MDPV Megathread 8: The Girl Who Chased The Dragon's Tail

[Bluebell]

Have you read this thread, just dont do it!!

Oh yeh and some poor girl is 36kgs due to taking not eating whatever! I really would give it a miss if I was you, thats the best harm reduction advise I can give....

 

[acieed_ed]

fucking bubbles in pee...and renal imaginary problems


PARANOIA...NOTHING MORE

100000 WORD SELF OBSESSED POSTS.

stop.taking.mdpv

result=reversal of self obsessive destructive self defeating circular lifestyle. <sum true shit

worrying about nothing i wud lay $$$

ur not the drug pioneer u think

get a lft
liver function test

 

[MDPV_Psychosis]

fucking bubbles in pee...and renal imaginary problems


PARANOIA...NOTHING MORE

100000 WORD SELF OBSESSED POSTS.

stop.taking.mdpv

result=reversal of self obsessive destructive self defeating circular lifestyle. <sum true shit

worrying about nothing i wud lay $$$

ur not the drug pioneer u think

get a lft
liver function test

Self obsessed posts huh?

You sure seem fairly... knowledgeable. Glad you got here in time to point out a few things that are painfully obvious to just about everyone here. So obvious, in fact, that I had already mentioned the fact that this was all very likely just paranoia and nothing more.

I cant speak for everyone here but I'm pretty sure most of us don't consider ourselves pv pioneers. I, for one, will be the first to admit I am simply an addict with a heavy addiction to mdpv. Obviously I should quit. Obviously the problems I am experiencing would undoubtedly begin to improve if not disappear altogether. Duh. Thanks for rubbing it in. Addiction and its "cure" is only simple to an outsider looking in. If you've ever been here, where I am at in my life/addiction, then you would see that the answer is far far more complicated than "stop.taking.mdpv"

I also clearly stated that I was experiencing other, more troubling personal symptoms beyond bubbles in my urine that I have not disclosed. I'm not wasting my time explaining to someone who so quickly discredits everything I had to say as self obsessed paranoia simply because they didn't bother reading closely enough the first time around.

 

[acieed_ed]

hey mdpv phychosis

i reacted strongly to your post cos i have been where you are years ago with very heavy and out of control stimulant abuse/addiction.
my reaction was really more to with frustration on my part seeing simulat problems affect somone else and them struggling sorry if it care accross a bit raw.
listen my own self obsessed thoughts an emotions have mirrored your own many times
and quitting mdpv is the ONLY solution or sane way foward it sounds ridicolous but why keep putting ur hand in fire and gettinf burned.
continued mdpv abuse will only lead to more suffering..mental health problems possibly jails destitution and even death. well i went through the first 3/4 of those symtoms.
like auschwitz
NEVER AGAIN

stop.taking.mdpv

it will work like a charm im telling you.


gud luck

 

[QuasiStoned]

I'll be the first to admit that I'm probably being paranoid about my renal symptoms, and I'm not even on mdpv (or anything for that matter). I have a tendency to worry.

I know I didn't imagine all the dark orange and brown pee when I was going on mdpv binges so I think it's a safe bet I beat the shit outta my liver and kidneys. One can only hope it was reversible.

MDPV Psychosis if you'd like feel free to pm me if you want to discuss your other symptoms. I'd be happy to lend an ear.

Do what you can to cut down, I know you've been using forever and I can't fathom how difficult it is to stop. The closest comparison I have is a 3 gram apvp binge that lasted about a week or so and when I ran out, I was like a child on a temper tantrum. Mentally it put me through the ringer and even worse so physically. I still remember the painful blisters on my feet and how my body felt like it was going haywire. Ugh. Also skin sores. Can't forget them pv skin sores I love so much.

I fucked up when I decided to grab another 500 mg of apvp. I'm fucking scared for when it comes on Wednesday, I've been having dreams about vaping apvp. It's an addiction on a very deep level, I can stay away for months but I long to return for just a few days.

To the dude asking "Should I buyz mdpv?" Did you even read the post above you? Christ.

 

[Anatrica]

The most scary part is if your storyes were true, i would rather pretend you were mad. I would rather be crazy with MDPV than crazy without it. And I would rather it just happened to me than to all other people too. So this is our fu'cked up world then?

