LotsOfMolly
Greenlighter
Okay so, until two nights ago, I guess I had short term memory and I didn't fully remember how many times i had rolled or I lost track or something 
. Anyway, I've rolled a total of about 13~ times since the middle of the summer. I tried it the first time at a party but had been doing air duster and drank 20~ beers (I weight 122 pounds) so that was a god awful experience, not to mention i had no clue what mdma was or what I had taken until my second time taking it. My second time was at the end of summer, where I ingested .3 over the course of two days. I hadn't rolled until about 30~ days ago since then because my connect was gone, but then a new guy came into town. Since the beginning of said 30~ days, I've tried my best to remember how many times I've rolled and I'd say 8, give or take 1. My tolerance built up like a bitch, and I've noticed that MDMA is a lot like going down a stair case the more you do it. You start at the top, and take a few steps down the more often you roll. Don't get me wrong, the first 5 times i rolled this month were fucking CRAZY, but after rolling every weekend and once or twice every weekday for a month, that shit definitely caught up to me. For example, two nights ago, the last roll i plan on doing for a couple months, was a complete disappointment 
. I got about a 45 minute strong buzz but that was it, NOTHING like my first time. I've also noticed the negative side effects such as sweating, muscle spasms, & eye wiggles get worse as you progress. ANYWAY, I know it was stupid and I hope no one does what I have done this month as I fear I may have lost the magic for a while, I'm sure it will recover though. On to the question though, I feel PERFECTLY FINE mentally and physically, other than yesterday I admit I felt like an empty shell 
, but I was wondering if maybe any internal damage may have occured? Thanks y'all. (Just to clarify I rolled 150mg each time and popped them consecutively for 3 days straight one weekend somewhere in there lol)
. Anyway, I've rolled a total of about 13~ times since the middle of the summer. I tried it the first time at a party but had been doing air duster and drank 20~ beers (I weight 122 pounds) so that was a god awful experience, not to mention i had no clue what mdma was or what I had taken until my second time taking it. My second time was at the end of summer, where I ingested .3 over the course of two days. I hadn't rolled until about 30~ days ago since then because my connect was gone, but then a new guy came into town. Since the beginning of said 30~ days, I've tried my best to remember how many times I've rolled and I'd say 8, give or take 1. My tolerance built up like a bitch, and I've noticed that MDMA is a lot like going down a stair case the more you do it. You start at the top, and take a few steps down the more often you roll. Don't get me wrong, the first 5 times i rolled this month were fucking CRAZY, but after rolling every weekend and once or twice every weekday for a month, that shit definitely caught up to me. For example, two nights ago, the last roll i plan on doing for a couple months, was a complete disappointment . I got about a 45 minute strong buzz but that was it, NOTHING like my first time. I've also noticed the negative side effects such as sweating, muscle spasms, & eye wiggles get worse as you progress. ANYWAY, I know it was stupid and I hope no one does what I have done this month as I fear I may have lost the magic for a while, I'm sure it will recover though. On to the question though, I feel PERFECTLY FINE mentally and physically, other than yesterday I admit I felt like an empty shell , but I was wondering if maybe any internal damage may have occured? Thanks y'all. (Just to clarify I rolled 150mg each time and popped them consecutively for 3 days straight one weekend somewhere in there lol)
