My memory is upsetting me. I don't remember trips to cinemas a week ago. Friends coming round, who have just come back from hols and I asked next time I saw them 'how were the hols?'.. they just looked at me incredulously and I just wished cartoon black hole would open up for me to disappear into... but no!
Its impossible for me to write essays, though i'm getting better. I write quite a bit for a different forum tackling Philos, Theology, Biblical languages, Eastern Religions, sanskrit... blah . the list goes on. The point being I did my main subject in Theology, languages and Eastern Religion s. I loved it so I wrote some good stuff.. However I only stayed for half the second year due to me Popstar 17 arriving
I'm naturally very bright even academic ( apart from spelling).. But my long and short term mermory has gone to the place the socks, pinnys and handkerchiefs go.. space.. a bemuda Triangle I'm not sure.
I gave the pregabalin up about months ago odd... My memory and cognition are starting to come bac slowly. Sparring with atheists, satanists, nazis, paedos, hackers, anon, terrorists, means I have to wade through pages of defence and then formulate my own answers. To begin with a paragraph was like an essay. Its getting better.
I will never fucking take a gaba pill again habitually..eurgh I hate it. It also made my hair thinnen, its grown back but still and also 3 stone or more over weight. I was only on it a year. I lost it in 6 months and did'nt even change my diet so I know its the culprit.
Bastards want anyone with a bit of creativity and often compassion in them to be fat, stupid and poor.
ramble sorry