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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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Captain.Heroin said:
The last time I was sick, I had strep throat, and I cannot convey how horrible this was. I couldn't eat for at least 3 days in a row because of how painful it was to swallow, I couldn't even drink water as I should have been due to that. When it came time to take the antibiotics, it was so hard to swallow the capsules, but I had to in order to get better (they actually could have given me an IM form but I didn't want to have to IM an antibiotic on a regular basis for weeks).
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I get the same feeling from grade 4 tonsillitis every 3 months and it sticks around for a week or so. Rather than referring me to get them cut out my doctor gave me a never ending script for antibiotics. I rarely take them though as I don't want to get to the point where i'm resistant to them.

Not eating for that week 4 times a year is my secret to keeping thin :D

[Swollen] tonsils again today :(
 
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I get the same feeling from grade 4 tonsillitis every 3 months and it sticks around for a week or so. Rather than referring me to get them cut out my doctor gave me a never ending script for antibiotics. I rarely take them though as I don't want to get to the point where i'm resistant to them.

Not eating for that week 4 times a year is my secret to keeping thin :D

[Swollen] tonsils again today :(
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Why don't you go to a different doctor? It sounds almost barbaric forcing you to go through that kind of pain on a regular basis. :(
 
determined/fucked

i am going to do testing at tard college today, because i said would...before my i slipped on ice and fucked my knee that was already fucked. and no money for painkillers. i need to go to the one hospital around there that doesn't think i'm a junkie. but not today. all of this taking the bus in the freezing cold....=D
i hope my roommate left the good heaphones because i'm going to need loud punk rock
 
Betrayed. The worst part is is that I can't tell if my mind is playing tricks on me and I'm over reacting again, or if this is real. Sadly, I think it might be real this time. :\
 
Frantic

I just found out my mother got in a car accident - she was hit by a drunk driver. I don't know what's happening or what to do, I'm seriously freaking out right now. FUCKKKK!!
 
Hthr~ I hope things r ok and plz keep us posted..

Spork~ I'm a puddle jump away!! Your post really hit home to me for reasons I won't post here..

Jean~ <3 the punk rock!

I'm tired, its been a long day.
 
hthr007 said:
Frantic

I just found out my mother got in a car accident - she was hit by a drunk driver. I don't know what's happening or what to do, I'm seriously freaking out right now. FUCKKKK!!
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*hugs* I hope your Mother is OK. Please, call 911 if you have not already. I hope your Mom makes a speedy recovery. The accident will need to be reported to your Mom's insurance company, and the cops might actually prove themselves to be other than useless. DUI charges are very serious and can land a person in prison for several months. The police here are relentless about subject stops, and there are checkpoints all over. If an injury occurred to your Mom, I hope the person who did it will be brought to task.

and to the poster who sustained a concussion: do not delay in getting help, please go to the ER immediately! Having sustained a pretty nasty one late this summer, I was glad that I went to the ER. A little trick: don't fall asleep for more than a couple hours at a time, because you will need to monitor any residual symptoms even after treatment. I suffered a partial color vision loss that inhibited my ability to drive at night for several months - it's only just coming back. The vertigo, however, has stayed. :(

Today I feel overtasked. I'm working remotely, sitting 4 dogs, cooking Boxing Day turkey for my someone special, and I am going to luxuriate in a bathtub once all of this is accomplished. It cannot come soon enough, seriously.
 
Hey man

tripnotyzm said:
Go and seek some medical assistance if you have not already done so, Kace.
We can offer you our opinions & words of advice, but we cannot diagnose you based on said symptoms.
Things like this need to be examined properly by trained medical staff.
Hope you feel better soon and get your memory back.

I'm feeling anxious.
Got to see the other half of my family today.
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Sorry man I just wanted to apologise for my dumb post on the How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D thread. I was so mind fuzzy at the time from the knocks I didn't realise I had a problem- as the knock has fucked my memory so bad and I didn't understand what was going on till I came on here and wrote that, which is why I started questioning if it was the right place.. Sorry still not making much sense.. My head = fucked

Sorry I don't except BL to my virtual doc.. I'm just so sick of being in hospital.. it just really helped me making that fucked up post when i woke up alone and fucking confused and then codeined up. Sorry, I
just wanted to say when I've been head fucked just typing up stuff up on here, but getting intelligent, thoughtful replies has helped me in more ways I can describe, so thanks. I've seen so many doctors, nurses, health care, paramedics, shrinks this past month.. and the majority of the time the advice on here has helped me so, so much more than the pro's.. Some, I've educated in benzo withdrawal and the handbook etc.. meh..

Anyway no more pathetic posts from me, I am done being a pathetic waste of text/space. My posts are unintelligent, unhelpful, they break the rules and reading back just seem like an unstable fucked up alone girl seeking attention, not help. I'm sorry. I don't remember making most of my posts, I'm a fucking mess. Just sorry for being a dickhead, I know you can't delte accounts but please just ban me if you can.
 
I am perfectly content, even happy at the moment. I was self-medicating my bi-polar so who the fuck knows who knows how I'll be in a few hours.
 
Pissed off/hurt/upset/betrayed/confused, one word's not enough to describe it.
Apparently my ex whom I still have feelings for is moving in with the girl he cheated on me with & left me for after they've been together for SIX fucking MONTHS.
jgegqoglzgkgjezlgv.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Why don't you go to a different doctor? It sounds almost barbaric forcing you to go through that kind of pain on a regular basis. :(
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They don't like taking the tonsils out of adults here for some reason, I've been to 20+ doctors and gotten the same thing. A friend of mine recently had his out after 8 years of trying to convince doctors.

[hungry]
 
hthr007 said:
Frantic

I just found out my mother got in a car accident - she was hit by a drunk driver. I don't know what's happening or what to do, I'm seriously freaking out right now. FUCKKKK!!
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ill pray for you.
 
Kace, don't be sorry :-)
Your posts are accepted in here, and no matter what, you will always be given heartfelt advice in times of need.
Pm me some more if you need to talk beyond the forum :)
 
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The driver rear ended my moms car causing her to spin out into oncoming traffic. My mom has head and neck trauma but thankfully nothing life threatening. The other driver hit her while my mom was at a red light - the driver was flying doing well over the posted limit. Had my mom not have had her seatbelt on she would probably not be here. She's the sweetest lady and the worlds most cautious driver. She was extremely fortunate today. She had whiplash, a concussion & cuts/scrapes on her face. My poor mama. Shes home now, thankfully, so I'm going to spend some time with her. Thank you all for your kind words...it means so much to me.

Relieved
 
I'm so glad that she'll be okay. That's definitely some scary stuff. I'm thinking about you and her and hoping that she'll have a good recovery. <3
 
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