LotsOfMolly
Greenlighter
(MDMA, I think, 500mg~) Caught Off Guard
Sorry if this is too long of a read, but I'd really appreciate it if someone took the time to read it because I STILL don't know what the fuck we took on this terrible night. and I just don't know any other way to explain what happened in a shorter version haha.
Age: 16
Body Weight: 123 pounds
SATURDAY NIGHT, 10:00pm: Me and two other friends (I will address as M & P) went and picked up 9 grams of weed after I got off work. We went back to P's house at which someone was supposed to show up with really good molly. When he arrived with two of his other friends, I asked him if he knew what was in it and he said it was pure MDMA. I've rolled about 15 times since I first stumbled upon MDMA back in June, and have come across MDMA that looked similar to what he was selling, so I bought a .8 for 80$, and my friend M buys .2 for 20$. We had no scale of our own, so we just eyeballed our doses and parachuted them. He took his .2 and I took what I thought was .1. I also gave my friend P .1~ in a parachute. We rolled a couple jays and went outside to smoke.
SUNDAY MORNING, 1:00am:I have a tolerance for MDMA and drugs in general, so when the initial effects came on and felt different than 'rolling" per say, I figured I just needed to take more. We go back inside and I take another .1 in a parachute, folled by another about 30 minutes after. We roll a blunt, 3 joints, a cross joint, and pack a bubbler and go outside to smoke
. I was feeling fantastic I have to say! I was getting intense euphoric body rushes that I like to call "chills". I didn't really think of it at the time, but the feeling was not what I would call "rolling" or would really accompany with MDMA. We were having really in depth, intelligent, openly accepting conversations. We go back inside and continue to talk about our views on life, random shit, etc.
3:00am: I take another .1 dose, and give M & P another .1 each. So I was down to about 3mg~. We went outside and smoked another jay or two. I couldn't help but notice my perception was completely fucked up. I couldn't read my phone at the normal distance I read it from, my hands looked smaller too. It was like some weird ass magnifying glasses had been put in front of my vision. My friend M went inside to get on the computer while me and P stayed outside for a cig. I was staring at the cars in the parking lot when all of a sudden I VIVIDLY see several people getting out of their cars. I looked over and said to my friend P "What are these people doing here at 4:30 in the fucking morning haha?" We both turn and look and there's no one anywhere in sight. I was a little wierded out, but I'm pretty sure I just said "oh haha I'm just seeing shit" and went inside. I chatted with M for a couple hours while P stayed outside talking on the phone, not to my surprise. We all noticed how much more energy we had than on other MDMA we had done. The entire time we're all experiencing heavy waves of body euphoria. One big difference I noticed was that whatever this was, compared to MDMA I have had before, didn't make me all giddy and geeked out like usual. I FELT like I was having a good time, but I started to notice we were all pretty serious throughout the night. I mean, we laughed and what not, but it just wasn't that MDMA feel, you know?
7:00am: I have .3 left and I asked M & P if they'd like to split it with me. They rejected my offer as they were too exhausted and worn out from all the talking we had been doing, and the drug itself of course haha. Anyway, I say fuck it and parachute .2 and hop on the PS3, as I figured I was already too jacked up to go to sleep anyway. Boy, what an irreversible mistake. I've done about 25 different drugs and NONE OF THEM compare to what happened next.
I'm sitting on the couch looking and my hands, and start to realize how small they look to me. I guess this triggered something in my brain as the drug kicked in, because I truly realized how fucked up I was.
All of a sudden I just come out of my body and float towards the TV, everything around me looking blurred as fuck. It was such an intense OBE. This startled the fuck out of me and I quickly returned to my body in about 3 seconds. I quickly realized something was not right and that I was about to start tripping nuts 8(. I looked over at the PS3 games that were stacked on the shelf and the titles were replaced by number sequences that were constantly changing. I looked over to the wall and saw cube-like patterns spinning all over it. After that I was getting tracers from hell, so I hoped on the computer and instantly started researching to find out what the fuck I had taken, if I had overdosed, basically just panicking and fearing for my life. I kept seeing things out the corners of my eyes like shadow figures, that would disappear once I looked over at them. I give up and close the computer as too not worry myself, as I knew I'd just have to sit back and accept it. 8)
11:00am: Jesus! What a long 4 hours it was! I finally came down, or so I was sadly mistaken to think, around the time M & P woke up to take M and I home. I was telling them about my experience and they thought I had just taken too much. I tried to convince them that it probably wasn't MDMA, but they were too drained and tired to really care or pay attention at the time.