It's all logical though. If gravity wants a lamp to fall down it will. So will I if i want.
Now I'm gonna vape some MDPV so i can finally get some sleep...

lol..lol..

And this is all bullshit, just a factum that our brains are racing on overgear, thinking too much nor too little.

 

[Morkin]

To the dude asking "Should I buyz mdpv?" Did you even read the post above you? Christ.

Yes, I've read a fair few pages on the thread & still cannot find anyone doing this orally.

I've had my own addictions & I'm sorry for those of you who are struggling.

But I also have a strong curiosity. I can handle a gel-cap with the right dose.

Cheers.

 

[FlippingTop]

I can handle a gel-cap with the right dose.

that is just the thing, you think you can control it but you won't be able to.

Oral dosing will switch to sniffed dosing.

Sniffed to smoked, and then you will have something dirt cheap that you can order off the internet legally with the rush of crack...

 

[Morkin]

Fair enough. I must say that from the wide number of RCs currently available to me (& some of which I have purchased & enjoyed many times - note my introductory post), MDPV seems to have created some of the craziest threads (or should I say, craziest situations for people). I'll probably spend my $$$ else-where, but can't help but want to keep on eye on this one.

 

[Anatrica]

I'm 36 kg because i have anorexia, not because of MDPV. This started in 2006, my PV use in 2011. And it's not completly anyones fault but me... I don't want to get fat, i look horrible in a fat suite... And i don't have a working refridge or freezer, nor an owen, just cookig plates, and i find it uttrly HARD to start eating when i can't cook. I'm also too poor to buy a bigger place so i can have all those things, i'm "too thin" and starved to work they say, which makes me belive that. But how should i live when i can't do this or that because of rhis or that and i don't get any help? Are people just wanting me to die?

MDPV isn't dangerous until we/they can proove someone died from it. Inthat case everything is dangerous! You can die now, you can get killed by eating a pea. Food poisoning, absolutley EVERYTHING can be deadly.

But i don't care, can't stop living right?

I would rather be affraid of that old greasy food in your garbage than some nice looking white powder.
That's also harm reduction

i don't give a fuck about it right now....

So

 

[i against i]

there are quite a few MDPV related deaths...just read what you wrote it's nonsense, no one wants you to die. a drug doesn't have to kill you to be dangerous, many many drugs can and will strip you of you mental and physical health, your job, your quality of life. everything can be deadly, but some are (much) more deadly than others. there are a few things you can cook on a hotplate, all kinds of eggs, boiled veg, pasta, rice, chilli, all kinds of meat. can't you scrap together £50 for a cheap as shit fridge?

 

[MDPV_Psychosis]

Acieed_ed

My apologies. I think I over reacted to tone and wordage of your post. I was sleep deprived and a bit short probably from coming down from mdpv. My response was overly defensive and I feel it was uncalled for now after some rest.

Your just hit a nerve. A very painful one. I am an addict. The painful truth is that I should just stop but I just can't seem to convince myself to. I've been fighting this battle with myself for some 15 years and i let the fucking drugs win almost everytime

 

[acieed_ed]

@mdpvpsychosis

please dont apologise i was sleep deprived and close to being on my last nerve myself when i wrote the original post. i immediately felt bad and regretted my blunt tone the next day when i read your post.the last thing i wanted to do was put more pressure on you.
i am glad you replied tonight as it was playing on my mind a bit at how i came across to you.
currently my two best pals are taking mdpv and are in different levels of difficulty from bad to severe probs
thats where im coming from.i dont have the answers about stopping either standard ways i imagine.
but i recall when mdpv was legal to buy in headshops i kept a bullet snorting device full of it beside my bed.i remember redosing and redosing even after my heart felt it was going to explode and my senses were so heightened and on edge i was a nervous wreck jumping at evrry slight sound.and paranoia.
i never want to feel like that again.and i never will.

 

[QuasiStoned]

Anatrica it kind of pisses me off that you would suggest mdpv is not dangerous. As mentioned, there have been documented deaths associated with it.

And Morkin, it sounds to me like your curious nature will almost certainly lead to different routes of administration. It did for me :/

 

[Dr_Robotnik]

I don't even know why but there's something with this drug that interests me. Pity they don't sell 100mg bags. I'm not fancying the inevitable psychosis/weight loss or sectioning off buying a gram.

