Alot of the time I find it very hard to maintain an interest in life without the aid of some sort of drug. Intoxication is something that has to be accomplished in order for me to get on with whatever it is that i have to do and even the things i genuinely enjoy doing have become secondary to getting high. Im not saying that all I want to do with myself is get high and sit around all day, that couldnt be further from the truth. Its just that after a certain period of being sober, even if Im enjoying what Im doing, I will begin to feel uneasy and anxious about not being intoxicated. I just dont feel right when Im sober and would rather have that increased interest in life and that extra spark of creativity that comes with being stoned.
Although I enjoy the stoned headspace, I really do not like the physical effects that come along with it and find that the sluggishness that weed produces actually hinders me from doing the tasks that getting stoned gives me the motivation to do.
Does anyone have any tips for me on how to maintian yourself as a daily smoker and still have the energy to function normally?
I know a huge factor in the past has been dose and Ive found a few hits out of a one hitter or a tiny joint is good to get myself going, but the inevitable burnout still comes on all too quickly and I soon become useless again.
Although I enjoy the stoned headspace, I really do not like the physical effects that come along with it and find that the sluggishness that weed produces actually hinders me from doing the tasks that getting stoned gives me the motivation to do.
Does anyone have any tips for me on how to maintian yourself as a daily smoker and still have the energy to function normally?
I know a huge factor in the past has been dose and Ive found a few hits out of a one hitter or a tiny joint is good to get myself going, but the inevitable burnout still comes on all too quickly and I soon become useless again.
