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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-11th Dose-50 grams and a kidney later..

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Asante said:
I notice a trend, I wonder if others notice the same:

If you used MXE several days in a row and then quit using it, for a period life appears to be considerably boring - unless you use again. Actions you take have smaller reward for a while and because of it things seem monotonous and less interesting than they would if you hadn't binged.

Can anyone relate?
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I notice that same effect in a long term version: I have been doing MXE on a daily basis for over a year. Mostly by sub-hole sustaining nasal dosing (20-30mg bumps). Went through over 80g in that period. I decided to take a break after i realised that my habit was slowly ripping my life apart, opposed to what the chemical rewarded me with during the honeymoon. I've tossed like 20g of my remaining 30g down the toilet leaving me with my last 10g which i couldn't bear being flushed down. Long story short, its now 2 and 1/2 month since i last touched MXE! If i manage to resist the temptation till end of this year, i'll give it a go again on NYE. But let me tell, i've been tempted every single day since i stopped doing MXE. Every damn day i feel lethargic, unmotivated, uninterested... Everything just seems pointless, any action i take is boring and unrewarding. Especially social obligations are extremely exhausting unless i hang out with close friends. I just feel tired, tired of being a part of this pathetic society we live in. It seems that this bad comedown just lasts as long as the honeymoon once did. It's payback time i guess. BtW, that's why i use to call MXE "Philosopher's Heroin".
 
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Wow frogster those are insane amounts!
Glad to hear you've got everything back on track.

Does anyone find that their hearing is extremely sensitive on MXE? It's like all the small sounds that the conscious mind usually ignores are amplified 1000x...
 
J.Wallace, I never had 48 hour binges, I just go to bed and sleep and maybe do some more the next day. I also dont get the insomnia, I repeatedly fell asleep in the Hole.

>> I've tossed like 20g of my remaining 30g down the toilet leaving me with my last 10g

Thats what friends are for man, lay it on a friend, don't flush it. Its such a shame to see good drugs wasted.
 
Delsyd said:
Also luck isnt necessary if you use this correctly, meaning dont abuse it.
Easier said than done, i know, its too easy to use this on a daily basis. But a little will power goes a long way with this stuff.
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i feel like writing nothing about this after reading so many bad experiences -don't want to persuade anyone about this drug not being very dangerous -it is dangerous and therefore you must proceed with caution- but i know lots of people hasn't got bad experiences with mxe. sure it feels great, and without hangover, as long as you use it with moderation.
otherwise, judging by the people who didn't moderate enough its intake, or didn't proceed with caution, can be horrible
 
THCified said:
Btw, you're not the first one mention something like this. What were your symptoms like? Please tell me/us more. Thanks :)
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I'm in the process of writing the whole trip report, but in a nutshell -

I had taken phenibut earlier in the day, and later on began taking little oral doses of MXE. I don't remember how much I had, less than 100mg though. I was laying in bed enjoying the vibes a little after midnight when things began to take a sinister turn - all of a sudden I felt like I was jumping out of my skin, I got out of bed and walked around for a bit to try and shake it off. If I was walking around then it wasn't very noticeable, then when I would sit still it would come back. It is hard to describe just how it felt, but it was one of the scariest feelings I've ever had. I had absolutely no control over these twitches - twitches really isn't the right word. I would just feel an intense energy surge in one part of my body, and my muscles would contract, completely ignoring my commands to be calm. I began to panic, thinking I would be this way for my whole life, and in my frenzy I called my girlfriend (this is like 2 am now) and told her I had developed parkinsons and she needed to come over immediately. (my grandma does have parkinson's so it's in the family)

Well, she is amazing so she came over and helped me calm down a bit, and I took 25mg diphenhydramine to try and fall asleep. I didn't even think about the serotonin interaction before I took it, live and learn. As I laid in bed, my girlfriend started to realize this wasn't another boy crying wolf scenario, and I was actually possibly in some kind of danger. I would try to breathe in and out very slowly and deeply, but would be interrupted and even my lungs would twitch, causing me to gasp for air. It's like in a war movie when a soldier is shot and dying in someone's arms, and they're breathing becomes erratic and odd sounding. I feel I am describing it poorly, but long story short I fell asleep for short while, to be awoken later by paramedics in my room. My girlfriend had been woken by me pulling on her hair and scratching her, and she opened her eyes to see me frothing at the mouth and having a seizure. Not pretty stuff.
 
