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Benzo Discussion v4

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I have never experienced benzo withdrawal yet thankfully.
I have seen countless posts describing it as really bad and a lot worse than heroin withdrawals but I have never really read a post that truly describes what it is like to go through from beginning to end.
Is there anywhere anyone can point me to that might have a more fully rounded description of what it would truly be like?

Guess it varies for everyone, i went completely mental/delusional/psychotic for a week or so and landed myself in psych hospital for 6 months, even though the psychosis wore off after 2 weeks. Still now though i wake up some days unable to get out of bed due to friggin anxiety it does my nut in cause its all psychological, and benzos have stopped helping, only opiates, so im just gonna try n get through it lol dont fancy a proper opi addition. Dunno if itd be any different if id stayed clean when i got out, had anxiety problems before benzo problems though so doubt it

Edit: After the psychosis stopped twas about 2 months of unable to sit still, horrible anxiety and other nastyness, not helped by being caged up 24/7, could go into full detail if ya want? but im a lazy cunt
 
Aye i got sent a few strips of them by mistake, def active and okay dose (mine were blistered) 100x better than the daz which are all but bunk, shame first time i got em they were spot on

nice one buddy!

Daz were bunk?? Shame I got some a while back and they were superb. Think they had more than 10mg in hah.
 
Yup, got some 5mg and 10mg blistered and i reckon the 5s are better, they're probably both just chalk pills and placebo ha the blues are 2mg at most, cant afford a drugtest but if i could i would to see if there completely bunk. Aye iv had amazing daz in the past, i guess its whatever they spit out
 
Getting a few blues for myself tomorrow, be good to have some for the comedown this weekend for once. :)
 
did and etiz yesterday and it was odd compared to usual, cant put my finger on what though, maybe the batches are changing
 
That's not something that strikes any bells for me Max and your dosing is relatively modest, do you think it could be more to do with your current opie regime ?
 
No, I've not taken any heroin since 31st August and am only on 40ml methadone a day and I don't take any other drugs now.
Unless my brain is just becoming more awake again as I have noticed my emotions returning over the last few months.
 
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Unless my brain is just becoming more awake again as I have noticed my emotions returning over the last few months.

A distinct possibility. And if your only sleep has been methadone / benzo coma then it's likely that you're not getting enough of the right kind of sleep. Hence the symptoms you described in the (understandably) deleted post. Get it checked out.

Must say I felt guilty when I read the Paul Ince bit and laughed. :D

I'll delete the comment above btw maxalfie - just give me the word.
 
Got some D10 valium the other day as I was prescribed beta blockers. Basically seperated them up into a group for two weeks of comedowns, 10 for any anxiety attacks provided these beta blockers don't work and then the rest for me to enjoy.

To be honest they are pretty shit! If I was using them for anxiety I think I'd still need to buy two. They are much more comparable to 5mg diaz, thick crumbly pills and takes a bit of chewing before youll taste the diaz in them.

Would really love for some reliable val people to show up locally, completely hassle getting them long journeys and they end up being d10s! The d10s which I think people know as fake?
 
someone said the D10s are excellent, but if you reckon theyre shit might give em a miss

still got roche and msjs left, dunno how ive made them last so long. lovely things. hardly touch benzos, tolerance is low. etiz now and again. i find the day after on benzos a lot nicer than the actual effects for some reason, feels kinda glorious and glowing
 
d10s were alright, amazing compared to the daz. MSJs have been hit n miss, havnt touched roche for years now, except for some clonaz n xanax i've given up on imported benzos (diaz esp), they've all turned to shit :D, or my tolerance is permenantly fucked, either way its both a blessing and a curse

Edit: Wait i apologize i havnt had the d10s for friggin years it was ardin brand that i got, lol benzos 8)
 
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i find the day after on benzos a lot nicer than the actual effects for some reason, feels kinda glorious and glowing

an afterglow? =D

I've got to get some more benzos. I like diaz, but I'm thinking about xanax, we only use them for sleep after pirate...not had any in for ages though, and tbh, pirate wears off so quick we're only awake for another hour or so than without benzos...I do have the odd one or two now and then in the evening, and sometimes in the summer have one or two down the allotment with some cider....but not really my thing....100 lasts us 6 months easily, probably longer.
 
someone said the D10s are excellent, but if you reckon theyre shit might give em a miss

still got roche and msjs left, dunno how ive made them last so long. lovely things. hardly touch benzos, tolerance is low. etiz now and again. i find the day after on benzos a lot nicer than the actual effects for some reason, feels kinda glorious and glowing
The ww d10s going about in Glasgow 2/3months ago were fucking excellent, looked very proffesional and very strong. I just got 50 street vals there, d10 on the back and no stamp on the other just blank. very dodgy shade of blue aswell hope to fuck ive not been bumped :( these were to do me for xmas/new year comedowns. anyone in the Glasgow area had these?
 
I had exact description a few months ago, blue slightly speckled kinda like
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but the logo was much fainter, cant remember much more cause of how long ago it was, this was ages ago like though, they were ace 10mg easy, varied from 8-15,g pill to pill at a guess but they were great and plentiful at the time
 
I had exact description a few months ago, blue slightly speckled kinda like
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but the logo was much fainter, cant remember much more cause of how long ago it was, this was ages ago like though, they were ace 10mg easy, varied from 8-15,g pill to pill at a guess but they were great and plentiful at the time

The ones I have just now are just d10 like that then blank on one side, im kinda freaking a wee bit now!
 
Benzos have a very distinct taste, in my opinion. A lick should be enough to know if it contains benzos - except a few. Clonazepam is minty, but those usually aren't fakes. Diaz and alpraz taste identical, but aplraz tastes way stronger. Loraz is very similar. Can't say I've ever sucked temaz or nitraz, so I can't comment on those. They just got swallowed. As a family, they generally taste very similar. It's like when you know the taste of MDMA, you could pick it out from 100 other things. Some non-legit diaz taste of nothing, until the whole thing has melted, then you can taste some diazepam in there. Do etiz and phenaz taste like other benzos? Still not tried etiz, but would like some for moments of panic and comedowns.

Still can't forget (remember?) the time I was in severe GBL withdrawal and, for some reason, took an E (was during the drought, so could have been pips - it was a white omega) - then started downing vodka (to help with the pain), then I woke up about 12 hours later, on my lounge floor. I'd mixed a gramme of alprazolam with vodka, in a measuring jug and taken anything between 30 and x00mg of it. I woke up to several empty vodka bottles and I'd left a message on my kid's mum's answerphone - I remember one spilt second of needing to phone her and explain that I couldn't see my son the next day. She played the message to me, the day after, and the first two words were normal, then it was a load of slurring, then nothing. Truly shameful stuff. I only remember dropping the pill, drinking, waking up on the floor, then it being another 24 hours later. I have no idea how I got more booze, or mixed the alprazolam - I did it with the right ratio of vodka, however. It's like I was totally fine, which I probably was, for a while. I think I've lost a whole week before, through massive benzo binges, post GBL. I've never actually gone mental, and ended up going out and doing something crazy, or even having any sort of fight. It's a massive mystery, and I totally understand how people end up in a cell. I think I'm extremely lucky to be alive.
 
Most long term benzo users have a tale or 10 like that, really devious drug, you'll be addicted long before you know it wheras with smack and cigs you at least realize! benzos sneak their way into my morning routine, putting themselves n water by the side of my bed when i wake up etc:sus:
 
on my third etiz today so far, not really feeling much off these but they are very very mild in my eyes, think i prefer alpraz. still ever searching for that best benzo, got nitraz to play with soon
 
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