Ok so first time i took 15mg, about 5 days ago, didnt get much effect.
Had some visuals, but not much beyond that and i was basically fine mental wise.
Now yesterday at 5am i took 20mg, thinking it would be about the same experience, just a little stronger. However what happened totally took me by surprise. Long story short i basically spent 5 hours in the bathroom on the floor totally tripped out and confused to what was going on. Like i had zero memory of anything, of how i got in there and where i was. I ended up knocking the shower curtain down and spent hours looking at it in amazement like there was no way it could have actually happened.
Everything felt totally unreal, my memory only existed in the moment and was gone the next second. At times i felt like i couldnt control myself, like someone else was controlling me. A few times i got panicked at the thought that the unexplainable mental feelings i was having would never end and i couldnt get out of the bathroom. I remember i had towels wrapped around my neck, wet from water, yet have no memory of doing it. I was sweating like crazy, and my hands were shaking nonstop. I would go from feelings of panic, to feelings of this was great, saying i loved this drug.
Every time i looked at anything, it was like the first time i had ever seen it, totally confused how things were knocked down and why i was on the floor. I remember asking questions over and over like what is going on and i dont understand. I felt like i was doing the same things over and over again, the feeling of seeing something for the first time. There was also a few times i got excited and outside the room from whatever i was thinking at the time. But the majority of the time i was on the floor, thinking to myself if i dont get this shower curtain back up, i cant get out of here. And I never did manage to get it back up until 5 hours later when my sanity came back to me. A lot of time i have no memory of at all, almost like i blacked out during it.
So obviously this was so beyond what 15mg did, despite being only 5mg above, that i had no possible way of expecting something like this would happen. All the times I have taken 2c-i and 25-i, and really had no effects whatsoever, even at a 2mg of 25i. This on the other hand was so unreal, like its the first time i can say i have had a real mind trip. Though when i look back on it, im not really sure if it was a good trip or a bad one, as the panic feelings i had a few times, felt terrible, like this was never going to end, and if those had escalated, things could have ended up badly.
To note, about 6 hours prior to taking this, i had 1g of L-Arginine, 1.25g of Magnesium, and 1mg of adderall. Whether those could have made this trip so crazy, i dont know.
I got them mixed up at the time.