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LOL @ random gravity checks. :D

I do like the idea of some way of stimulating topical discussions in bars and public places though. It gets a tad boring when people are just asking endless questions about each other and only approaching people that look potentially nice to them - if everyone would discuss one or two issues it might lead to some new unexpected friendships.

Would be interesting to see how it played out in reality, for sure.

i did a low dose of DXM. been using over-the-counter robitussin again lately, after having switched to DXM powder and/or MXE for awhile.

I was gonna trip on DXM for Halloween, but I decided not to. I've been getting a bit of a weird vibe from DXM, like my brain just doesn't feel quite right after using. Memory recall glitches, for instance. I dunno, might be my imagination.

Anyway, who tripped today? Spill the beans, give up some details. I'm still too sick to do it myself, though I did get some medication, some more tests, and will be seeing a specialist soon, so hopefully I will be well enough to trip sometime in November.

I wish I did... I could really use a strong, paradigm-shattering, spiritual breakthrough type trip. I haven't had one of those in a really long time, and honestly this nonstop mundane sober consciousness is getting on my nerves.
 
youd be surprized :P halloween is just an excuse for more commercialism really... and the parties are just beginning in regards to this event...

the sad part is i think i may have to choose between a cooky party with friends or going to a concert of a band i have a high chance of likeing :P. oh well, perhaps some amps and i do both. at the same time!
 
Cheap halloween costume ideas? I dressed up as tarzan last friday by ripping up a towel a little bit and using a belt to secure it to my waist :) then I drank some beer at a few costume parties, made out with three different women (never done that in one night before!) Did some cocaine and danced my ass off haha.

Then the next day I saw Squarepusher! I plugged 12mg 2c-I and took about 80mg MDMA orally directly before the show, It was really fun, very trippy, and by the end it brought me to tears :'D

then two days after that I experienced my first Dissociative Hole! a total of 115mg MXE was taken (first 100mg oral then two lines of 8mg insufflated at the peak) and I gotta say that was surely one of the strangest nights of my entire life. Eventually i'm gonna try some K because a friend of mine just got a bunch, and I honestly really like the idea of a shorter hole. The MXE left me very incapable for hours and made me vomit at the very end.

Also-- to those trying 5-meo-DMT. I would have to recommend plugging it, when I plugged 15mg it came on very smooth and slowly raised me up as if on a platform (I was lying on my bed) until I was seemingly in orbit watching the stars do ballet, it was beautiful and I listened to Explosions in the Sky and the 2001: A space odyssey soundtrack to top off the gracefulness of it.
 
Lol@ the tarzan idea. man thats really cheap!
guess i could pull it off if i had the muscle for it. but im not that well built, not yet at least.... :) heck, i could even go as a freaking spartan then!

but alas, stuck in my normal average body. maybe ill just pull a white sheet over my head and go woooo all the time, say im a ghost or something.

squarepusher sonds like a proper show to see. jealous man!

also, psychedelics are parties are fun only with the right companions or the right atmosphere....
 
Hope you enjoyed the hole experience (pun sort of intended).

I find it harder to hole on K though. There's been many times when I've been on the verge, and no luck. MXE is my fav dissociative anyway. Not sure what to add to the ideas for costumes. My mate is going as a dishwasher. o.O
 
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Doesn't seem to be too expensive ;)
 
^that's pretty hilarious!

I totally did enjoy my first dissociative hole until I came out of it and was just in an EXTREMELY dissociated state for hours where I felt extremely dehydrated and nauseous. I also felt like I couldn't see straight, like when I looked at things right in front of my face I was somehow looking in some other direction, that was strange.

probably gonna try K this weekend and if I don't like it then I will probably take a long break from dissociatives..
 
^ Hydrate, hydrate, hydrate on dissociatives. I have decent experience with both MXE and DXM, and others will agree with me here. My rule of thumb: anytime the concept of "water" even flits in your mind for a split second, let alone being thirsty, get up and drink water until you're totally satisfied. (Of course you can overdo even water, so don't go crazy on it.) It can make the difference between feeling sick and confused, and riding a blissful wave of dissociation.


TAC-style philosophical rambling:
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Hmm... a playful attitude... that's what I need to cultivate. It comes from lacking any sense of obligation. A child approaches his toys with a playful attitude because he does not have the sense that he is obliged to play with his toys: he feels no moral imperative to do so, because culture hasn't yet imparted to him the concept of morality. Plus, culture doesn't really place any moral imperative on playing with toys in any case.

I feel like for some reason, unlike a lot of people, I have a problem taking a break from the dutifully-working attitude, and engaging in a purely playful state, which is lame, and sometimes makes my life feel like a continuous chore. If I even start to slip into a carefree and playful state, immediately my intellect explodes with questions, like, "how did I do that? why is this so rare for me? what defines a playful attitude?" etc. Then I start laboriously intellectualizing the process of play. Haha.
 
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I think the fact that I smoke pot a lot of the time that i'm on MXE adds a lot to the dehydration especially of the mouth..

Cottonmouth + MXE = Desert Mouth
 
^ True. It doesn't help that I usually forget to drink at all on MXE though, I don't think it's particularly dehydrating in itself compared to most other drugs but I've caught myself not drinking at all during 12+ hour sessions on it before.