12:00pm: We arrive back at M's house. I went to the guest room which has a bunk bed, and hoped up on the top bunk. I can't really remember, I may have fallen asleep for a short period of time and woken up, or just stayed awake, it's kind of a blur. However, things got worse, very, very much so. (As I was typing this I just realized I hallucinated that it was dark outside, and actually watched the lighting change as the sun rose, as there was a window to my left) I look up at the ceiling where a chinese lamp-shade like thing hangs down, with a 6 pointed star on the bottom if it. When I first noticed it, there was no shadow, which soon changed as the shadow came up from the floor and filled in where it was supposed to be.
I look over at a really trippy tye-dye painting on the wall, which soon began to morph into vivid colors which leaked off the portrait. I noticed a fox in the painting after staring into it for a while. I stared at the foxes eyes which were tripping me the fuck out. Eventually, I saw 5 foxes standing together in robes, and came to the conclusion they were demonic forces trying to get me to stare at them and put their evil ways into me. I said "The power of christ compells you!" The portrait stopped morphing and went back to its normal state, but I can still see one of the foxes in the picture. Later on, I even pointed it out to my friend who owned the picture who commented "wow I haven't noticed that before." I've done this on 2 other occasions with the tapestry that hangs in my room, finding things subliminally painted into it I do not notice when sober.
3:00pm: Anyway, so back to the bunk bed. I'm now staring at the ceiling, which is waving like a shook quilt. Then, a 3 denominational silver-metallic looking bottle comes out of the ceiling. I blinked and it went away. I took a sip out of my water bottle since it kind of reminded me to, only to see the most frightening hallucination of my life. As I would turn the bottle, I could see images in the water, much like a crystal ball effect. I saw myself looking into the water bottle with the grim reaper holding a scythe in front of me. I was not really scared at the time, as I was too fucked up to be, but looking back on it now, I don't even like thinking about it or typing about it. The next image I see in the water is a third person view of me fucking this girl I know. I couldn't help but laugh at this because I knew it was created out of my own mind and was not real. I looked into this water bottle for probably an hour. I'd set it down, pick it back up, and still see the same couple of hallucinations over and over again. I held the water bottle up to the side of my bunk bed and saw a cockroach crawl up and look at me through it. I moved the bottle to see if it was really there, and it had vanished. This is when I said enough is enough, fuck that water bottle, and decided to go outside in a more peaceful environment.
5:00pm: My pupils are STILL dilated
. I smoke a cig outside and notice several small, yet annoying visual hallucinations, which soon go away once I get a good look at what they really are.
SUNDAY NIGHT, 6:00pm: Pupils finally went back to normal. I noticed if I stared at something long enough it would morph a little. At this point hoping I don't develop some sort of HPPD, because as you all should know, I was not expecting this hellish ride.
MONDAY MORNING: Noticed in my first block class a few peripheral visuals, such as the white board looking rainbow-ish if I looked beside it instead of directly towards it. A few small burst of body tingling/euphoria/chills throughout the day.
MONDAY NIGHT, 6:15..
OVERVIEW: The trip took place almost 48 hours ago. I noticed throughout the day, although they've subsided mostly, peripheral hallucinations. I've also felt small burst of chills and euphoric rushes in my legs and top of my head. It's been a few hours since the last hallucination, I think that shit finally went away, but whenever I stand up after sitting down for long periods of time, I get this head rush and feel like I'm going to pass out, plus I have random throbbing headaches at the base of my skull/top of neck. I hope I didn't do any damage to myself, I think I'm in the clear though and just worrying myself silly haha.
I've NEVER had such vivid hallucinations from pure MDMA before, although I know they aren't unheard of.
Perhaps it had MDA in it or was laced? Or the MDMA converted into MDA when it metabolized in the body?
OR MAYBE IT WAS JUST SOME FUCKING FIRE ASS MOLLY?!