i performed a bioassay recently on some material purported to be mxe, my first time with this compound. i've had some previous dissociative experience with k and n2o, back in my undergraduate days. dose was 25 mg, insufflated. it is definitely dissociative and it is definitely an anaesthetic, but i find that it has way less recreational potential than k due to a total lack of any kind of "stoning" effect... i am just siting there, immobilized, but fairly lucid. also, this is just about the only substance that i have ever encountered that really doesn't synergize with pot; smoking a bowl seemed to basically have no effect while under the influence of mxe. a little etizolam was very nice, though. not sure how recreational this one is for me... maybe at a lower, threshold, dose where i can still move around while enjoying some kind of buzz? interesting after-effects, though; a single dose of this substance seemed to subjectively reverse some lingering thermoregulatory after-effects of past opiate use (persisting, t+7 days subsequent to consumption of mxe). all in all, a strange compound, nothing like k, if i experiment further it will be infrequent and in small amounts.
 
Thanks for the info @ cryptix420! Sounds bad tbh...

What are you meaning with "thermoregulatory after-effects" @ alovesupreme. And i think MXE has much in common with K, i like K, but MXE feels warmer, more euphoric, deeper, all in all more rewarding. But that's just my opinion.
 
@THCified, after a little run with H over the summer that was a bit longer than was healthy, i found that even long after "drying out" i was very sensitive to cold, always felt cold, but after using the mxe, it seems like a lot of that sensitivity was reversed, the cold isn't bothering me as much as it was; i feel like i have my normal perceptual response to temperature back again. i am a bit baffled by this after-effect, maybe it has something to do with the NMDA-antagonistic effects of this substance? in any case, it's definitely been a positive.
 
Shit I love smoking some Ur-144(it's just like weed, stimulating for me) and after I'm nice and high I inject about 200-300mg of MXE I LOVE the ideas and deep thoughts it gives me but that amount even without the weed doesn't make me hole, I can still move around fine just a little off balance. Feels great though I still haven't had any bad side effects.

I have used DXM about 300 times now over the past 3 years. My tolerance is a lot cause I've used it every day for a 5 days in a row a few times. But even that use amount I've never had any bad side effects from DXM, except my feet get cold now a days & it makes me stay awake for like 20hrs after I use it, although I stay wide awake during this time and then sleep for about 12-15hrs straight.

Mmmm I love that MXE, although I do find DXM more addiction than Heroin or Meth IV. And I've done really pure shit of both. DXM and MXE are just amazing and have only done great things for my life so far.
 
ziggo said:
Shit I love smoking some Ur-144(it's just like weed, stimulating for me) and after I'm nice and high I inject about 200-300mg of MXE I LOVE the ideas and deep thoughts it gives me but that amount even without the weed doesn't make me hole, I can still move around fine just a little off balance. Feels great though I still haven't had any bad side effects.
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Interesting. So you inject your MXE instead insulfflating it or taking it orally? You do a lot at once too. I use to do 200 to 250mg at once by snorting it in usually two lines usually about 10 to 15 minutes apart. How often do you usually inject? Have you noticed any problems with urination or bladder symptoms since using? I think the worst side effect I've experienced was nothing more than raised blood pressure that went away after a day or two. It certainly has an effect on your circulatory system, I often felt my heart beating faster than usually and binges usually left me stimulated mentally but physically exhausted.
 
Just like once a week when I had it, I've noticed I have trouble peeing sometimes during DXM trip and for a half a day or so after but none of that from the MXE. but ya I know it's my tolerance cause I gave a friend 50-75mg of mxe and he said he was at like a 2nd almost 3rd plat dxm, snorted.
 
i gave this compound another shot tonight at a much lower dose, 5 mg insufflated. it's much more enjoyable for me at this threshold dosage level. i still don't see myself using this very frequently, but i'm glad that it turned out not to be a total waste.
 
Toucan said:
Wow frogster those are insane amounts!
Glad to hear you've got everything back on track.

Does anyone find that their hearing is extremely sensitive on MXE? It's like all the small sounds that the conscious mind usually ignores are amplified 1000x...
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Yep. My computer fan spinning sounds like fkin helicopter. It is literally silent when not on mxe. Happens to me with Ket too but not like mxe... amplifed 1000x for sure..
 
Onandoff said:
Yep. My computer fan spinning sounds like fkin helicopter. It is literally silent when not on mxe. Happens to me with Ket too but not like mxe... amplifed 1000x for sure..
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Snap!!!

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about 45 mins ago i sniffed around 15mg... can't believe how good it feels. i've never dosed under 35-40mg before. surprising how much fun such a low dose is :D
 
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With a good batch 15mgs is really nice. When taken sublingual, you can even use less with better effects ;)
 
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