I hate that I still have: 25C-NBOMe, 2C-T-4, 3C-E and DOC to try in my stash, it's making it rather hard to space my trips out like I usually do due to the excitement of trying new and interesting psychedelics - particularly since other than 3C-E I've wanted to try them all for ages, and going by how much I loved 3C-P and that 3C-E is generally regarded superior, I'm damn excited for that too. :(
 
There's no rush, man. I have some stuff in my stash that's been there for 5+ years that I still haven't gotten around to trying, no need to rush things. Better to wait until the time is right imho
 
^ Yeah. I've gotten pretty good at that, lately. Knowing when "the time is right". It basically boils down to the idea that the time is right when you feel intuitively / emotionally ready. Not rationally ready. If there are good feelings about tripping, and no anxiety about tripping, the time is right -- whether or not it "makes sense" to trip is more or less irrelevant (e.g. "I don't have anything to do for the rest of the day, and I don't have to wake up tomorrow.").
 
Squarepusher is sweet, saw him live once too :)

Split up with my girlfriend tonight and messed up my hand with martial arts sparring yesterday.

Well F*ck.
 
Anyone get their hands on some decent L lately? As for myself, I've been stuck messing about with research chemicals for too long now...
 
I just took ~15-20mg of vyvanse (light dose but I've no tolerance, its been probably 5 months since I've done any amps). Do you reckon its safe to drink some kratom (roughly 8g of bali brewed into tea)? I'm wondering if any of you guys have tried this combo out yourself, or even just read any reports on it. I searched around and found precious few reports of this combination, and I'm just trying to be cautious as I know kratom is adrenergic in some way.

Yeah kratom's good stuff and safe to combo with amps. I know what you mean about reading of it being adrenergic. I was wondering that at some time when I read some alkaloids were similar to those in yohimbe and that it might have some MAOI effects. I never read anything solid and in all my actual experiences I never the slightest MAOI feeling. AMT whenever I ate cheese the same day gave me a bit of that feeling, and I know how to detect it. IME kratom has very similar effects to normal opies, with a bit less sedation.

Like Xorky though I fell into a bit of a hole with it. The past couple weeks have been rough. Withdrawing from kratom and getting the flu, man I felt like dying. I even broke down and saw my doc to get some sort of help for the depression I was in and thought I'd give mirtazapine a try. Now there's a case of the cure being worse than the disease.
For the first couple weeks it's known to cause sedation, but this was like straight delirium akin to taking a ton of benadryl. I would take it at night to get a good sleep and would be in a delirious haze the whole next day. I only got to my second dose. After my second day of completely drowsy delirium and cognitive debilitation that doesn't hold a candle to benzos I knew if I was going to get more than 20% on my upcoming mid-terms this stuff had to go.
The flu's broken and I'm feeling better now that the dope is getting out of my system. I'm amazed at how frivolously a super-potent psychotropic drug that is that cognitively disabling would be scripted. I have a follow up with him, and I'm thinking of asking; 'did you script me that because you wanted me to find out the hard way?' :P No university student can start that stuff in the middle of a semester.

I have so much of this shit to learn before tuesday its just depressing and borderline impossible, good thing I'm pretty good at cramming this math bullshit into my head long enough to spit it back on the test before it fades away (kinda odd because I actually have a math learning disability and I fuck up things like addition and subtraction... one time on a test I wrote the square root of 9 equals 27 8(, but I can do this higher level bullshit no prob). ANyways, I'm rambling on these amphets so I'm just going to hit the "post quick reply" button nao :D

Man, I'm the opposite, I'm really good at the simple mental math, but memorizing these higher level processes just isn't my bag.
My marks this term aren't exactly the greatest. What used to be my favorite 'hard' subject; O-chem, is seriously starting to tear me a new one. Being given an NMR spectrum and being told to draw the structure, F--- that shit. Going the other direction isn't as hard but still. It's also not like they give you a relatively simple compound either, some of them get really effing complicated and make me feel like I'm going to have an aneurysm.

There's no rush, man. I have some stuff in my stash that's been there for 5+ years that I still haven't gotten around to trying, no need to rush things. Better to wait until the time is right imho

Totally. I've got a few as well, some I wonder if I'll ever get around to trying. Things like DOM; jebus. I'm at a point where waiting until the next trip is easier than tripping. Whenever I do trip again it sure won't be with any of the untested exotics, I'll be going with what I know works with my system. I'm going on 15 months since my last trip, and even that was just 2C-B/MDMA and before that I hadn't tripped in a year. Just not tripping weather I guess.

^ Yeah. I've gotten pretty good at that, lately. Knowing when "the time is right". It basically boils down to the idea that the time is right when you feel intuitively / emotionally ready. Not rationally ready. If there are good feelings about tripping, and no anxiety about tripping, the time is right -- whether or not it "makes sense" to trip is more or less irrelevant (e.g. "I don't have anything to do for the rest of the day, and I don't have to wake up tomorrow.").

Bingo :)
 
i've got my house to myself for the next couple days. about to down 300mg of DXM and ~8mg of 2C-P. no plans for the trip. it might end up feeling like an eternity of boredom. but thats likely all i deserve so...... bottoms up.

also took with it 3 allergy headache pills (mostly for the diphenhydramine, they also contain acetaminophen and phenylephrine), 1 robaxin (aka methocarbamol, a muscle relaxer that is actually guaifenesin-carbamate), and i have a 1 gallon jug of arizona green tea that i'll probably end up drinking all of.

also have a bunch of UR-144 blend i'll probably smoke at some point.

will likely also down a bunch of l-arginine once my stomach settles.
 
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