SuperHans68
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 26, 2012
- Messages
- 56
Background: I first got a taste of opies when i stole some leftover oxy's from my mum. They made me so warm and wonderful i wanted to continue my journey into the wonderous world of opiates. At this time i had followed the somewhat typical progression of drugs weed-LSD-oxy-coke-heroin. Looking back at cocaine the rush and the fact the i was doing a "hard drug" was more exciting than the drug itself. So i finally decided to get some Heroin and "complete" my journey into the world of drugs by doing the most warned and frowned upon drug that there is. By this time now i thought nothing of it and didn't consider it to be what the media wants us to believe it is. It really felt like i had come a long way since i first started doing drugs. I always remember back to when i was first researching about drugs and thinking the cliche thought "Ill never end up doing heroin" but here i am. I then went on to research how to inject properly and how to do it safely.
The shot: Previously i had dosed my half gram into gel caps since i think that they are a MUCH better way of storing drugs compared to plastic bags. So I grabbed my spoon, rig and the rest of my equipment and went into my room. I got my spoon and placed it on the table and then poured the gel cap into the spoon. I then opened my fresh rig and sucked up 50 units of water. Pushed it into the spoon and the balanced the rig on my mug of water. I grabbed the cap and started to stir the mixture until it all dissolved. I then ripped of a piece of cotton, rolled it up and dropped it into the spoon. I grabbed my rig and slowly sucked up the solution into the rig. I looked at the needle and saw that the filter ate about 10 units but i didn't care because i was so excited. I rolled up my sleeve and located what has now become my favourite vein because it is now so easy to hit(left arm, the one the runs almost straight up the left side). I think i stared at that vein with the needle ready to go for about 2 minutes as so the make sure I would hit the vein. So the moment finally comes and i slide the needle in and it smoothly breaks the skin. I slide it further and feel the vein being broken and now im still very excited but the focus and concentration is keeping me in the moment. I awkwardly raise the plunger and then.... the blood flows into the syringe, it creates dark red swirls of blood as it mixes with the heroin, then the best bit. I position my finger on top of the plunger and think to myself "this is it" with a stupidly big grin on my face. I slowly inject the solution into my vein and the slide the needle out. In the first few seconds i was like where is it (I thought it was meant to be instantaneous). Then at about 8 seconds BAM all those lovely little heroin molecules attach themselves to my brain and I get the first rush and just melt into my bed. Everything is forgotten and the only thing that mattered was how absolutely amazing i felt in that moment and still dont think i will ever find a single thing that will top a heroin rush. After the rush had subsided I started to come back to reality a bit and started to explore how everything felt. Every time i moved any part of my body it just felt amazing. Then i started to nod and it only furthered my love of this drug. For the next 2 1/2 hours the peak took hold after it has start to subside i started to fall asleep since it was already getting late and then i drifted off into a deep sleep. I woke up feeling completely refreshed and perfect. This experience started a love (or hate) that could possibly last decades.
Follow Up: I started to shoot about once-twice a week and continued this for about a year, which is where i am now. Currently I am on a one month break because I felt as though i should just have a break since i recently had alot of freetime which makes it quite tempting to shoot alot. But soon to be getting more and enjoying it just the same as i did the first time.
The shot: Previously i had dosed my half gram into gel caps since i think that they are a MUCH better way of storing drugs compared to plastic bags. So I grabbed my spoon, rig and the rest of my equipment and went into my room. I got my spoon and placed it on the table and then poured the gel cap into the spoon. I then opened my fresh rig and sucked up 50 units of water. Pushed it into the spoon and the balanced the rig on my mug of water. I grabbed the cap and started to stir the mixture until it all dissolved. I then ripped of a piece of cotton, rolled it up and dropped it into the spoon. I grabbed my rig and slowly sucked up the solution into the rig. I looked at the needle and saw that the filter ate about 10 units but i didn't care because i was so excited. I rolled up my sleeve and located what has now become my favourite vein because it is now so easy to hit(left arm, the one the runs almost straight up the left side). I think i stared at that vein with the needle ready to go for about 2 minutes as so the make sure I would hit the vein. So the moment finally comes and i slide the needle in and it smoothly breaks the skin. I slide it further and feel the vein being broken and now im still very excited but the focus and concentration is keeping me in the moment. I awkwardly raise the plunger and then.... the blood flows into the syringe, it creates dark red swirls of blood as it mixes with the heroin, then the best bit. I position my finger on top of the plunger and think to myself "this is it" with a stupidly big grin on my face. I slowly inject the solution into my vein and the slide the needle out. In the first few seconds i was like where is it (I thought it was meant to be instantaneous). Then at about 8 seconds BAM all those lovely little heroin molecules attach themselves to my brain and I get the first rush and just melt into my bed. Everything is forgotten and the only thing that mattered was how absolutely amazing i felt in that moment and still dont think i will ever find a single thing that will top a heroin rush. After the rush had subsided I started to come back to reality a bit and started to explore how everything felt. Every time i moved any part of my body it just felt amazing. Then i started to nod and it only furthered my love of this drug. For the next 2 1/2 hours the peak took hold after it has start to subside i started to fall asleep since it was already getting late and then i drifted off into a deep sleep. I woke up feeling completely refreshed and perfect. This experience started a love (or hate) that could possibly last decades.
Follow Up: I started to shoot about once-twice a week and continued this for about a year, which is where i am now. Currently I am on a one month break because I felt as though i should just have a break since i recently had alot of freetime which makes it quite tempting to shoot alot. But soon to be getting more and enjoying it just the same as i did the first time.
