I read the forum rules etc and I hope and assume that this thread is in the right place/alright to post.
So, on new years eve, two friends and I decided to get pills for the first time in about 3 months (mentioning this to show that I shouldn't have a tolerance). Called a dealer friend, he said he had no pills but his friend had mdma, so I told him to get me a gram. When I purchased the gram off him later that evening, he told me to make sure to crush up the crystals finely as it was "black mdma" (although it just looked normal, very light brown/off-white colour) and apparently very potent. I had never heard of black mdma before and passed it off as dealer marketing bullshit, but we crushed up the crystals nice and small anyway, as it should hit us quicker that way.
Before leaving my friend's apartment, we split the gram into 3, one friend bombed about 200mg and snorted the rest, whereas the other friend and I made a small bomb and a big bomb each, eating the big bombs and saving the smaller ones to top us up later. So we went down to this dubstep event and just chilled in the smoking area waiting to come up. We waited. And waited. And waited. After about an hour we took the smaller bombs and waited some more. We were all fairly pissed off, I felt nothing, the friend who snorted some of his had come up a bit, and the third friend wasn't feeling much either. Not much more happened after this, I went to a house party about an hour later to smoke joints and the other two stayed out.
Although I didn't come up (didn't have any euphoria or love buzz), I still felt the other effects of ecstasy, which confused me. From approximately T+1:30 - T+2:30, I was chewing my face off, my eyes were wiggling back and forth and everything felt lightless, the way it always is for me on pills/mdma. My pupils were also hugely dilated. To everyone else I looked like I was off my face, although in my head I was completely sober.
Any thoughts on what it could have been? It was very disappointing to say the least. I hadn't done mdma/pills for about 3 months prior to this, and each time before that it's been spaced out by about a month (I've only done pills/mdma about 10 times overall) as I'm trying not to fry my brain or lose the magic, as it truly is magical for me, but I'm starting to lose my faith in it now.
Thanks for reading.
So, on new years eve, two friends and I decided to get pills for the first time in about 3 months (mentioning this to show that I shouldn't have a tolerance). Called a dealer friend, he said he had no pills but his friend had mdma, so I told him to get me a gram. When I purchased the gram off him later that evening, he told me to make sure to crush up the crystals finely as it was "black mdma" (although it just looked normal, very light brown/off-white colour) and apparently very potent. I had never heard of black mdma before and passed it off as dealer marketing bullshit, but we crushed up the crystals nice and small anyway, as it should hit us quicker that way.
Before leaving my friend's apartment, we split the gram into 3, one friend bombed about 200mg and snorted the rest, whereas the other friend and I made a small bomb and a big bomb each, eating the big bombs and saving the smaller ones to top us up later. So we went down to this dubstep event and just chilled in the smoking area waiting to come up. We waited. And waited. And waited. After about an hour we took the smaller bombs and waited some more. We were all fairly pissed off, I felt nothing, the friend who snorted some of his had come up a bit, and the third friend wasn't feeling much either. Not much more happened after this, I went to a house party about an hour later to smoke joints and the other two stayed out.
Although I didn't come up (didn't have any euphoria or love buzz), I still felt the other effects of ecstasy, which confused me. From approximately T+1:30 - T+2:30, I was chewing my face off, my eyes were wiggling back and forth and everything felt lightless, the way it always is for me on pills/mdma. My pupils were also hugely dilated. To everyone else I looked like I was off my face, although in my head I was completely sober.
Any thoughts on what it could have been? It was very disappointing to say the least. I hadn't done mdma/pills for about 3 months prior to this, and each time before that it's been spaced out by about a month (I've only done pills/mdma about 10 times overall) as I'm trying not to fry my brain or lose the magic, as it truly is magical for me, but I'm starting to lose my faith in it now.
Thanks for reading.
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