Just snorted 100mg bk-MBDB and gave myself an IM injection of 100mg bk-MBDB+5mg 3-meo-pcp.
bk-MBDB is a lot like MDMA, at least from my last experience with it.
I was looking through a list of adult websites - A combination of drug, porn, gambling, and other adult websites (electronic cigarettes, tobacco, and alcohol websites - boring drugs. There was one that said it had a lot of CP and more. I thought CP meant synthetic cannabanoids of the CP ##,### types. I clicked on it and then I saw that it was a child porn site - there was an image of a little boy like 4 years old being sexually abused by several grown men, one of the guys had his dick in a little boys mouth - he looked like he was 4 or 5 years old. It made me have an out of body experience and I felt like I was watching my body from the outside like a robot - it was terror extreme in my head when I saw the horrible image. It freaked me out bad - I thought it was a drug website when I clicked it but what I saw was shocking! I could not believe what the fuck I saw! It did not have any warning at all that it was pedophile shit - I feel disgusted at what I saw and I am ashamed! God Damned perverts! There was no mention that it was what it was porn! Never click on anything that says CP because you can never erase it from your mind!
Should I send an anonymous email to the pigs about what I found??!!! I don't know what to do. I hope it was not real. I hope it was just a disturbing hallucination and that it was not real! Now I am a fucking pedophile! A fucking pervert! I can't comprehend it! I am nothing but filthy scum trash! Sick and filthy trash! I did not want to see that! Did it really happen or was I just hallucinating it? Now I am a fucking freak! Why would anyone do such a terrible thing and whine did they not make it clear that it was porn and not drugs?? There was lots of drugs shit websites in thin than list - I think they put it there on pumice just to make unsuspecting peoples click on it - none of the other shit had shit on its like that fucking pate had!
Now I am freaked out - what if the fucking pigs track me down? No way in Hell I'd would ever do that again! I hope those bastards did what they get did they fucking deserve and that kid murders them for it as they should - I cold not believe that shit in is in out in the open internet like that - a warning to you all been better take heed and never click on anything that says CP. I know it in that the tor network but not something I'd would ever think would be on an open page like that on the normal internet that everyone can see it. I hope those bastards gets what they have coming on the way to them. They can burn in Hell for it for all that I care! Those scumbags should die as they deserve! Why such is a list like that including a perverted thing like that? Makes ,me want to vomit - lousy human filth like them.
What the fuck?!! Maybe it was just really only a hallucination though, as I am whacked out of my head and it made me like a spirit watching my robot body doing things without a mind in it when I saw that filthy shit! I hope that victim gets justice for what they did. The experience from it I had was very bizarre - perhaps I dissociated from seeing it due to being high on 3-meo-pcp when I saw it(still under its influence now). Very strange what happened. I hope that pore child is not still vetting fucked by those perverts! Very disturbing!