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Knockin' boots! v. When wuz the last time you did the funky monkey?

I really like this term. Recycled ex. Hehe

I have been talking to a couple dudes but I haven't hooked up with them, just had drinks and talked. Recycled ex is still in possession of: <3

We're both still so sensitive to each other. Our respective addictions (different ones, him, gambling and pot - me, booze) don't get along and we can really push each other's buttons. But he would never see me intentionally hurt, the sex is awesome, sometimes recycled is better.
 
Oh ya, my sex life is about to get way better real soon. I cannot believe what happened today...

About a month ago, I logged into Facebook, and as I've done almost daily now for the past five years, I browsed the page of "the one who got away." When I was 21, I had this quick and passionate romance with this slightly-older woman, let's call her "K" for the rest of this post. K and I connected instantly on an intellectual level and we felt like we were long-lost best friends before we even really got to know one another. And then once we started sleeping together, it was just like icing on the cake. I felt like I met a soul-mate at just 21. Unfortunately, I had no choice but to move across the globe for about a year, and our young romance wasn't able to stand the test of time. She was emotionally fragile and someone was able to steal her away from me. I then got distracted by school, addiction and other women. K and I didn't speak for nearly 5 years having went separate ways on silly but yet still rather hostile and uncomfortable terms...

So ya, about a month ago while browsing her page, I noticed that she had finally ended her (5 year) relationship with the dude she left me for years back. I also noticd that for the first time in a long while, she and I were living in the same city again. So I messaged her, I said "what's going on?" and we ended up talking for about 4 hours straight from that point. We got coffee the next day and she was just as beautiful as ever. I missed her so much and it all came rushing back, but I was polite and I gave her a couple of respectful hugs before we parted ways. Over the past month, we've talked pretty much everyday and ni depth, and it's great being there for each other again and to have that special friend who understands and gets everything. I was even easing my way into telling her about my heroin addiction, which actually felt rather comfortble and I know that she won't judge me for it when I do get it completely off of my chest.

Anyway, today we get on the topic of "nice guys" and I make some tongue-in-cheek comment about nice guys finishing last. I was totally joking and just trying to make her laugh through social sarcasm, but somehow I got myself into a conversation with K about sex and how both of us were kinda lacking in that department lately. The heroin had me talking, I think she had a few cocktails in her, and before ya know it we're plotting our mutual relapse on each others' bodies together. That's right, K, my "girl that got away" for five years, wants to start having casual sex with me. And I want to do the same with her. She told me that this dude she's been with has turned her into a pornstar in the bedroom (she's a gorgeous girl with a body that always turned me on instantly, but she was always so shy, so bashful in bed when I intimately knew her). She's telling me that if I want to start sleeping with (er..."fucking her," as she insisted it would be), that I would need to tie her up, spank her, do anal with her, and a bunch of other crazy sex acts that I have fantasized about doing with any women, let alone the one who got away, for a good amount of time now.

She wants to draft up a few erotic scenarios with me and then start the casual sex within the week. We both cannot wait to start FUCKING EACH OTHER LIKE KINKY RABBITS very soon. Good god, this is a fantasy-come-true, this is SERIOUSLY GOOD STUFF. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME. I hope I can live up to her expectations, my gosh...and the heroin has killed my sex-drive over the past little bit. I mean it's all but gone. I've already got the Suboxone and the detox plan, I cannot wait for my sex drive to come roaring back and my dream girl, my K who left me 5 years ago and is now back, being the warm body that welcomes me back to the world where sex is better than drugs.

THIS IS SUCH A GOOD THING. I still need pinched. I mean this is possibly the best thing that's ever happened to me sexually (and it hasn't really even gotten started...).
 
Oh ya, my sex life is about to get way better real soon. I cannot believe what happened today...

About a month ago, I logged into Facebook, and as I've done almost daily now for the past five years, I browsed the page of "the one who got away." When I was 21, I had this quick and passionate romance with this slightly-older woman, let's call her "K" for the rest of this post. K and I connected instantly on an intellectual level and we felt like we were long-lost best friends before we even really got to know one another. And then once we started sleeping together, it was just like icing on the cake. I felt like I met a soul-mate at just 21. Unfortunately, I had no choice but to move across the globe for about a year, and our young romance wasn't able to stand the test of time. She was emotionally fragile and someone was able to steal her away from me. I then got distracted by school, addiction and other women. K and I didn't speak for nearly 5 years having went separate ways on silly but yet still rather hostile and uncomfortable terms...

So ya, about a month ago while browsing her page, I noticed that she had finally ended her (5 year) relationship with the dude she left me for years back. I also noticd that for the first time in a long while, she and I were living in the same city again. So I messaged her, I said "what's going on?" and we ended up talking for about 4 hours straight from that point. We got coffee the next day and she was just as beautiful as ever. I missed her so much and it all came rushing back, but I was polite and I gave her a couple of respectful hugs before we parted ways. Over the past month, we've talked pretty much everyday and ni depth, and it's great being there for each other again and to have that special friend who understands and gets everything. I was even easing my way into telling her about my heroin addiction, which actually felt rather comfortble and I know that she won't judge me for it when I do get it completely off of my chest.

