Sex Panther
Bluelighter
I've asked this question of many people, lifetime addicts, doctors, chemists, even pharmacology post-grad students. They don't have an answer. I've created precious few threads, i.e I think none at all. Hopefully this will be a good first. I'm a long time bluelighter, sans posting
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I'm still under the impression that if you inject 80mg of methylphenidate, 50mg of methamphetamine, or 100mg of normal speed, you should get a awesome kick. But for the past year or more, that has not been the case.
I have recently experienced little to no pleasurable effects from amphetamines. its almost as if i
m...burned out.
The first time I had an amphetamine, I snorted 10mg of dex. Completely typical experience. Spitting cotton, endless train of thoughts, expansive feelings of care and compassion, the urge to call on people I haven't spoken to in years, people I don't like or even respect. You know the usual.
I used amps on and off, trying methamphetamine IV when I couldn't score gear. The first time was mind-blowing, of course. Although subsequent shots weren't a scratch on the first, they still gave a mighty kick. As you'd expect from *snip - no prices* of ice mainlined.
After about 2-3 times using methamphetamine, I took dex again. I filtered and mainlined the equivalent of 80mg. I had realistic expectations after methamphetamine. The dex gave me a rush, but this rush wasn't was a huge anticlimax, a physically intense experience, but without much pleasure at all. Frankly, it wasn't unpleasant, but it wasn't pleasurable by any objective means. Disappointed, I gave myself the month-break between amps as is my custom, and bought *snip - no prices* of methamphetamine.
I mainlined 4/5ths of the deal.
The only amp-typical thing it did to me was keep me up for one and a half days. The rush was similar to dex, physically intense, but without any real pleasure. Amps used to change me, make me more confident, motivated, passionate. They don't do it anymore. On the contrary, Amps have an almost depressant action on me. Not physically, but mentally. I regret banging it after 5 minutes, not 5 hours, like before. My motivation is a roller-coaster. I used to love doing productive things on Amps, writing, exploring, as you do. Now I just sit on the computer and fuck around the house.
Has anyone ever experienced anything similar? Not just a tolerance to amphetamines, but a marked, chemical or physical change in your response to dosing? I don't understand, I always have a long break between dosages, I've never used habitually, and i've gotten really good stuff. Where is the pleasure? Where is the kick? Even ecstacy pills make me antsy, moody and depressed.
Also last thing, without amphetamines, my mood is fine. cheery by personality i suppose.
Thanks

I'm still under the impression that if you inject 80mg of methylphenidate, 50mg of methamphetamine, or 100mg of normal speed, you should get a awesome kick. But for the past year or more, that has not been the case.
I have recently experienced little to no pleasurable effects from amphetamines. its almost as if i
m...burned out.
The first time I had an amphetamine, I snorted 10mg of dex. Completely typical experience. Spitting cotton, endless train of thoughts, expansive feelings of care and compassion, the urge to call on people I haven't spoken to in years, people I don't like or even respect. You know the usual.
I used amps on and off, trying methamphetamine IV when I couldn't score gear. The first time was mind-blowing, of course. Although subsequent shots weren't a scratch on the first, they still gave a mighty kick. As you'd expect from *snip - no prices* of ice mainlined.
After about 2-3 times using methamphetamine, I took dex again. I filtered and mainlined the equivalent of 80mg. I had realistic expectations after methamphetamine. The dex gave me a rush, but this rush wasn't was a huge anticlimax, a physically intense experience, but without much pleasure at all. Frankly, it wasn't unpleasant, but it wasn't pleasurable by any objective means. Disappointed, I gave myself the month-break between amps as is my custom, and bought *snip - no prices* of methamphetamine.
I mainlined 4/5ths of the deal.
The only amp-typical thing it did to me was keep me up for one and a half days. The rush was similar to dex, physically intense, but without any real pleasure. Amps used to change me, make me more confident, motivated, passionate. They don't do it anymore. On the contrary, Amps have an almost depressant action on me. Not physically, but mentally. I regret banging it after 5 minutes, not 5 hours, like before. My motivation is a roller-coaster. I used to love doing productive things on Amps, writing, exploring, as you do. Now I just sit on the computer and fuck around the house.
Has anyone ever experienced anything similar? Not just a tolerance to amphetamines, but a marked, chemical or physical change in your response to dosing? I don't understand, I always have a long break between dosages, I've never used habitually, and i've gotten really good stuff. Where is the pleasure? Where is the kick? Even ecstacy pills make me antsy, moody and depressed.
Also last thing, without amphetamines, my mood is fine. cheery by personality i suppose.
Thanks
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