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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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Vaya said:
Thanks. I got sack-tapped by one of the guards for no reason, then told to get off the floor where I fell to, to "...stop sniffing my balls, maggot, unless you wanna clean my boots while you're down there."
Then they let one of the K9s loose, joking that he would choose whomever looked tastiest. I have a deep wound on my leg from the dog bite I incurred.
Then they wouldn't bother confirming my medications with the pharmacy and I was having panic attacks the whole weekend, but no one cared.
I had to pee in a cup and I have what's colloquially
Then they fucked up my paperwork and instead of serving 15 weekends I may have to do the remainder of my time straight, for reasons they were unable - or unwilling - to explain to me.
I also could have kept my job if my lawyer had pursued every other weekend in jail instead of 15 consecutive weekends. But I found that out too late.
They also didn't put me in the DUI building; I'm on Unit 12, C Block, Bunk 5. It's horrible conditions. I go back Friday for my 2nd weekend.
IDK. Thanks for letting me vent.

~ V
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Wow, that's harsh.
I hope you don't get pushed into serving your time all at once..
The prison system over there must be mental.
I really do hope it gets easier for you in there.
Stay strong, don't show weakness & remember that this is only one fuck up - it will get better
 
Awake.

And seeing as its 3:22 AM and I need to be up at 6:45 AM for work...that's not cool.
 
^Me too. I put together a beef stew in the slow cooker before heading out this morning and now my apartment smells amazing. I'm gonna nom the fuck outta that stew =D

Also, happy :)
 
I wasn't hungry till I read that Spork, now my stomach's growling like mad! Couldn't be arsed cooking earlier, I was still full from a massive bowl of chili pasta I had for a late lunch at work. Beef stew made with really cheap, tasty cuts like shin that go all soft, and melty and gelatinous with suet dumplings on top FTW! *licksface* Do you guys do dumplings? I dunno if biscuits or whatever you guys have are quite the same?

Me, I'm sleepy, it's only just 11pm here too. I think the insomnia might finally be on its way out, been doing pretty well these past few weeks. :)
 
Frustrated.

The gym states they "lost" my cancellation and they won't refund my $500+ til I give them my copy of my originally terminated membership. I'm getting my lawyer cause this is BS. They withdrew money from my account after I signed a contract for them to stop it. And now they can't find my cancellation.
 
serene

I'm in a good place right now. I never thought I could feel this way while clean. school is going well, parents and I aren't fighting, my girl loves me, but most importantly: I love Me.

edit: the sky over the arch looks like orange and indigo ocean waves. so beautiful.
 
Serotonin101 said:
serene

I'm in a good place right now. I never thought I could feel this way while clean. school is going well, parents and I aren't fighting, my girl loves me, but most importantly: I love Me.
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This makes me smile :)

One day I hope to be where you are and have the ability to say that and mean it. Truly inspired.
 
You'll get there Heather. Little changes will keep adding up. Change one self-defeating thought at a time.<3
 
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