Going insane, sub is sitting right there

[Znegative]

cook - I know! I was being put on 16mg, not even 12!! Granted he had no idea about pod tea, so he probably assumed the worst. regardless, I have heard of hardcore H users or methadone users only needing 8mg to keep them ok (all anecdotal tho). when I was about to take the bupe (never did) I had cut up an 8mg strip in to 1mg pieces to dose as low as possible and work my way up. But, as I mentioned I was so afraid of P/W I just never took it, and now im almost at day 6 no pods, and even my cravings are gone. it feels amazing, althought im sure cravings will be creepin up on me soon.

All I know is the pods I threw away are literally gone now. the trash truck picked them up about a half hour ago. pretty liberating although I cant help but feel a weird sadness too.

for that, I just bought a quarter of strawberry cough and a quarter of LA Confidential to celebrate the opi deficiency :-D. Disclaimer! - I dont give a fuck if I get "addicted" to pot - I only smoke recreationally and I have been doing so for YEARS with absolutely no neg impact on my life....the pods on the other hand...

Nice going.

I think it would be a mistake to have taken the buprenorphine anyway in this case, better to either cold turkey or taper with the pods. Though the purity of PPT can vary significantly in terms of the amount of morphine in the yield, I imagine that for the most part, using buprenorphine would end up raising your tolerance, and getting you even more intoxicated. I've also heard from some who use PPT that buprenorphine doesn't completely take them out of withdrawal as there are so many different alkaloids in pods, some of which can attach to different receptors entirely.

Bupe can definately be a saving grace, but in general I feel that it is handed out a bit too liberally.

 

[pbuilder]

I actually fucking threw them away. 250 bucks down the drain, but they are gone and I got a rush just from that! It sounds stupid but god damn that was fucking difficult...

Thanks for berating me about keeping them "as a test"...god im fucking retarded.

Good for fucking you man. Don't think about it as 250 bucks down the drain, think about it as, I am fucking quiting and since I'm going to be clean, I won't be spending 250$ a week or month anymore at all. So when your clean, remember how often you would buy, and when each day that you would buy passes, think of it as gaining 250$. Because by throwing them away, you saved yourself money in the long run, tbh even in the next few weeks or months.

How long does 250$ worth of pods last for you.

JB - Honestly I waited so long that the symptoms started to subside...at that point I was like fuck it lets ride it out and give CT a try! Im only day 5 now and it was torture, but could have been way worse. No harm in waiting as long as possible - you will absolutely avoid p/w and you might find the power to push through the worst - who knows? Happened to me!

that is great man, if after 5 days you are already beginning to feel better than shit, i guess you could say you got lucky. I've heard of pod withdrawals being 2-5 weeks of misery because of all the long half lifed alkaloids.

 

[thePodFreak]

How long does 250$ worth of pods last for you.

Quite a while, I threw away like fucking 2 straight weeks of high haha. Not easy, I'm still getting random weirdness from it. That said I am stoned out of my mind right now, so not since I smoked! Been a while haha.

that is great man, if after 5 days you are already beginning to feel better than shit, i guess you could say you got lucky.

ABSOLUTELY. It's a fucking blessing, I have only had like 2 cravings all day, but anxiety is my number one trigger...which ain't cool. Reading horror stories on blue light actually caused me to wait so long because compared to the ways I have seen it described on here, I got it easy. That said, I think I may have been on a relatively low dose at 1/2 cup powder/ day to survive, a cup to get high. Anyway, getting a taste of bad w/d and being spared some of the hell, it's just another sign that its time

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

Anyway, getting a taste of bad w/d and being spared some of the hell, it's just another sign that its time

I like that outlook. Good for you, brother.

 

[smokemctoke420]

Tricomb- Thanks a lot, its been a ridiculous road and its only been fucking 6 days. also on the cannabis, I totally agree. I actually just smoked a little a bit ago and its such a relief. im going to try and substitute the clonozepam with some Strawberry cough starting this friday so im not on a benzo for too long - I hate the high anyway, it just makes me retarded drowsy if I take more than recommended. That said the recommended dose has brought my anxiety from a FUCKING TEN to a 2 or less, and with the pot im at virtually zero now.

Any suggested strands for someone who just loves that opi high but never wants to deal with the bullshit of opies again?

Silver haze- when I could get it it was all I smoked. I had so much energy and actually liked to work and clean and be active, just like on opiates. Love them sativas

 

[thePodFreak]

Silver haze- when I could get it it was all I smoked. I had so much energy and actually liked to work and clean and be active, just like on opiates. Love them sativas

I'll have to see if I can find some, man medical MJ is awesome - they deliver! ha. Strawberry cough is what I have right now, and its like all the cravings and anxiety just peace out immediately when I use it.