THANKS, HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE READ :D
P.S. Pray for me
Sorry if this is too long of a read, but I'd really appreciate it if someone took the time to read it because I STILL don't know what the fuck we took on this terrible night. and I just don't know any other way to explain what happened in a shorter version haha.
Age: 16
Body Weight: 123 pounds
SATURDAY NIGHT, 10:00pm: Me and two other friends (I will address as M & P) went and picked up 9 grams of weed after I got off work. We went back to P's house at which someone was supposed to show up with really good molly. When he arrived with two of his other friends, I asked him if he knew what was in it and he said it was pure MDMA. I've rolled about 15 times since I first stumbled upon MDMA back in June, and have come across MDMA that looked similar to what he was selling, so I bought a .8 for 80$, and my friend M buys .2 for 20$. We had no scale of our own, so we just eyeballed our doses and parachuted them. He took his .2 and I took what I thought was .1. I also gave my friend P .1~ in a parachute. We rolled a couple jays and went outside to smoke.
SUNDAY MORNING, 1:00am:I have a tolerance for MDMA and drugs in general, so when the initial effects came on and felt different than 'rolling" per say, I figured I just needed to take more. We go back inside and I take another .1 in a parachute, folled by another about 30 minutes after. We roll a blunt, 3 joints, a cross joint, and pack a bubbler and go outside to smoke
. I was feeling fantastic I have to say! I was getting intense euphoric body rushes that I like to call "chills". I didn't really think of it at the time, but the feeling was not what I would call "rolling" or would really accompany with MDMA. We were having really in depth, intelligent, openly accepting conversations. We go back inside and continue to talk about our views on life, random shit, etc. 3:00am: I take another .1 dose, and give M & P another .1 each. So I was down to about 3mg~. We went outside and smoked another jay or two. I couldn't help but notice my perception was completely fucked up. I couldn't read my phone at the normal distance I read it from, my hands looked smaller too. It was like some weird ass magnifying glasses had been put in front of my vision. My friend M went inside to get on the computer while me and P stayed outside for a cig. I was staring at the cars in the parking lot when all of a sudden I VIVIDLY see several people getting out of their cars. I looked over and said to my friend P "What are these people doing here at 4:30 in the fucking morning haha?" We both turn and look and there's no one anywhere in sight. I was a little wierded out, but I'm pretty sure I just said "oh haha I'm just seeing shit" and went inside. I chatted with M for a couple hours while P stayed outside talking on the phone, not to my surprise. We all noticed how much more energy we had than on other MDMA we had done. The entire time we're all experiencing heavy waves of body euphoria. One big difference I noticed was that whatever this was, compared to MDMA I have had before, didn't make me all giddy and geeked out like usual. I FELT like I was having a good time, but I started to notice we were all pretty serious throughout the night. I mean, we laughed and what not, but it just wasn't that MDMA feel, you know?
7:00am: I have .3 left and I asked M & P if they'd like to split it with me. They rejected my offer as they were too exhausted and worn out from all the talking we had been doing, and the drug itself of course haha. Anyway, I say fuck it and parachute .2 and hop on the PS3, as I figured I was already too jacked up to go to sleep anyway. Boy, what an irreversible mistake. I've done about 25 different drugs and NONE OF THEM compare to what happened next.
I'm sitting on the couch looking and my hands, and start to realize how small they look to me. I guess this triggered something in my brain as the drug kicked in, because I truly realized how fucked up I was.
All of a sudden I just come out of my body and float towards the TV, everything around me looking blurred as fuck. It was such an intense OBE. This startled the fuck out of me and I quickly returned to my body in about 3 seconds. I quickly realized something was not right and that I was about to start tripping nuts 8(. I looked over at the PS3 games that were stacked on the shelf and the titles were replaced by number sequences that were constantly changing. I looked over to the wall and saw cube-like patterns spinning all over it. After that I was getting tracers from hell, so I hoped on the computer and instantly started researching to find out what the fuck I had taken, if I had overdosed, basically just panicking and fearing for my life. I kept seeing things out the corners of my eyes like shadow figures, that would disappear once I looked over at them. I give up and close the computer as too not worry myself, as I knew I'd just have to sit back and accept it. 8)11:00am: Jesus! What a long 4 hours it was! I finally came down, or so I was sadly mistaken to think, around the time M & P woke up to take M and I home. I was telling them about my experience and they thought I had just taken too much. I tried to convince them that it probably wasn't MDMA, but they were too drained and tired to really care or pay attention at the time.
