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oh so ur on methadone, i thought u were on suboxone and having trouble dosing with the orange tablets. nevermind on that front but good luck with your independence from opiates. cant wait for my last dose i know that much....
 
I wish i had as much will power as you guys. I been on subs for 2.5 yrs now and i cant seem to lower my dose from 8 mg/day. its all mental man i kno the shit lasts in your system for like 48 hrs but i swear all fuckin day im lookin forward to takin my dose. Believe it or not i still get high off the stuff. some people dont but i still get the mellow euphoric opiate buzz. I feel like i want to free myself from this addiction at times, but other times i just cant imagine goin without it. it truly has me by the ballz. Every drug in the last 12 yrs ive been able to pretty much take it or leave it, but with opiates its a diff story all together. this rollercoster of a ride i call my life has hurt so many of my loved ones including myself. Ive lied cheated and stole for my addiction and even got a divorce over it, yet i still do it. wtf is wrong with me??? i ask myself that every day. Eventually i hope to be rid of this grip opiates has on my life but they say until u hit rock bottom your not gonna want to quit. its a struggle every day . grrrr sorry bout the rant but sometimes the feelings i push aside rear their ugly head and i gotta let em out
 
its all about our fear of withdrawal crobar. i was convinced that weening down from 8mg to 6mg would make me sick. all i got were a few yawns and trouble getting back to sleep if i woke up. i think our fear is unfounded, due to the hell of withdrawal while we had a large dope habit. its not as bad as you think itll be, so just start weening bro. i got from 8-10mg/day to 2mg/day in 2 months with very few withdrawal symptoms. getting from 2mg/day to 1mg/day has been pretty hard tho. its been 2 months and i still cant lower my dose, simply due to my irrational fear of being dopesick like i was with a jab a day habit... one day itll be over and ill never touch an opiate again. guaranteed. i know you feel the same crobar, good luck man.
 
facedbeyond82 said:
its all about our fear of withdrawal crobar. i was convinced that weening down from 8mg to 6mg would make me sick. all i got were a few yawns and trouble getting back to sleep if i woke up. i think our fear is unfounded, due to the hell of withdrawal while we had a large dope habit. its not as bad as you think itll be, so just start weening bro. i got from 8-10mg/day to 2mg/day in 2 months with very few withdrawal symptoms. getting from 2mg/day to 1mg/day has been pretty hard tho. its been 2 months and i still cant lower my dose, simply due to my irrational fear of being dopesick like i was with a jab a day habit... one day itll be over and ill never touch an opiate again. guaranteed. i know you feel the same crobar, good luck man.
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yea its been the same for me... for the longest time i really had no interest in quitting methadone... then a couple years ago i started going down like 2mg at a time just to see and i noticed i could without *any* noticable change.. then about 2 months ago i really got driven to quit and i went from 14mg to 4mg daily... right now the one real issue i have is that my BP is up from 115/75 to 135/95 (which sucks)...

but yea little by little you can be done with it...
 
Man I couldn't imagine that... being off the drug you were addicted to, but being addicted to the drug that got you away from being addicted to the first drug..? That's got to be hell....


at least with speed I just had to kick it cold turkey. The cravings were horrible, but I could manage. I really hope I never have to actually physically withdrawal from a drug, but now that I know how much of an addictive personality I have I don't think I'd ever let myself fall into it.



Good luck getting of the MMT you guys!
 
@Lastclubkid: try Bystolic, its worked fairly well for my blood pressure. no side effects whatsoever... maybe we should chill on the opiate talk, i know its ok to be off topic here but i dont want this thread to get completely derailed. theres an opiate forum around here..
 
yea faced your right, but 1 more question for my fellow mint/opiate heads, any of u guys tried Kratom? i have access to it and was wandering if it helped any u guys coming off opiates? ive read lots of good stuff on here about it, supposedly certain strains are better(stronger) than others.
 
Who wants to go to a "Musical Event" in Seattle?

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Folley said:
Yeah. That, and they kick out anyone under 21 at 1am


So I'm definitely not going to any raves in Seattle :p Oh, wait, THAT IS NOT A RAVE..
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lol the plain clothes cops in So Padre are so funny. It's so obvious they don't fit in with the rest of the crowd. The men all wear baseball caps. I saw one guy cop with a chick in a dress, she looked like a pig too. Instead of having a good time they were just looking around like they wanna jump on somebody who pulls a bag of pills out of their pockets. lolz
 
severely etarded said:
lol the plain clothes cops in So Padre are so funny. It's so obvious they don't fit in with the rest of the crowd. The men all wear baseball caps. I saw one guy cop with a chick in a dress, she looked like a pig too. Instead of having a good time they were just looking around like they wanna jump on somebody who pulls a bag of pills out of their pockets. lolz
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its the same here in chicago... random either older or younger but with the rookie clean cut hair just standing around not enjoying the music...
 
Hellooooooooooooooooo...... is it me you looking fooooooor.... I can see it in your eyes and I can see it in your smillllle...hahah

Im on a half monkey and he's Okay !o!
 
looks like someones been having fun weet !

them monkeys look similar to the white speakers :D
 
Goddamn weet, every single pill is from 120 to 180 mg in ur pic. i hate your face :P my boys got blue As and purple bowling balls that are probably 70mg TOPS!! im jelly grrrrrr
 
facedbeyond82 said:
Goddamn weet, every single pill is from 120 to 180 mg in ur pic. i hate your face :P my boys got blue As and purple bowling balls that are probably 70mg TOPS!! im jelly grrrrrr
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It's not about how much is in there, it's about how well it's made ;)


Honestly I'd take two or three mints over a Dutch press any day, just from all the hype they get
 
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