DOB
Bluelighter
yu kno what I like? I like high dose mdma or mda... like doubledrop,trough this varry wildly depending on dosage of a pill,I mean talking about 80-100mg pills,yes that isnt as much as you heard but a pill that have that ammount of real shit,thats plently enough I think
anyway,worst thing,and I am feel embarased greatly about it even after all these years,its just forever torture of memory.... few times when I dosed alot,like one and half or double... I am normaly pretty pale person but I turned like dead white perspirating,jaw grinding eye rolling mess,something that when you see you never forget that person
but worst thing is,at the peak not only were my eyes rolling to back of my skull,my eyes were like chameleon,I think the term is crosseyed..... being crosseyed from mdma is to me extremly embarasing,I have proper social trauma from it
I had idea if there can be something done to prevent the crosseye thing going on,and maybe the pale skin,jaw grind and too fast heartbeat too,becose without these things it would be so much more awesome
also the jaw grind,I am sure even trough I rolled very little,like 5 times on real mdma,the grinding permanetly fucked up my teeth,I tried chewing gum but my mouth vent so dry and I chewed so much that the gum stuck to my fucking tongue and here I am ugly crosseyed mess in middle of the dancefloor trying to get rid of it,pulling it like hot cheese on pizza and everybody around is looking and pointing finger at me like "Ewwwwwww! look at that,DISGUGSTING!!!" and I am like please kill me
what you think would be best thing to put in dem pills so nobody will have to experience these horrible things? it must be totaly safe health wise
anyway,worst thing,and I am feel embarased greatly about it even after all these years,its just forever torture of memory.... few times when I dosed alot,like one and half or double... I am normaly pretty pale person but I turned like dead white perspirating,jaw grinding eye rolling mess,something that when you see you never forget that person
but worst thing is,at the peak not only were my eyes rolling to back of my skull,my eyes were like chameleon,I think the term is crosseyed..... being crosseyed from mdma is to me extremly embarasing,I have proper social trauma from it
I had idea if there can be something done to prevent the crosseye thing going on,and maybe the pale skin,jaw grind and too fast heartbeat too,becose without these things it would be so much more awesome
also the jaw grind,I am sure even trough I rolled very little,like 5 times on real mdma,the grinding permanetly fucked up my teeth,I tried chewing gum but my mouth vent so dry and I chewed so much that the gum stuck to my fucking tongue and here I am ugly crosseyed mess in middle of the dancefloor trying to get rid of it,pulling it like hot cheese on pizza and everybody around is looking and pointing finger at me like "Ewwwwwww! look at that,DISGUGSTING!!!" and I am like please kill me
what you think would be best thing to put in dem pills so nobody will have to experience these horrible things? it must be totaly safe health wise