12:00pm: We arrive back at M's house. I went to the guest room which has a bunk bed, and hoped up on the top bunk. I can't really remember, I may have fallen asleep for a short period of time and woken up, or just stayed awake, it's kind of a blur. However, things got worse, very, very much so. (As I was typing this I just realized I hallucinated that it was dark outside, and actually watched the lighting change as the sun rose, as there was a window to my left) I look up at the ceiling where a chinese lamp-shade like thing hangs down, with a 6 pointed star on the bottom if it. When I first noticed it, there was no shadow, which soon changed as the shadow came up from the floor and filled in where it was supposed to be.
I look over at a really trippy tye-dye painting on the wall, which soon began to morph into vivid colors which leaked off the portrait. I noticed a fox in the painting after staring into it for a while. I stared at the foxes eyes which were tripping me the fuck out. Eventually, I saw 5 foxes standing together in robes, and came to the conclusion they were demonic forces trying to get me to stare at them and put their evil ways into me. I said "The power of christ compells you!" The portrait stopped morphing and went back to its normal state, but I can still see one of the foxes in the picture. Later on, I even pointed it out to my friend who owned the picture who commented "wow I haven't noticed that before." I've done this on 2 other occasions with the tapestry that hangs in my room, finding things subliminally painted into it I do not notice when sober.
3:00pm: Anyway, so back to the bunk bed. I'm now staring at the ceiling, which is waving like a shook quilt. Then, a 3 denominational silver-metallic looking bottle comes out of the ceiling. I blinked and it went away. I took a sip out of my water bottle since it kind of reminded me to, only to see the most frightening hallucination of my life. As I would turn the bottle, I could see images in the water, much like a crystal ball effect. I saw myself looking into the water bottle with the grim reaper holding a scythe in front of me. I was not really scared at the time, as I was too fucked up to be, but looking back on it now, I don't even like thinking about it or typing about it. The next image I see in the water is a third person view of me fucking this girl I know. I couldn't help but laugh at this because I knew it was created out of my own mind and was not real. I looked into this water bottle for probably an hour. I'd set it down, pick it back up, and still see the same couple of hallucinations over and over again. I held the water bottle up to the side of my bunk bed and saw a cockroach crawl up and look at me through it. I moved the bottle to see if it was really there, and it had vanished. This is when I said enough is enough, fuck that water bottle, and decided to go outside in a more peaceful environment.
5:00pm: My pupils are STILL dilated
. I smoke a cig outside and notice several small, yet annoying visual hallucinations, which soon go away once I get a good look at what they really are. SUNDAY NIGHT, 6:00pm: Pupils finally went back to normal. I noticed if I stared at something long enough it would morph a little. At this point hoping I don't develop some sort of HPPD, because as you all should know, I was not expecting this hellish ride.
MONDAY MORNING: Noticed in my first block class a few peripheral visuals, such as the white board looking rainbow-ish if I looked beside it instead of directly towards it. A few small burst of body tingling/euphoria/chills throughout the day.
MONDAY NIGHT, 6:15..
OVERVIEW: The trip took place almost 48 hours ago. I noticed throughout the day, although they've subsided mostly, peripheral hallucinations. I've also felt small burst of chills and euphoric rushes in my legs and top of my head. It's been a few hours since the last hallucination, I think that shit finally went away, but whenever I stand up after sitting down for long periods of time, I get this head rush and feel like I'm going to pass out, plus I have random throbbing headaches at the base of my skull/top of neck. I hope I didn't do any damage to myself, I think I'm in the clear though and just worrying myself silly haha.
I've NEVER had such vivid hallucinations from pure MDMA before, although I know they aren't unheard of.
Perhaps it had MDA in it or was laced? Or the MDMA converted into MDA when it metabolized in the body?
OR MAYBE IT WAS JUST SOME FUCKING FIRE ASS MOLLY?!
THANKS, HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE READ :D
P.S. Pray for me
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