 

[Anatrica]

Read yourself "i against i". Most people who turn to drugs do it to ease the pain from something alredy wrong, or have problems.. So MDPV and all other drugs will either stimulate all your feelings, or turn off your feelings and make you flat. And PV can make you both crazy, evil, good, nice, happy and scared, so will eating sugar, so will being in love.

So it's possible to get help from drugs too. And we don't know what MDPV can do, so someone has to be the first, maybe it will be great in the end?

If i had used amphetamine every single day the way i do with MDPV i would be far worse, and MDMA i would be dead (maybe)

Yes, it was indeed stupid to ask where yo buy PV when one can't link here, or even want to try it when reading.

I have a shit fridge. I don't need another one. I have to use like 500 to 1000 dollars on a great one. And i don't want to use money on that now. I'm looking for a new place, so i want to wait.And i don't want to eat so why? Lol...

Look how much rambeling i can write even though i have had 1000 + calories and slept 10 hours last night. I was out partying with alcohol you see. Didn't touch mdpv.

 

[Dr_Robotnik]

I don't know what your rambling about. What I mean is reading this thread is like all the reasons to ever put anyone off "PV", your posts especially. There's just something strangely luring about it. I've done it, it was shit. Paranoid, anxious and not what I'd call a good time. There have been some unbelievable stories have come from it though.

Long lasting stims are bad news though. Just by reading this thread you can tell. Tragic really.

 

[Morkin]

And Morkin, it sounds to me like your curious nature will almost certainly lead to different routes of administration. It did for me :/

Nah, I've snorted enough things (2-CB, 5-MEO-DIPT) to know that I loathe the sensation & the drip. I also hate needles & only did intramuscular K with a friend prodding me. Rectal admin sounds very hit and miss (& potentially messy). I like to ensure an empty stomach, a careful scale and a nice little gel-cap.

i will probably end up having a MDPV meal within a few weeks, once my order comes through & will write up a trip report, like I do with everything else.

 

[i against i]

Read yourself "i against i". Most people who turn to drugs do it to ease the pain from something alredy wrong, or have problems.. So MDPV and all other drugs will either stimulate all your feelings, or turn off your feelings and make you flat. And PV can make you both crazy, evil, good, nice, happy and scared, so will eating sugar, so will being in love.

So it's possible to get help from drugs too. And we don't know what MDPV can do, so someone has to be the first, maybe it will be great in the end?

If i had used amphetamine every single day the way i do with MDPV i would be far worse, and MDMA i would be dead (maybe)

Yes, it was indeed stupid to ask where yo buy PV when one can't link here, or even want to try it when reading.

I have a shit fridge. I don't need another one. I have to use like 500 to 1000 dollars on a great one. And i don't want to use money on that now. I'm looking for a new place, so i want to wait.And i don't want to eat so why? Lol...

Look how much rambeling i can write even though i have had 1000 + calories and slept 10 hours last night. I was out partying with alcohol you see. Didn't touch mdpv.

i have my own demons, i don't need a lecture on why people use drugs, but thanks anyway.

don't you think it would be much more beneficial in the long term for you to address the issues that you have in a more productive manner? self-medication with drugs very rarely (if ever) leads to a long term improvement in an individuals well-being. i have seen it time and again, it just leads to a deterioration in the situation with the individual becoming more unstable and addicted. you would be much better off turning your attention to yourself by eating and sleeping right, getting enough exercise, and maybe talking to your doctor about your anorexia and any other problems you may have.

 

[QuasiStoned]

Anatrica's posts have me consistently shaking my head in confusion. Your posts are the most scattered messes I've ever come across on Bluelight, and believe me, that's saying something right there.

On to the topic of using drugs to cover ones problems (in this my own) - MDPV specifically left me so much worse off than I was before. You HAVE TO COMEDOWN SOMEDAY. You just can't keep flying along like that, you'll eventually end up dead or a headcase. I was at least smart enough to never binge on more than a gram or so mdpv at a time. The comedown after a week long binge taught me a fucking lesson, anyone who has been at it for months and years in really in for it bad.