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Hurting24/7

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Hello everyone. I am stage 4 hep C with some cirrhosis and ache in my joints and back so badly each day I can barely even get out of bed. This and not having a job, insurance or a source of pain relief I am depressed and spend too much time crying! Everyone fears I'll commit suicide but think with proper meds I'll at least have some happiness and motivation to have a somewhat functional life before this thing gets the best of me. My family will gladly assist me with the purchasing of pain meds but cannot afford to take me to all these doctors and pay them to do nothing for me other than diagnose. I could take the chemo if I make it into a test trial. But they won't put me on list while depressed. Have fallen and broke my hand in 3 places and the doctors at ER gave me a script for motrin.
As things are my life really sucks butwhen got pain med i'm energetic and function pretty well.
Hurting24/7
 
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I am terribly sorry you are hurting. Unfortunately, there is NO sourcing allowed on this website. That means none of us can tell you where to go to get any sort of drugs. At all.

Go see a doctor. Sorry we can't help you.

Someone should close this thread ASAP.
 
Welcome Hurting. I'm sorry that you're in so much pain. What you're going through does indeed sound horrible. :(

As gwen said though, we do not allow sourcing on Bluelight. I suggest that you visit the Pain Management Mega Thread in Other Drugs and also The Dark Side. There are people here that are compassionate and understanding of what you're going through and can offer some support. Just remember to read each forum's set of guidelines before posting.

I wish you all the best and please feel free to ask if you have any questions about Bluelight. <3
 
Hurting24/7 said:
Hello everyone. I am stage 4 hep C... Everyone fears I'll commit suicide but think with proper meds I'll at least have some happiness and motivation to have a somewhat functional life before this thing gets the best of me.
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such a great attitude, hope you are well.. uh, Hurting24/7 :\
 
Do you have insurance?
You should get on tx.

Fake that you aren't depressed if thats what it takes to get treated. You don't want to go of liver failure. I treated a couple years ago and am free of HCV, and i hear now they have even higher response rates w/ new drugs.

Also,how old r u?
 
Sounds like a shitty situation. I hope your troubles improve and things start to look up for you.

Welcome to bluelight!
 
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