Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Yeah, giving in and using again normally fills me with some conflicting emotions.. I feel great but guilty and like an asshole at the same time.
I don't think there's any point in feeling guilty because you used drugs. If you don't want to do it anymore, it is within your control to taper or cold turkey. Feeling guilty just perpetuates a cycle of not feeling good about yourself and relapsing to feel better about yourself.
hope everyone is staying safe!
edit: i finally found that glass container i was searching for
I feel great but guilty and like an asshole at the same time.
so everyone, big news. I tried heroin for the first time, snorted and smoked ( will never IV). I can see the appeal but my willpower is strong with opiates, ( everyone's heard it before I know, yada yada just keep reading) but my weak spot is for stims, which I recently received some .6g of MDPV. looks like this winter could be quite.... cold. and by that I mean drugged. How is everyone else doing this evening?
smoked too much hash and wax
Captain h, the stims I have tried are methylphenidate, caffeine, cocaine, ephedrine, ginseng root exract, mdpv, adderall, Dexedrine, vyvanse, methamphetamine, MDMA, and maybe a couple more I forgot.
M-amp fosho but sadly I don't use it anymore as its so damaging to all aspects of life. How bout you good sir?
Yea stims usually end badly with regular use. So captain, I know you are well-versed in heroin knowledge, so I have a question. I woke up this morning after doing like .15g of tar last night in the form of cheese/monkey water. So when I woke up, i had the worst headache and nausea, is that just because I did too much? I also could not piss for the life of me.