Anyway, today we get on the topic of "nice guys" and I make some tongue-in-cheek comment about nice guys finishing last. I was totally joking and just trying to make her laugh through social sarcasm, but somehow I got myself into a conversation with K about sex and how both of us were kinda lacking in that department lately. The heroin had me talking, I think she had a few cocktails in her, and before ya know it we're plotting our mutual relapse on each others' bodies together. That's right, K, my "girl that got away" for five years, wants to start having casual sex with me. And I want to do the same with her. She told me that this dude she's been with has turned her into a pornstar in the bedroom (she's a gorgeous girl with a body that always turned me on instantly, but she was always so shy, so bashful in bed when I intimately knew her). She's telling me that if I want to start sleeping with (er..."fucking her," as she insisted it would be), that I would need to tie her up, spank her, do anal with her, and a bunch of other crazy sex acts that I have fantasized about doing with any women, let alone the one who got away, for a good amount of time now.

She wants to draft up a few erotic scenarios with me and then start the casual sex within the week. We both cannot wait to start FUCKING EACH OTHER LIKE KINKY RABBITS very soon. Good god, this is a fantasy-come-true, this is SERIOUSLY GOOD STUFF. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME. I hope I can live up to her expectations, my gosh...and the heroin has killed my sex-drive over the past little bit. I mean it's all but gone. I've already got the Suboxone and the detox plan, I cannot wait for my sex drive to come roaring back and my dream girl, my K who left me 5 years ago and is now back, being the warm body that welcomes me back to the world where sex is better than drugs.

THIS IS SUCH A GOOD THING. I still need pinched. I mean this is possibly the best thing that's ever happened to me sexually (and it hasn't really even gotten started...).

congrats man... I hope this is your ticket off the H, and that everything works out, but make sure you're strapped with a condom with this chick, 'cause it sounds like trouble if you're not.
 
My chic doesn't want to fuck on her period... so it's been a few days. I told her I didn't give a shit but :\

So we have a marathon fuck session planned for sunday when it's over. Gatorade, power snacks, the whole nine yards. Going to be epic.
 
I hugged a girl today. Felt sooo good.

I don't even like her, but touching another person was wonderful.
 
A few hours ago, cuddling during a "nap" in the bedroom while the kiddo watched a movie on netflix in the living room.

No kiddo nights it tends to be marathon sessions of every which way. It was date night the other night and ended up boning till 5:51?! yesterday morning. Had to get up at 7:30. Sleep dep day.
 
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fuck yeah - big fan of this right here. I love fucking in public places.

It sure can be pretty fun! Especially after dancing for hours. With my beau we have done it in the backseat of the car, out in the bushes, in the bathroom (all of this in the same vicinity of this one particular underground venue..somehow it instills the sexy!)

Lost my cellphone from the bush incident. Had to go back the next morning to retrieve it and it was still there!
 
^Not when you got caught by the manager of the building you live in doing it in the staircase, especially when he thought he should tell your parents about it. And then you keep running into him every single day after that of course.
 
^Beware of getting caught in public though...from experience, it's very, very awkward.

My younger sister got caught boning with the bf in a state park in broad day light. The whole family found out when the cop called my mom, 3 years later we still make fun of her hahaha she might not have had a drug problem like all my other sister have had before but she ain't perfect like mommy and daddy thinks she is
 
Went out last night with this chick I'm seeing and got ridiculously drunk and high. Rampaged all over the city, then came back to her place and I ate her out & made her cum two or three times. Was too drunk to get hard, but I think she passed out from the orgasms, and I walked home & drank another beer. First time we've had any form of 'sex' :)

Beer mixed with pussy juice... Mmmmmm
 
About five hours ago :) There was face fucking, rough doggy style, biting, anal, and the second round ended in a nice hot creampie. DoC for sure >:)
 
I had a delightful lunch consisting of nomming ms.g. Was fun.

sounds like a chinese take away nomming msg lol

last monday very fit guy off the net possibly the most beautiful man i have ever had and i've had a lot of gorgeous men over the years (along with some dirtbags and trolls). his balls tasted like happenis (lol) and we chatted after and went at it again out of sheer greed. he's a prison drugs counsellor/actor and i really want a repeat but have to put it off as i'm home for christmass. he's taken at the mo. but they haven't been at it for yonks so i'm like fuck that after the holidays i want a piece of the action. this time penetration and buggery of the highest order. yummers
 
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Last night, so about 9 hours ago I would say. I love having sex with my girlfriend. In between a blowjob, we were talking last night about how essential a healthy and fun sexual relationship is to a succesful partnering. I've had one other long term gf (dates for over 2 years), but looking back it just wasn't a healthy relationship, and a big part of it had to do with the fact that I never felt sexually comfortable with her (and she didn't do anything to change that). With my current gf, it was almost like losing my virginity again.
 
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