred / delayed gratification and impulse control eh :| Bitch of a thing.

You have my sympathies <3 Such traits are so hard to control / make do what you want not what that want kinda thing...know you'll know what I mean.

Baby steps you at least know are pointing you in the right direction, awareness being that first step I suppose. You're doing great, am pleased to see it too A. I'm also slowly dealing with the booze thing and doing better, not great but better. Various strategies work, bit like your mpvee intended one, keep little in and access to more difficult. Even if the outlay is more expensive, its a good strategy.

That co-op of yours is too close ;)

<3

The mxe really nipped my booze etc tendencies in the bud there.
 
Yup. Mexxy is a minor miracle for curbing impulses. Was a godsend the first time I was coming off the tramadol. Helped when the peev was getting way outta hand too. Of course I ended up going through fuckloads of MXE instead but didn't find it hard to stop with it once other urges had faded. Does seem to work wonders for cutting down/cutting out other substances. Puts me in a really positive state of mind too. And is great fun =D

As for the rest of your post? Yup, yup and yup again. Considering how messy I was getting I think I'm doing okay really. Not all the way there but not so far off either. Retraining body and mind away from booze and pointing it towards far nicer and less damaging things is proving a tad trickier than expected - feels rather like one of those oil tankers that have to start turning many miles before they actually do the turning. Hopefully am at least half-turned by now. Plans are planned - mind is freed, arse is yet to follow 8)

<3
 
Shambles said:
....- feels rather like one of those oil tankers that have to start turning many miles before they actually do the turning. Hopefully am at least half-turned by now. Plans are planned - mind is freed, arse is yet to follow 8)

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Haha great way to explain it. I always wondered what driving a juggernaut was like. Obviously we now know! Tricky :\

Thank fuck I don't have much of an arse to park :D

The bleach is calling, I better move on with my sponge scourer. I have spied the back of the taps in need of a cleaning to an inch of their shiny lives...

Big hugs to you <3 dead proud of you x
 
agreed on the curbing impulse thing, helped me stop meph and concentrate on healthy eating, releaved some dark times i was in, went through a bad rut, kinda brung me out and felt almost re-born, didnt think it had the potential to do anything like that until me and my friend did quite a few 40mg lines over the evening and ended up getting twisted, very wild trippy twisted amazing magical stuff. was kinda like that glorious revelation kinda unlocking feeling after a dmt trip or something. love the afterglows off mxe
 
Hi all.

I was just pondering.. if G.Ps start pulling people off Tramadol and the Government pulls Etizolam theres going to be bedlam if its at the same time.
 
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